Once, never more

I’m 23 years old and bisexual. I know it for years. But i never dared to tell anybody. Although I always wanted to sleep with hot guys, I always fell in love with beautiful women. Quite contrary to Elias. We first met at school when we were about 18. Me tall, broad chest, dark blond hair and greyish blue eyes, him like a more beautiful copy: nearly as tall as me, but slender, bright blue eyes and brighter hair. I’m not saying I’m not fucking hot. But I’ve rarely seen a guy as hot as him, with his perfect body. After school, we moved to Dortmund in Germany and shared an apartment. He didn’t need too long to find a girlfriend, I stayed alone…

A few days ago, I was lying on my bed, dreaming of him. We had discussed homosexuality in the afternoon. He had the opinion, it would be disgusting. But he used to talk to me about his sperm or gays, or else. I recognized that there had to be some deep interest behind his defense. When I suddenly heard the key of our apartment’s door, I decided to conquer him. I opened my bed table and fetched two rubbers and some lubricant, which I put in my pocket. Then I opened my door. Elias had just taken out his jacket and shoes. I noticed that he had trunk a few beers. Just enough to be more checkless. Sometimes you’re lucky!

He greeted me with a short “Hey Dude!”, but I simply went straightforward, enlaced him with my arms. I took my hand on his sweet bottom while pushing my body against him. Then I let my left hand slip under his pullover, at last under his shirt to stroke his bare back. I slowly rubbed my face against his cheek. We are both wearing beards, so it felt a bit strange. Then I pushed my face before him. He just got to ask “What…?” before I kissed him on his mouth. Very tender at the start, with slightly opened lips. He just joined it. I stopped for a second, then kissed him with my tongue. I was my first kiss with a boy and it was great. I noticed his swollen dick and knew that he appreciated it too.

So I slipped my second hand under his clothes, stepped back and just took it off. I put my hands against his bare chest, slowly let them wander around and stepped a bit closer again. I saw the fear in his eyes, but it was outnumbered by his lust. So I kissed him again. Now he started to touch me too. In order to kiss him more passionately, I grasped at his neck.

I stopped again then kissed his chin, his throat, his wishbone, before I returned to his opened mouth. I rubbed his jeans with my right hand and unwind his girdle. I decided to go on. Until this very moment, everything happened much better than I ever dared to hope. I pushed him into his room, where he let himself fall back on his bed. Again I was upon him, kissing his chin, throat and wishbone.

I went further. With my tongue I wandered along his bare chest to his right nipple, which I started to suck with pleasure. I went on onto his sternum and his bellybutton. I had stroked his side with my right hand the whole time, now I tore on his trousers. After having taken it off together with his socks, I began licking his bellybutton, pressing his nipples with my left. He moaned in excitement, approving. I rubbed his undies, tearing them a bit lower. My tongue followed the soft line of hairs down to his penis, which I started caressing with my lips…

I stopped at last, because I didn’t want to do too much against his will. When I had climbed up to his face again, I kissed him and asked: “How shall it end?”. Elias eyes were nearly closed, he just moaned. So I slipped my hand into his undies and grasped his bare dick. More moaning was answer enough for me. I took off his undies and saw his penis for the first time. It was a sight, which I will probably never forget. About 20 cm long, 5 in diameter.

All around of it a jungle of short blond hair with two plump testicles. Carefully I took his glans between my lips, caressed it with my tongue and started sucking it tenderly. Elias put his hand on the back of my head, grasped my hair and I felt being pushed downwards. I let it happen, getting his dick deeper into my mouth. When Elias took his hand away, I started caressing his testicles. Kissing, licking, sucking, even biting… I never had served another guy before, but I wanted it to be unforgettable for both of us. Shortly after I had returned to his dick, he came into my mouth. He shot his sperm in a few loads.

I felt it flowing over my tongue, concentrate behind my teeth. I planned it, so I didn’t hesitate to climb upwards again and kiss him with his sperm in my mouth. Willingly he opened his lips for me and we shared his cum. As I had hoped, he became even hornier. So I returned once again to his dick and licked it clean and stiff. I slipped a condom over it and whispered “Fuck me now!”. “How…?”, Elias simply asked. I gave him the lubricant and told him what to do. Then I helped him to stand up, took off my own clothes too and kneeled down in front of him to present my bottom.

Without hesitation he lubricated my hole and I felt him pushing his dick slowly and carefully into it. I had fucked myself often with dildos, so I knew what to expect. But I never imagined how it would be to give the control to another person. After having stuck his penis completely into my ass, he pulled out the whole thing again. He repeated it for a few times. I myself was so horny at this time, that I began playing with my own cock. Elias started to fuck me stronger. His hands had been on his dick, but now he grasped my hips and bumped me faster. Unfortunately I had sucked everything out of his testicles, so he came a few seconds later.

He broke down on my back, his dick still in the depths of my ass. After a few moments of relief I wanted to get to my rights too: “Now you’re gonna lay down!”. When he got on his feet, I turned on my back, in order to make him caress my penis. He began sucking it clumsily, shyly kissed my hairless testicles. But he was Elias, all I ever wanted. To help him, I grasped his head with both hands and guided him. Sometimes I pulled him down then I bumped his mouth tenderly. I didn’t want to hurt him. When I felt, that I couldn’t stand it any longer, I pushed him away, kissed him softly and stroked his beautiful body.

I waited for an instant in order to relax a bit. Then I stacked his many pillows and asked him to lie down on it on his back. He followed my request without hesitating. I slipped a rubber over my penis, opened his thighs and kneeled down between them. With two fingers of my right hand, I lubricated his tight pink hole then pushed them into it slowly and very carefully…

Elias hissed in agony, but his eyes proofed to me that he wanted me to go on. I pulled the fingers back, pushed them again in his asshole, again and again. I finger-fucked him for a few minutes then I decided to have sex with him. Slowly I pushed my dick into his ass. It isn’t as big as his one is, but it’s 17 cm and nearly the same diameter as Elias cock. I noticed that it hurt him.

He hadn’t trained it like me! I stayed careful: “Okay?” – “Yes…”. I lifted his left leg onto my shoulder, letting his pelvis tilt a bit and allowing me to fuck him even deeper. I fixed his leg with my right, stroking his stomach with my left. As he grew familiar with it and even enjoyed it, I started fucking him faster and more violent. He moaned louder now and I finally saw him cry. I nearly stopped moving, asking him again if it was okay for him. “Yes, but please don’t stop!”. I didn’t need him to repeat this! I took one of my hands, stroking his stomach and chest gently with it. I wiped his tears tenderly and let him lick them from my fingers.

Then I fucked with everything I had, holding his hand. I tried to concentrate on anything else but Elias, because I wanted to fuck him as long as possible without shooting. Once again the pressure became too hard for me, so I pulled my dick out of his delicious ass. “Why do you stop?!”, Elias asked. I stripped the condom: “I want to ejaculate on an blow-job…”. Smiling, my companion started to go for my plump penis, but I pushed him away. I saw that he didn’t understand it. “I don’t want to come right now. Give me a sec.”, I bade him and we kissed passionately until I felt ready.

Elias seemed to be much more self-confident now, he really wanted it. Being too horny, I couldn’t stand it too long. When he felt that I could not control myself any longer, he took back his head. I shot right into his face. He hadn’t managed to close his mouth in time, so the first load got into his mouth. He spat it between the other drops on my stomach. “Sorry.”, he murmured. “No problem.”. I grasped his arm and tore him closer to me, licked my own sperm off his cheek and chin.

But when I tried to kiss him he turned away. “First gulp it.”, he said. I gulped my cum. Now he was ready to open his lips for me again. Suddenly he began playing with the cum on my body with his right hand. He tried to fetch it and pushed it into my mouth. While I ate it, I saw a few drops of it still glisten on his fingers. He examined it then licked his fingers determinedly. He smile again and kissed me. Then he said: “The next time, I’m gonna eat it too, okay?”…

We put our undies on and lay there together for a long time. Of course we spoke about him and his girlfriend. I swore never to mention it. We agreed that our relationship, if it would develop, would base on sex and nothing more. Finally I rose, kissed him good-bye and went to my own bed. I felt to be popped, but at the same time too excited to sleep. It was the same with Elias. Turning around sleeplessly in my bed, I suddenly noticed my door opening.

He stood there right in front of me in his sleeping clothes. “May I lay down with you? I cannot sleep…” – “Of course, Dude!”. He nestled against my chest with his back and I laid my right arm around him. “I never thought it would be so hot to fuck with a guy.” – “Me neither, Elias, me neither.”. So we slept. In the morning I woke up when Elias rose to go on the toilet. He didn’t come back. We never mentioned it again. But I’m still hoping to repeat it once.