My first and true love

My name is Nitzan, and I'm a normal Israeli 21 years old guy. this is my story of coming out and finding my true love Omer!

I've never had a real problem with the ladies. I always had self confidence and a way with words with them. Maybe more important- I have the looks. As my parents came from Germany, I look very very European, and in Israel, European looks is very very good. Chicks love the blond hair and the blue eyes. I improved myself by getting tanned and muscular. In other words, when I wanted to hook up, I never had a problem.

Actually, I started having problems since I was about 17. I guess I always was attracted to guys too, but I hid it from the world (and myself) until I was 17. I was in high school, and met a gang of gay guys. They were really cool and I started hanging out with them, protecting them against people who bugged them and humiliated them for being gay, or feminine. I'm a very masculine guy in every aspect so I didn't have to go through this, and it bugged me they did.
Hanging out with them led me to be moer and more curious, but I stopped myself until I was about 20 years old.

The story of me and Omer began when I was 20 years old. Like all Israeli guys, I joined the army (at the age of 18) and began my service of 3 years in the IDF (Israeli Defense Force). I knew I wanted to be in a combat unit, and in Israel the most "combat force" is the Infantry.

After a year and a half of service I went on a "Reggila" (A 10 days off the base, granted sometimes to Israeli soldiers). I entered my facebook and saw a friend request. Someone name Omer. We started chatting, and he told me he was 26 years old. I don't know why, but I told him I'm 27. After a few conversations he asked me if I wanted to meet up. I got cold feet and tried to get out of it. when he didn't buy my stories (because they were really ridiculous), I confessed myself to him, admitting I'm only 20. I was sure it would make him not interested anymore, because he said he was looking for serious relationship, and at first he really did get confused, tried to understand why I was lying. He told me he was happy I told him the truth, and asked again if I wanted to meet up, promising nothing would happen unless I wanted to. Just a get-to-know-each-other meeting. I agreed, and met him the day that followed.

We met in the center of Tel-Aviv (He lives 5 minute walking from there, and I live 10 minuted driving- so it was convenient). When he came I thought to myself he is very very hot! much hotter then he looked on photos. We decided to go to a pub, and started walking, getting to know each other. we sat on the bar, talked, laughed and had a lot of fun. I realized we had a lot in common. I really liked him. When we got out of the pub, he invited me to his house to have some joints. I usually don't do drugs, but I was in the perfect mood and agreed.

we came to his house and sat on the balcony, started smoking, chatting and relaxing. It was very hot and we went inside his room for the a/c. He took his shirt off, and I liked what I saw, so I took my shirt off, and I could tell he loved what he saw.
He clicked the remote and we started watching TV, me sitting on the couch, and he lying on the bad, close to me. I saw him in the corner of my eyes, glancing at me, not sure what should he do. Eventually, he put his arms on my thigh, and started massaging it slowly, getting closer and closer to my pretty obvious bulge. It felt really good, and I noticed him limiting himself, afraid I would reject him. After a minute or two of not knowing what I should or shouldn't do, I told myself "Fuck it, why the hell no?!". I came closer to him, and we started kissing. At first gently, but it became passionate very very quickly.

We started taking each other clothes off. when I removed his underwear, I saw hid dick is long as mine, just a bit thicker- and I have a pretty large cock. It excited me. We kept kissing, exploring each others bodies, giving each other a hand jobs. He stopped kissing ,y and moved to my ear, tonguing it, sucking it, and blowing it. It drove me crazy and my already erected cock felt like it's going to explode. From my ear, he went to my neck, my chest, stomach and finally found what he was searching for. He licked my head and my balls, and started engulfing as much of me as he could. It felt so amazing, better than any girl could ever do it. He kept going and going until I couldn't hold it any more, it was so damn good! I started cumming load after load. At first I was afraid, knowing most girls doesn't like guys cumming in their mouths, but as I was looking at him I saw him enjoying it, swallowing every drop of my juice, keeping on moving his lips on my shaft, until I had to move him from between my legs. We smiled at each other, and started kissing again. It was my turn to try. I've never done it, but kept thinking I need to do what I like done to me.

I started sucking him off, at first slowly, and faster and faster as I saw his body moving with enjoyment ans excitement. I gave him a hand job while sucking and licking his balls, and he asked me to penetrate him with my giant cock who started swelling again. He stood up, took a lubricant from his closet and started rubbing my penis with it. He put some in his ass, and waited for me at the edge of the bad in the doggy style. I stood behind him and stared poking him with my dick, he seemed to like it. I went down on my knees and started sucking him off again. I got really horny and had to fuck that ass. I felt that I either fuck him or die! I started entering him slowly. At first his face showed pain, but after the first half of me dick wan inside of him, his face showed pleasure, a lot of pleasure. I started moving my pelvis slowly, entering and exiting him.

The feeling was sensational! It felt so good, and I started thrusting faster and faster, giving him hand job whilst fucking him hard. I felt him cumming on my hands, and loved the feeling of it. I kept rubbing his tool until he started shaking. I kept fucking him like an animal, and after a minute or two I saw his face showing pain again. I understood that after he cum, it must hurt him that I thrust him so hard. I went out of him still horny like crazy. He thanked me and asked me if I wanna switch and be passive. I was afraid. He was my first sex and it looked like I'm going too fast. On the other hand, I was curios, he seemed to enjoy it a lot. I finally agreed and asked him to be careful. He promised, and we started the 69 position to get thing warm up again. when we were ready, he rubbed his dick with lubricant, and put some on my crack. I was on my back and he came over me, putting my legs on his shoulders, and started penetrating me slowly, or at least he did it slowly and I felt like he is trying to kill me. It was so painful. After his head was inside he saw me agonizing and went out. He started to kiss me slowly and told me we don't have to.

We kept kissing, and I felt my body relaxing, the pain was gone and I got horny again. He was still between my legs and I crossed my legs around his he and pushed him forward me, making his cock penetrating me again, only now there was no pain, only pleasure beyond I could ever imagine. I felt whole, and complete, knowing that this is where I belong, and this is what I want in my life. The feeling of someone entering me, sharing my body like this, was euphoric. He started thrusting harder and harder as he heard me moaning with pleasure, and he starting masturbating me. I felt I'm going to cum and he told me he was close to. I asked him ti cum inside me, and I felt his cock shooting hot sperm to my ass. I was so excited and started cumming again all over my stomach. He went put of me and lied over me, rubbing my sperm on both of our bodies.

We kept lying down, hugged. After a half an hour we went bathing, and smoked a cigarette, the best cigarette I've ever had. We cuddle and went to sleep, felling satisfied, complete and right!

We are couple since this night. He helped me coming out, first to my friends and then to my parents. We are now engaged to be married next year, and I know that it is so right. after all, he IS the love of my life!