Roger and I: Part III

Roger and I: Part III

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After finding Ryan's phone, and watching him rush down to the locker room to search for it I had to plan how to take vengeance. Then I asked myself in psychology, " Should I stoop to Ryan's level? Or should I give him his phone back and try to let him make up to me". I wasn't a vengeful boy. So I decided to give his phone back and just laugh and walk away. Roger must have seen my thinking and asked if I was alright.

" Sure, I'm fine."
" Okay. Just making sure.", I looked across the room and saw Ryan sitting with a worried look. People would walk by and say " Hi" and the teacher asked if he was feeling sick because he wouldn't answer anyone and didn't write his paper.
" Ryan? Are you feeling okay?" I asked. " Oh, umm. Yeah" he said too fast.
" You look like you seen a ghost. Or lost something.", when I said that he looked at me with a confused and scared expression. " No. Dude I'm fine. I just can't figure where I left my phone.". I smiled and let out a silent giggle. I blatantly took out his Droid and set by his unopened book.
" Don't worry I ain't like you." I said in a friendly manner. " Your secret is safe with me". Then I got up and went back to Rog to wait for the bell to ring so we could go home. I watched Ryan, he took in a deep breath and slouched back in his seat and bowed his head in shame I would presume. The bell rang and we walked out to the hallway filling with high schoolers ready to leave the building. Roger and I walked to our lockers and got our backpacks and began to walk out when I heard Ryan say " Taylor! Wait up!" Rog and I both turned around to see him running to catch up with us.

" can I talk to you Taylor, alone", he said. " Sure dude. Rog go get the truck", my Roger Phillip looked at me with a worried expression. " I'll be fine Rog"
" Okay just holler if you need me" he walked out slowly staring down Ryan who had his head down.
" Um did you see?", " All of it Ryan." he looked up with a pained face. " Im sorry I said what I said Taylor. But I guess I got jealous of what you and roger have. I mean I dont know if you to are gay. But I... I dont know." he walked away angry at himself. So I just walked out and my truck was sitting at the front of the school with Roger waiting. Just the I felt something pull me around. " I love you Taylor!" Ryan said in a whisper. I was speechless and shocked. I don't know how long I stood with my mouth opened an Ryan's hands on my shoulders.

Before long Roger pushed Ryan off of me. " What the hell Ryan!!, Just leave Taylor alone you queer!" Ryan backed off and was saying " Sorry, Sorry Roger, I was just trying to tell him something" he ran away. I didn't notice but I looked up and saw Roger with his eyes dead on Ryan and his hands were fists. He turned to me " Sorry I just can't let him touch you Tay", " Rog... He said he loved me", Roger looked away disgusted. " come on let's get home" he said pulling me towards him. We got in our truck and drove off campus towards his house. I started to laugh lightly. " What?", " Nothing, just you called him a queer. And we're boyfriends."

He understood " Ohh. Well we ain't girly gay guys. And he always came off as effeminate to me, even before we got together", " Ohh okay", " I'm sorry if I interrupted you, but I thought he was trying to harass you"

He said guilty, " No your fine... It's just weird thought. He said he loved me.", " Yeah! And why 'love' why not just 'I like you'?". We got to his house and walked in. We talked for awhile and he told me how he wanted us to get our degrees and live like our parents. Then I decided to go home. " Well, babe I got to go", " Okay." he got up and was going to get my keys. I grabbed his waist and pulled him back down on the sectional. He grabbed the back of my head and I grabbed his angular jaw and pulled his lips to mine. I kissed him and said " Bye." he gave me hug and a kiss and replied " Goodnight" I got my keys out his jacket and left his house. On the drive home I made the stupidest thing. I was thinking 'why not?' I mean Ryan was hot he had blonde hair and the prettiest blue eyes I've ever seen. With the face of a pretty boy. So I grabbed my iPhone out and scrolled to Ryan's phone number and pressed send. He picked up " Hello?" " Hey Ryan it's Taylor.", " oh hey! Is roger good?"

" Yeah he is I wanted to know if you would come over sober could talk" I made a guilty look, I knew what I was going to do. " yeah I'll be over in ten minutes" we hung up. Mom was on a conference, as I director of education for a college she went in conferences all over and often took Jake with her. So the house was all mine. I was going to have Rog stay over but I forgot to ask him. I went to my room and cleaned up a little. Soon I heard the bell ring. I went down to answer it. Ryan came in. " Hey Taylor" he said unsure. I said " Hey" with a mischievous smile. " What" he said with a grin. I pulled him up the stairs by his hand. He followed and we got halfway up the stairs when he grabbed me and pulled my face to his. His kissed me really hard. We got to my room. And I pulled my shirt off and his. He kissed me again and started to unbuckle my belt and unbutton my pants. I did the same he. Was wearing these American Eagle briefs that were tight and red with a grey waistband. He got on his knees and started to suck my bulge. He took my shorts off and threw them. I was laying on my bed on pure lust. He got up and took his briefs off to show his dick about the same size as mine.

And I threw him a condom. Since I was on my back he pulled me to the edge of the bed and I put my legs strait up to give him the missionary position. His slowly slid every inch of his cut cock in my tight ass. He all the way in when he began to pump. I felt so good to give him pleasure. I don't know how long he was fucking me before I felt the condom swell an him to groan. He was all shaky and fell on my chest. He went down to finish me off by deepthroaring me. He sucked so hard and his mouth was wet and hot. Before I knew it I came all over his mouth. I felt extremely guilty and sad, Sad that I betrayed my boyfriend. He laid next to me " Ahh I live you Taylor" that stopped it. " No! Look Ryan I only did this so you wouldn't feel bad. I love Roger and not you!" I said angrily at my self more than him. " Well im sorry I even came over, I'll leave now". He walked out and I started crying even though Roger didn't know, it tore me up inside. I fell asleep and couldn't dream right that night. I had a nightmare that Roger left me and disappeared from my life. I woke up in sheer terror. I looked at my alarm click it was six o'clock I had thirty minutes to sleep but I got and showered.

I went down stairs after throwing on some Jordan shorts and a shirt and I sweater. I called roger and asked if he was ready as usual." yeah I'm ready", " Okay I'm on my way". I got to his house and he was waiting for me outside dressed similar to me. That's one thing, Rog and I always seemed to be connected. He got in and immediately kissed him " Okay!" he said. I huged him tight," Rog promise me you'll never leave me, even if i mess up really bad". " Taylor I'll never leave you, I love you. You are my life now" his words soothed me though the thought of the deed I did was in the back of my mind. He looked concerned. " Is everything alright Tay?", I panicked " yeah it's just that I had a nightmare you left me and disappeared". " I'll never leave you. And I'll never do anything that would put you in pain or jeopardy. I'll never disappear" he kissed my head for I was still holding his chest. We left for school. Ryan wasn't there and the day flew by. I asked roger to spend the night with me. He of course said yeah. We got to my house we walked in and sat on here couch we watched tv until I fell asleep.
{ roger wanted to tell the story from hear because it is an important part of our relationship}

I continued to watch me and Taylor's favorite show " Topshot" after he fell asleep in my arms. Then I carried him up to his room. When I walked in the room had a different smell from his 99 rocawear cologne, it was sweet smelling, like what one of the boys woul use in the locker room at school. I thought Tay was using a new cologne so I didn't think much of it. I laid him on his bed and I crawled in next to him when I felt something soft and wet in the blankets. I pulled it up to see what it was, it was a used condom with cum all over it. I threw it in the trash. I looked at Taylor who was snoring lightly. " No! He couldn't have, he said he loves me" I told myself in a whisper. I got up and looked around the room and found some red underwear. I thought to myself, we don't have American Eagle brand anything. Then it hit me. Only the pretty boys wore stiff like this AE and Aeropostal, and I only knew of one that was gay and that one said he loved my Taylor James. Ryan. I fell asleep on his moms huge couch, I couldn't be in his room with him. I was mad and I felt betrayed. I woke up at six o'clock and took a shower in the houses main shower .

I always woke up earlier than Tay because he would come get me in the mornings. He usually slept till six thirty. I got out and went to his room to get some clothes while he was in the shower. I got ready and I went down stairs and sat on the couch. I hunched over and put my head into my arms and started to cry. I stopped when I heard him moving around his room and say "Shit!" I put on some sunglasses and a hat to cover my eyes. He came down, " Ready?".
"Yep" i put no effort in sounding excited. Taylor sighed and we walked out. We drove for oh about ten minutes in silence. Then he said " Did you find out babe?"

I just nodded my head and he said. " I'm so sorry I knew I didn't want to",
" Well you obviously did want to Taylor!!" I shouted. He got real quiet.
" You promised me you wouldn't lee" I cut him off.

" Well having sex with someone other than me and saying you had a nightmare are two totally different grounds Taylor!... you and Ryan can just leave me the fuck alone!" I shouted. Inside i knew I woul regret want I said to the love of my life. We got to school and I took his keys out and threw them at him and slammed the door. I walked up to the main building with my hat and glasses on and I passed Ryan in the hallway and stared him down hardcore. He pretented not to see me. I looked back and Taylornhad stopped him by the door to the commons and hed his hat and glasses on too, they both looked in my direction. I walked away to the bathrooms and looked at myself in the mirror. I puched it and It shattered. I left immediately even though I could afford to replace I wasn't looking forward to havering a pep talk from the principal.

To see what happens next review and roger and I will write part four.