My first love

When I first met the love of my life we were in high school during my sophomore year. His name was Brian and as soon as i saw him it was love at first sight. Everything about him was perfect, he was a bit on the short side, he was Hispanic and a bit white complected he was about 5'8", his hair was a beautiful light brown, and his body was designed like a god's. His upper body was just great. Every time I was around him i got this nervous little quirk. That year we hung out a little bit but never got around to really knowing each other. So my junior year i had hoped to at least to get a class with him. And like magic my prayers were answered. I had him for my history class and maybe it was a coincidence but he had sat next to me!!!!!!!!!! Brian was a total nerd about school (and still is) Which made me like him even more. In class he would talk about things that I Never took him to have an interest in like music and drawing. Sometime after November I would go to his house and jam out or I would watch him draw his Little brother Kevin. One day he asked me to go to the movies with him i was so Excited. Finally some alone time with him. I forgot what movie we saw but i Remember him saying that I feel like I've known you my whole life Tony, like we Were meant to be best friends.

Yeah i know what you mean.( but i want to be more than your friend i want to be yours).
One day while we were in school Brian had this rather disappointed look on his Face. so i asked what was wrong. And he said
Tony i heard that you have had a boyfriend for a while.
(What i don’t have a boyfriend)
This girl was saying you were gay and had a boyfriend named Derek.
Derek....but I
Its okay tony i don’t care. i just thought i was your friend, that maybe you could trust me. i don’t care if your gay tony i love you.
In a just friend way right Brian...i said reluctantly
Yeah.

The next day Brian was all talk, he was so curious to know what it was like Having sex with another guy.
(what now i've had sex with this guy.)
But i remembered from someone saying that it hurt the first time for a while then You get you to it and its all jut straight bliss from there.
So i told him that, and he fell silent afterwards. Finally the bell to let out School had rang. I was ready to go home.
Hey tony, wait up.
Hey Brian what’s up.
Hold hands with me. He stuck his right hand out towards mine.
I was shocked. (What’s going on why does he want to hold my hand?)
So he just grabbed my hand and we started walking.
You're shaking tony what’s wrong.
i didn’t even notice sorry.

I guess my neverousness took over. We walked to the bus stop and
We stopped outside still holding hands then he turned and he started to stare at me.
For a while he stared at me, and i did the same. People were looking at us like what are they doing.
But i didn’t care.
Brian...I.... L
Just as i was about to say it his bus was there and he had to go home.

I was a little depressed, and said maybe it wasn’t meant to be. He's straight. I had let it go. but when i went home that night. I couldnt stop thinking about him, not even for a second. i thought i was going crazy.
Unfortunatley that was the last I'd see of him for a while because it was the end of the year.
I had went to see my mother for the summer break. Luckily we still had each others emails.
One night we were talking, and said he missed me and aksed when ill be back.
We have to hang out again i got somethings i wanna show you.
Brian i want you to know that i broke up with my boyfriend(that i never had)
Oh really man im sorry
yeah its because im in love with someone else.
Oh yeah who are you in love with now tony?
Remember that day after school when we held hands, i was going to say i loved You, not in a just friends way, i love you with all my heart Brian. Since we First met when we were 16 ive been in love with you.
.... Tony im sorry. But im straight, im not gay or bi. i love you too but just Not like that. Im sorry if I've lead you on.
And it broke me. i knew just a little bit that i wasn’t going to be with him. But i just kept going on and tried to be with him.
But why did it hurt this much.

I didn’t respond to the last message he sent me it was just too painful. So i Shut off the computer and went to bed. i had never been so sad before.
After a month with my mom i had came back to get ready for my last year. I hadn’t talked to Brian all the remainder of the summer.
School started and i hadn’t seen him all day
It was my last class and that’s when Brian came in. he sat next to me
Its just like history class all over again.
What are you doing after school? I didn’t say anything back i just shook my head no.
The bell had rung and it was time to go home.
Hey tony wait up.
And i waited
Come to my house ive got something i want to talk to you about.
Finally we got to his house. Where is everybody?
There out at my grandparents i think, come on lets go to my room.
What did you want to talk to me about?
I wanted to say that im sorry. For lying to you last summer.
Brian your not making any sense, what are you talking about?

Tony i love you but when you told me that you loved me more than a friend. i Was shocked. I didn’t understand, you had already had a boyfriend. And then to be in love with me all that time you were with him. I was so happy. But my parents are very strict and Christian and i know they wouldn’t tolerate having a gay son let alone me having a boyfriend. My brother is the only one who knows about me. So i told you that i was straight. And i didnt want to be with you. but now i cant hold it back. I want to be with you Tony i really do i want to spend the rest of my life with you.
You little punk you expect me to believe that, and I started to cry.
He leaned towards me to wipe my tears. And kissed me.
He just proved himself. I returned his kiss. And he got on top of me and we Began to kiss passionately. Finally were together.
After a while we had to come up for air.
Did you like that Brian
Ive been waiting for this to happen for a long time Tony.

I pushed him off me and took off his shirt. I finally got to see his body. It was sculpted. It was slightly hairy and his abs were perfect i could tell he had Been working out the summer break.
i kissed him then went to kiss neck down to his bulge, I could tell he was stiff. So i unzipped his pants and pulled them off. And out came this giant boner. He sat up on his arms and asked if i would suck him. And i did it without Hesitation. i took out his dick through his boxers and asked him how big it was.
I don’t know, there’s a ruler over there. I measured it and it was 9inches. Then i started to suck him. i went slow because i really didn’t know What is was doing. Soon i had it halfway in my mouth, and i could hear him Moaning, so i wanted to please him more so i started playing with his dick with My tongue, I tried to put it all the way in but I gagged. Don’t strain yourself baby just have fun I continued to suck him and i could tell he liked it. i sucked him for a while until he started to shake.
Tony im going to cumm.
I thought i should move but my curiosity was tempted and wanted to see what it tasted like.
I could feel him shake and then he burst in my mouth. There was a lot of it I Tried swallowing some of it but there was too much. The rest of it was left on His dick so i licked it up.
Wow...that was...

Great huh. Yeah

Brain, i want you inside me. He laughed a bit and picked me up and threw me on his bed still hard as a rock, then he stripped me and he kissed me for a Couple minutes.
He grabbed some lube from his nightstand and stroked his dick with it.
and then put some on my asshole. this was a little weird
Where'd you learn all this from.
From you silly
Oh yeah ( i guess it was one of my fake boyfriend moments)
Then he stuck it in
Owwww fuck.
Oh my god! Tony im sorry i didnt mean to hurt you , i just..

Its okay Brian just go a little bit slower. And he did he went slow only putting about half of it inside me. Then he picked up the pace and fucked me harder. I dont know how long we were at it but we were doing it forever.
we slowed down and we were on his bed and he was on top of me again and pumping me and started to jack me off. and after about like five minutes i started to come. i came all over my abs
and brain fucked even harder and then i could feel him tense up inside me. then he grabbed me and held me in his arms while fucking me then i could feel him Shaking as he came inside my ass.
i was nothing like ive ever felt. i felt all this warm liquid inside me and he Couldn’t stop coming it was great.

He fell backward. as i fell on top of him and he was still inside of me.
Dripping with sweat we looked at each other and smiled.
I love you Baby
Me too Brian.
then the door creped open
It was Kevin
Me and brain were scared.
Kevin laughed. And said its okay Brian im not gona tell Mom and Dad
But at least clean yourselves up They’re here.
Don’t worry ill cover for you.

that was the best day of me and Brian's lives
We've been together for Three years now and are happier than ever