My Three Amigo's

I rested my chin on his shoulder and watched my hand as it made love to 7 inches of fat cock. He lifted his legs and spread them apart as he rode the wave to that peek that he'd brought me to. I pointed his cock straight up in those last seconds before he started to spew a healthy load. It shot out in a few long stringy ropes that squirted a foot above his cock, and came right back down and landed on my hand, his cock, balls, and pubic hair. There where 3 impressive squirts, followed by a few additional pulses. His cries of pleasure echoed from the tiled walls of the shower and he didn't hesitate to tell me that it was the best orgams that he'd ever had.

We dried off and went right back to the mattress in front of the fire and kissed until Danny rolled over and fell asleep. I got up and put more wood in the fireplace and went right back to the side of my sleeping lover. I must have watched him sleep for an hour before I fell asleep myself. Although I knew better, I didn't stop myself from wishing that I could lay down beside Danny and drift off to sleep every night for the rest of my life. It brought tears to my eyes when I thought about the likelyhood that this would never come to pass. He hadn't said so directly, but made comments that lead me to believe that what we had found in each other was temporary. Thing's like:

"This is alot better then just waiting around for pussy."

But every turn in this thing that we had would put thoughts of it ending further towards the back of my mind. To me, it seemed that what we where doing went far beyond satisfying curiosity. Like the kissing that never seemed to end, and me wakeing up at sunrise to find Danny sucking on my cock. It seemed like there was some unspoken instruction manuel that we'd been reading from. I didn't speak eventhough I'd made movements to encourage him and let him know that I was now awake. I was pleased to find him comfortable enough to love my penis as I slept, and to continue once I was awake. But nothing surprised me more then when my legs stiffened up, and my moans made my orgasm very clear and Danny just continued to pleasure me with his mouth until I had finished. He didn't say a word and rolled over and went right back to sleep.

I watched him until I was sure he was asleep before I nuzzled my face into his warm crotch. How incredible it was to take his flacid penis in my mouth and suckle it until it bagan to get plump, and eventually hard. I looked up when I felt him stretch, and with his cock in my mouth our eyes met and he smiled.

"You don't have to finish me if you......" He started to say and I quited him with a gentle "Shhhhhhhhh"

A few minutes later I recognized his urgent moans, and felt his legs raise up and wrap around me. Drinking cum was something that I never dreamed about doing, but right then at that moment, I wanted nothing more then to take Danny's load right from the tap. I even started to moan as I felt my mouth being flooded with his warm salty semen. I loved it! - More then anything I could ever recall being given. 

Danny did suck my dick many times after that, but he never took my load again. I couldn't get enough of his and it started to make him feel guilty for not wanting to do it back. We carried on like this for months but I knew that once school was out, Danny would be gone 1,500 miles away to college. He often talked about all of the pussy he was sure to get, but made it clear that if he didn't, I was still going to be the only guy that he'd ever fagged-off with. The past tense use of the word "fagged" hit me like a ton of bricks. Did this mean that he'd just but a tentative ending date on our love afair? - Had he just verbalized an expiration date to the happiest days of my life? - Without a single ounce of ammo to fire back at him, I used the only weapon that I had at my immediate disposal. The truth!

"I'm in love with you Danny!" I said as we layed together in the dark.

"WHAT?" He said.

"You heard me, I said that I love you."

"NO! Nicky! - This is just for fun, don't go and do that!" He said.

"Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too late Danny-Boy!" I whispered.

"Awww Nick! - Nick! You should have told me. I wouldn't.........."

"Wouldn't what Danny? - You wouldn't what?" I said and was obviously starting to cry.

"Nobody's was supposed to get hurt Nick! - It was just supposed to be fun God Damn It!" He said.

"You had fun, didn't you Danny? You got what you wanted, right? - Don't worry about me, I got what I wanted too Danny. I just don't get to keep it, that's all." I said and started to cry.

"Will you be okay? I wish you wouldn't cry anymore." Danny said.

"I'll be fine Danny - This is my problem, and I'll fix it." I said.

"What should I do now Nicky?" Danny said.

"Just hold me like this until I fall asleep, okay?." I said.

Danny didn't respond but did hold me closer and planted soft little kisses on my shoulder as I gently cried myself to sleep. I woke up a few hours hours later and watched him as he slept. I was amazed at how often his penis inflated to full hardness, then deflated only to harden again a little bit later. I was tempted to take what I was sure would be my final taste of his beautiful cock but I resisted. But the next time that I saw his cock rise, I lost my fucking mind and climed ontop of it and lowered myself down until his pubic hair touched my ass.

It hurt so fucking bad that I didn't really have to move sense too much sence my shaking legs did all of the moving for me. I bagan to sweat and could feel Danny's hard dick throbbing deep inside of me. I didn't think that my asshole would become accustomed to the thickness of his dick so quickly but it did. It was still a little painful, but didn't stop me from feeling a little pleasure once I raised up a few inches and rocked myself gently and then implailing myself upon his pole. Danny shiffted a few times but the warmth inside of my ass must have been what was keeping his cock so hard and causing it to throb and vibrate within me.

I had watched my cock shrivle up upon the initial assult of his cock in my butt, and now it was growing upward between my legs. Once I layed a hand upon it, I could keep myself from gyrating my hips and lowering myself until not a fraction more of Danny's cock could be shoved any further up my ass. The only thing that woke Danny up was his ejaculation, and it woke him up very quickly. I popped up just as his hot load was popping in my ass.

"NO! What are you doing?" Danny said.

But he started to jerk and convulse as his semen poured deep within me. He did put his hands on my hips and force me down on his cock as firmly as possible. I cupped my hand over the tip of myown cock just as my own load came squirting out. I could tell that Danny was mad, and had to tell me to get off of him. I layed there and cried with my full load in my hand while Danny disappeared to the shower. He didn't take my hand this time or ever again between now and the time that he left for collage. And just like that, we where over!

For the rest of that summer, I tried to at least reignite a basic friendship between us, but it seemed like Danny just wanted to forget that anything had ever happen at all. It was all that I could do to keep Jimmy and Gil from being suspicious of the distance between Danny and I. But when Danny distanced himself from them as well, the ambigious questions disappeared just as quickly as Danny did. 

I never imagined that there would be a day when I would ever see him again. Two years passed before I knew it, and none of us had heard so much as a word from or about Danny. Jimmy and Gil eventually wrote Danny off, and I only pretended to, but I couldn't really. I was still in love, and I thought about him all of the time, and about moments that we shared. 

I was a mess at Christmas, New Years, and especiallt his Birthday, because those where dates that I knew that Danny would know that I was thinking about him. I had spent his 19th, 20th, 21st, and 22nd birthday's wondering where on the fucking planet he'd gone to. I never fell in love again since my days with Danny and I didn't really think that I ever would. I wanted to, and would have if someone could make me feel like Danny did. But realistically, that was greatly improbable. 

Jimmy and Gil had just accepted my disinterest in any type of companionship as wierd, and started to speculate over my sexuality. The inside joke was the nickname that they'd given to me, which was Father Nicholas. Ya know? Like a priest. A man who doesn't have sex.

Jimmy was the first to move away, well the second really. Then I moved to Arizona and we left Gil alone to drink himself into irreversable liver damage by the age of 21. I had seen Jimmy several times while I was traveling on business in Nevada, and often saw Gil when I returned to California to visit my parents. But it had been a few years since all three of us had been together. I noticed that after 3 years or so had passed, Danny's name never came up in conversation anymore. It made me sad because Jimmy and Gil where all that I had that made Danny a real person, and not just a fond memory. I still loved him and wanted all four of us to meet up again, even if just for a day. But I knew the likelyhood of that was remote, if not impossible.

I got a call from Jimmy and he said that he was flying Gil out to see him the following Christmas and that I had better make time to dive to Reno to see him. It scared the shit out of me because I knew that Gil's drinking was catching up with him. I didn't want to ask if Gil was terminal or something. I'd rather just see him and not ask. Jimmy must have called me a dozen times to be sure that I was coming and I began to think that Gil days must be numbered. 

I drove from Mesa, Arizona to Reno, Nevavda and worried that I would find Gil hooked up to an I.V. and on deaths door. When I got to Jimmy's house I knocked on the door and his little girl answered. I could hear Gil's voice and he sounded healthy enough. But I figured that my arrival wouldn't seem so random, but his little girl made me feel as if my arrival was totally unexpected. She didn't remember me from my visit last year and treated me like a total stranger.

"Daddy! - There's some man here to see you." She uttered in her childish voice.

Even when Jimmy came to the door, he just nodded and told me to come in. Something didn't feel right and I expected to see Gil laying in a hospital bed in the middle of his livingroom. But what I ended up seeing was Danny sitting next to Gil on the sofa. Gil jumped up and shouted my name. It was obvious that my arrival was a secret to Gil and Danny. But no one more then Danny. He remained seated while Gil nearly knocked me to the floor over his happiness to see me. 

I walked over and gave Danny a hug dispite whatever he might feel about me. I missed him and was so happy to see him. The felling I got when I hugged him gave me definate comfirmation that I was still deeply in love with him. He was 18 years old the last time that I had layed eyes upon him, and he hadn't changed too much once I looked passed the 23 year old man sitting less then 5 feet away from me. His voice hadn't changed a bit, and simply closing my eyes could erase 5 years of seperation. But I knew that even a lifetime couldn't erase the love that I had in my heart. It was akward at first and I had never wanted to leave and stay in the same place, at the same time in my entire life. It was very confusing and I had thought that I was all done with that, but life can throw you a curve when you're not looking.

Jimmy asked the questions and Danny and I filled in the answers. Danny had graduated from college and was working on a law degree. He went into great detail about the passed 5 years, and I noticed how a girlfriend never made it to the surface. It didn't even make it below the surface as something simply implied about. It was Danny who asked me point blank about any loves in my life. Gilbert jumped in and let the proverbial cat out of the bag before I could even answer Danny's question. He was famous for that.

"Who? Father Nick? - There's no love in Father Nick's life. Never will be! Someone broke our boys heart and he won't tell us who it was. Maybe you can get the truth out of him Dan-Man!" Gil said.

I could feel the blood coursing up the sides of my neck and knew that my face was about to glow a lovely shade of dick head red. Danny looked at me like he wanted to cry. Gil's words and unwittingly struck a nerve in Danny's heart. He looked guilty as charged. He was the culprate who had broken my heart and he knew it!While Gilbert remained oblivious to the embarrassing situation, Jimmy saw it just like it was a big ass purple, polka-dotted, elephant sitting in the middle of the room, and only he, Danny, and I could see it.

Gil only senced that something was wrong. "What? did I say something wrong?" he said like a little boy.

"Quit Gil! Let Nicky tell his own shit!" Jimmy said scolding Gil like he was a little boy.

"Oh! Sorry Father Nick!" Gil said. "Go ahead. I'll shut up now!" He continued.

"What's with this Father Nick business?" Danny asked.

I looked at Gil and told him to go ahead. "You might as well finish the story Gil." I said.

Gil didn't hold anything back and told Danny that I never hooked up with anyone and how he and Jimmy thought I was gay because I wasn't into girls. But when it didn't seem that I was into guys either, they just figured that I didn't like sex. And that's why they started calling my Father Nick.

Danny smiled for the first time since I arrived and even made a comment about wanting to kill whoever had broken my heart. Gil was all for it and started to hoot and holler, but I told Danny that murder was a terrible sin to commit on my behalf.

"So is suicide, I suppose?" Danny said, letting me know that he knew that it was he who had broken my heart. It got really quiet after that.

Jimmy got up and asked if anyone wanted a beer and when he got half way to the kitchen, he turned and mouthed the words "I KNEW IT!" to Danny and I. I could tell that Danny hadn't expected Jimmy to pick up on his suicide comment, but he just wasn't giving Jimmy enough credit. I had Jimmy pegged for being a matchmaker the second that I saw Danny sitting on his sofa. It seemed like forever, but eventually Danny and I where alone out in the backyard when I head him speak with his back turned towards me.

"Nicky, I won't blame you if you hate me..........." Danny said in a tone of voice I hadn't heard in years.

"You didn't do anything wrong Danny. I told you that I be okay." I said.

"Yes I did Nick! I did something so fucking wrong!" Danny said.

"WHAT?" I said.

"I let you think that I didn't love you. But I did Nicky, I did back then, and I still do now!" He said.

For the second time in my life, Danny had rendered me speechless, and I left like I was loosing my balance and began to sway in different directions as his words clicked in my head. The next thing I know, Danny's arms are around me, and his lips a plastered against mine. It was angry, but his lips touched mine. I was pissed and wanted to scream, but I could feel the warmth of his body against mine. I wanted to hit him but knew that I could never do that. I wanted to yell at him, but ended up saying "I love you too" I wanted an explaination why he ruined the passed 5 years of both of our lives, but ended up being greatful that we'd found our way back to each other. It was like 5 years had vanished and with my eyes closed I could picture even the smallest of detail of his Aunt's livingroom in my mind. Jimmy walked out onto the patio and caught us lip-to-lip and we didn't really seem to care.

"Okay um...........Thank you would be nice." We heard Jimmy say behind us.

Danny and I broke our kiss to look at Jimmy. It took a nano-second for us to run over and hug him for what he had just done. He had always sensed that something was wrong between us, and brought to together be making each of us think that Gilbert was a gonner. But the funny thing was that , as usual, Gil was oblivious to all of it. Like a finely crafted swiss watch, Gil stepped out onto the patio oblivious of to why the three of us where hugging.

"Now what did I mis?" Gil said.

"Nicky and Danny are in love." Jimmy said.

"Awesome! - So why did you guys come alone? They can't be that ugly, can they?" Gil said

"No pendejo! - Nicky and Danny are in love with each other." Jimmy said.

"WHAT THE FUCK? I was only gone for 10 minutes! - When did that happen?" Gil said.

That was just Gilbert (April 9, 1965 - November 15, 1992) , always alittle behind, and 20 minutes late to his own funeral. Jimmy and his family moved back to California, and he coaches football at our old high school.
Danny and I........................will, 15 years have passed since we reunited at Jimmy's house and so much has happened since then. I can hear him snoring right behind me as I finish this sentance. He's going to be 40 in a few days and he being a little baby about it, but he's my baby and that's all that matters. Ciao for now........