My neighbor and I

Since my moving up here, seven and a half years ago when I was 11 years old, I had discovered something about my sexuality that no one else knows. I don’t like girls, it took me a while to admit the fact to my self, and I tried everything to convince my self that it was a phase of some sort.

For the reason, hence quotes off the bible, which I don’t believe in any more. For one reason its just an old book with stories put together, half of it has been rewritten so many times, no one knows for sure if it is true. No I am not a Satanist. I don’t believe in either one of them. For the other reason which is fairly an obvious. Back to the topic, I tried reasoning with my self that it was just a phase, nothing worked I couldn’t keep my mind off of guys.

I couldn’t help notice to look at guys at the local gym. It came to the point I was starting to get hard while glancing at other men, at which whom were getting dressed. Just seeing them walk around in towels, bare naked, underwear, only shirts, watching some with only socks on, just the thought of it turned me on. I couldn’t help to resist any more, I was just starting to face the facts that maybe I am gay. Maybe I don’t like women any more. Maybe women are just filthy and disgusting bitches, whom use their periods to get pissed off and pound the living shit out of the innocent bystanders, the male anatomy.

Once again, back to the topic. It wasn’t till about six years later when I turned 17, it had come to the point where I haven’t been able to go to the local gym any more to work out. I kept on getting hard like a wild baboon. Nine times out of ten, I would sit down with my back turned away from everyone, just to hide Captain Crusader from getting his neighbor around the corner gay bashed and kicked.

It had come to the point where I had absolutely canceled my membership at the gym, which wasn’t hard to do when they brought out Michelle, the supposed work out model, to ask me if I was sure I wanted to cancel my membership. I had no way of working out. Now what was I suppose to go to get a decent work out.

I didn’t feel like taking a stack of fifteen some plus books to get a five pound work out. So I went and spent the rest of my savings on a work out machine, it wasn’t anything that was close to being a bow flex, but it had all the general sections of the human body covered.

Since I had dropped from the gym I had started to notice my next-door neighbor more often who had just recently turned 18 years old. He was stud. He was a real nice, rock hard, sexy stud machine. Just because he wore mostly loose clothing, doesn’t mean you couldn’t tell he worked for his body. I loved the way his upper body slowly shaped a v form from his abdomen to his pecks. I loved seeing the veins pop out of his for-arm. I loved the ripped, sleek, and toned body that he had. I loved being near him. I could feel his man vibes every time I got within an inch close to him. He was a god, from his dark black short hair down to his very own soles of his feet. He was a god. And I wanted him to be my god.

One day when I was home alone doing some home work, the door bell had rang. I remember this day quite frankly. I was wearing my old half torn jeans, which were my favorite, and a black tight t shirt. I had gracefully gotten up and walked over to the door. I was hoping with all my brain power that it was my neighbor asking if I wanted to get fucked by his long rock hard dick. I don’t know exactly how long he was, so I could only imagine how big it would be and the pain that would be pulsating inside me while rubbing my prostate gland causing me to have the best orgasm in the world.

I slowly reached my hand down to turn the golden door knob, twisted and pulled to swing the door wide open. With all my surprise it was him, my personal love god from my mind was at the door. Standing there in gray baggy shorts and a black tank top. He wasn’t wearing any shoes nor socks for that matter. His pecks were bulging through his muscle shirt as if he was the incredible hulk, but with out the gross and nasty green skin. It came true, my mind in hopefulness had to true, he was going to fuck me over side ways and enjoy every second of it.

I was so happy he was there, he took me by total surprise. I never wanted him more than ever at this moment, I just wanted to jump on him while he embraced me, killing passionately and loving every moment. I thought finally the lust and desires had broken between each other and we were going to get the freak on. But instead these exact words came out of his mouth “can you come over and help spot me while I work out?” I hesitated I didn’t know what to say.

Finally, the right words shot out of my mouth, “sure”. I gracefully walked over to his while he had opened the door I started to pick up speed. I was now hoping he would accidentally pull a muscle so I can give him a long massage, and slowly turn it into a full blown out body massage. At first he had lied down on the bench press.

I kept on thinking to my self. This is the time, now, go and sit on him while I got the chance. I once again hesitated, and stated, stood there like a lost statue of what would have looked like Bill Clinton, then I tried to get a glance at what he was holding under his, what had seemed to be, a baggy old pair of shorts. I didn’t even get a glance, I couldn’t see past the upper thigh. As much as I knew, all he was wearing was his tank top and those shorts. I loved that thought. Fighting the urge to not show my dick rising through my jeans, I slowly crabbed my self and fixed the problem before he had risen his head off the bored.

“Aren’t you going to help me already?” he had asked. “Oh, sorry, for a moment there I had almost blacked out.” I lied, I didn’t know what else to say. I had quickly then jumped over to where his head laid while getting a greater mental image of him sucking my dick off. I kept trying to fixate my mind on the weights and the barbell, hoping he wouldn’t be able to see the big bulge trying to pop up in my pants. Now was the time I had never wanted him ever than before. I wanted him. I needed to feel his cock riding me harder and deeper. I wanted it to be him to take my virginity away. I needed him to fuck me. I could literally feel his stomach close to my back, with his arm around, and hand crabbing my chest. I wanted to feel his waist slapping against my ass.

I wanted him so bad. That I couldn’t help keep my self getting hard. “I think I feel a little sick.” I lied again, anything to get my self out of there with out him noticing my overly larger dick, at the moment, was my only hope. I ran quickly out of there, up the stairs swung open his front door, shutting it behind, and running over to my house, and locked the door behind me.

I ran towards my room, un zipped my pants and quickly through on a couple of pair of my boxer briefs. I adjusted my dick. And put my pants back on. At that second I heard the door bell ring again. I ran to the bathroom splattered a little hot water over my face and answered the door quickly.

It was him, my love god. “is everything ok.” He had asked. “No, sorry I just through up. Sorry I didn’t want to risk getting it all over in your house. So I rushed back over here.” then he did something I least wanted him to do at the moment, but wanted so badly. He raised his hand and slightly touched my forehead where I splashed the water on. “Wow, your hot and sweaty, let me help take care of you.” He had said.

What was I suppose to do. Just let him take care of me. Nurture me, what if he were to take my pants off and carry me in my bed. Would he notice I had two pairs of boxer briefs on. What would he say. Would he even take off my pants. What if he took off my clothes. What if he were to take off my shirt and notice my hard nipples. My face reddened with pre embarrassment. I had never known before that the world could hold so many questions in just one moment.

Instead of picking me up me helped me walk, while I pretended to limp over to my room. He than lied me down and said “Where do you keep the medicine at?” “I coughed with an answer “over (cough cough) there in the (cough) cabinet” while pointing straight on to the bathroom. I was scared yet excited at the same time. Why couldn’t have I just tolled him I can take care of my self. But on the other hand I had the man of my dreams acting as a maid for me. But he was only doing it out of the kindness of his heart. I still couldn’t believe he stopped his work out all because of me.

He had come back sat me up and laid my head down on his lap. And tolled me to drink the medicine. I took the few nasty sips of what ever it was. I honestly don’t know what he got me, all medicine seems to taste the same, nasty. He raised my head again, placed it back down and said “this will put you right to sleep, so don’t worry about anything. When will your parents get home, again?” “They are gone for the weekend, they went to the frontier days up state.” I had the hole weekend to my self I thought, or did I. He adjusted his voice slightly and said

“Some one in your condition shouldn’t be left alone. I’ll go ahead and stay hear tonight so I can keep an eye on you.” “thank you (cough cough).” I had pretended to cough once again. “ill be back in a second, I’m just going to get some clothes and hygiene products of mine. All I did was nod slightly almost prepared to pass out. He had then left my room and my house for that matter, I then quickly tried to get undressed and take off one my boxer briefs. I barely tossed it across the floor and pulled my pants back on and zipped up. I still had a hard on that was reaching the size of Texas.

I quickly clunked back down on the bed ad before I knew it my neighbor had walked back in. “I said I will take care of you, now lie back down.” I was now almost at passing out point. “Now what is it I can get you?” He had asked. “I was just trying to get my clothes off, I’m really hot right now.” That was the truth, I wanted to be naked and around him but I had lost total thought of me being hard. He had then unzipped my pants and the last thing I saw was his mouth slightly widening. And the last thing I heard was “If I knew you…”

But that was all I could hear I was now passed out, and I was passed out with a hard on. And unzipped, the afraid thoughts slipped my mind while I was passed out. All I could think of was happy little dreams. Then it hit me, what has happened, where I was, I realized in my own dreams I was asleep. My happy enormous dream slipped my mind, I seeing blank and dark all around me. I suddenly remember his last words of what I heard “IF I KNEW YOU…” Then it hit me, I was afraid to wake up, at last my eyes popped open, and it was dark in my room. I felt a hand wrapped around me. Half of it was lying on my waist, while the other half was lying on the bed.

“Where was I?” I had thought to my self, I barely moved to see the time, it was nearly eight in the morning. Then I noticed I was naked. I started to get another erection. What was going on. I knew this had to be a dream, I was in my room, naked with an arm around me, whom did the nice ripped hairy arm belong too though? I turned over and saw the face of my love shacking god. He was naked too, I slowly glanced down and started to stare at his large enormous cock I started to get harder and stiffer, I felt my cock barely touching his, I moved back quickly trying to not breathe or make a noise.

The I saw his dick rise. Oh my god, the pet was awake. That nice piece of man meat, which fully completed his nice personality and hot body completed my mental image of him. “Like what you see?” I was startled, I looked up and I saw him. He had a smirk on his face and he said. “I know about you. Don’t worry, I’m not mean, I didn’t hurt you last night when you passed out, and I didn’t fuck you in the ass…” there was a pause when he took a breathe “…yet.” those were the words I’ve been wanting to hear from him for the longest time. I then felt his nice rod touching my cock. It was no longer semi hard or throbbing, it was fully erected, and looked it must have been a good 9 inches long, and a good 2 inches round.

“My apologies for drugging you last night, I actually thought you were sick, but don’t worry, I didn’t do any work on you last night, I wanted you to be awake before I did anything. Are you ready?” with out even saying “yes” he knew I was ready, or he was just a horny person in the mornings. With out hesitation he started to kiss me while massaging my chest. It came true, my dream finally came true, me and him were going to have sex. I loved kissing him, he did it gently and softly. He was rough, he was perfect. And he actually was mine. After a few moments of passion, he then sat me up, I didn’t have to do any work it had seemed like. Then he sat up a little closer, his ass cheeks were on top oh my chest, my back was arched on the pillows, and I knew what to do already.

I had first put the head of his cock into my mouth. Slowly sucking it, he groaned and said “I’m going (pant) to push in a little (pant pant) more here and (pant) there, spank my ass once (pant) when you (pant) want more. And spank my ass (pant pant) twice when you cant (pant pant) take any more. Ahhh ohh yeahh that feels good, you are damn good at it.

I slapped his ass once, signaling that I can handle more. Then I slapped again, and again, and again, and again, until he had gotten 5 inches of it in. He started humping my mouth in, I was no longer sucking, my mouth was now a fuck whole. And he was taking its virginity first. “Slap my ass once (pant pant) if you want me to (pant) cum in your (pant pant) mouth, or slap my ass twice if you ( pant) cum on your (pant pant) body and face.”
I slapped his ass once telling him I wanted to swallow, he then shoved as much as he could in my mouth, putting in at least 6 inches, and I sucked till he had came in my mouth. I could feel the warmth of his sperm inside me. He was moaning and groaning. He was hot and I had him. I start to pre cum a lot.

He than finished every ounce he could squeeze from his balls and I ate it all, none of it came out of my mouth. Then he went down on me, just as I wanted he was sucking me off. It didn’t take long till I shot a load in his mouth, but yet he didn’t swallow any of it. I could only imagine what he was going to do. And I was right, he made out with me once again, so I could taste my cum in his mouth, I wanted to taste and swallow it. I loved it, I loved his taste and my taste, it was awesome, I couldn’t have wanted him even more. Then he bent me over and put pillows under my stomach. I wanted this a lot.

“Tell me if you want me to go all the way alright?” “Ok.” I replied, at first he only put the head of his sweet cock in my ass “DEEPER.” I yelled, then I felt his massive cock go straight down a little, I could feel him pulsating my tight ass whole. “Ahh keep going don’t stop. It hurts but feels good. Don’t stop fucking me please.”

I cant believe I was begging him to fuck me. And he was replying with the obvious actions. “Please go deeper, don’t fucking stop.. Ahhhh. Ohhh a.. ahhh ..” “Are you (pant pant) sure?” “Don’t question it (ahh ahh), just take my virginity (ahhh ohh ahhh ahhhhhh) away the right way. And all the (ahhhhh ahhhhhhh ahhhhh) this time please. I want you to rip me in, I always thought about you (ahhh ohh ahhhh) taking my virginity away. He then did as I asked, he pound straight down and he went fast. I let out a big grunt. “Ahhhhhhhhhh yeaaaaah please, hard, faster, I can (ahhh) take it, I sear.
“I’m about to (ahhhhhh ohhh ohhhh ohhhh), fuck yeah, (ahhh ohhh ohhh oahhh ahho) he then ejected his large cock out of my tight whole, I felt a relief, but at the same time I felts something empty like I was holding something and some one took it out of my hands. He then lifted himself slightly so he can cum all over my back, he then rubbed it all over in my skin. To me this felt good. I didn’t ever want it to stop. I wanted him to continue. “do you think you can fuck my ass still, please?” “Sure, he then laid slightly back and fixated his dick inside of me, all the way in, I gave out a loud moan.

This time so he would rip into me or hurt his own dick. At first he laid down on my with his stomach touching my back. Then he started humping a little, he was pushing hard this time, just humping slightly, enough to rub my prostate and cause me to cum. Before I came I said “I’m about to cum.” He then got out of men and quickly turned around me around and sat on the bottom of my legs in a squatting position. The then starting to jack me off, first slowly then fast, when I started to cum, he point my dick up ward. And slowly jacked till every drop had dripped from the tip of my cock head. Instead of rubbing it inside of me this time, he laid on top of me. Stomach to stomach. I felt the cum in between us as if we were a sandwich.

“That’s what I was waiting all night for. I wanted to experience it with you, and also fucking you while you were asleep, it didn’t seem right. You feel ok.” I responded with a kissing his mouth. Slightly moving my tongue in. we kissed passionately. Lying on each other embracing. I didn’t care what else to do that day. All I wanted to do was be with him. Just lying in bed all day with him kissing, massaging, and fucking, and sucking, that’s all I wanted to do.

“You know I don’t have to work today.” he had said.