Rolling in the deep: Chapter three

I would like to thank you all again for all the feedback and for taking the time to read and rate my stories. This is the third chapter of “rolling in the deep” and the other two can be found on my author profile page. This chapter may seem slightly out of place or confusing but this is really an introduction to chapter four, everything will be explained. Enjoy and remember all my stories are 100% fiction.

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I woke the next morning with Alex’s arms wrapped tightly around me and my head on his chest. I could feel his chest rise and fall slightly with each breath he took. I still found it all hard to believe, I had been beaten up and thrown out by my dad, and then I came here and lost my virginity. I had lost one man from my life but gained an even better one. When I thought about that way Alex had fucked me it brought a smile to my face. I felt slight movement above my head followed by the beautiful sound of Alex’s voice. “Morning beautiful.” He had a sleepy tone to his voice but he sounded happy at the same time. “Good morning yourself”. I would have given anything just to lie there with him forever, unfortunately we had to get up. We went downstairs and ate breakfast, I wasn’t really hungry but eventually I agreed to let his mum make me a slice of toast, most of which I didn’t eat actually.

I could tell his parents were trying to make small talk, trying to act like last night hadn’t happened, like I hadn’t turned up at their house beaten and hurt. But I had, and nothing could change that now. His parents left the house not long after we came down, they said they had to go see relatives or something, honestly I was glad to have some time alone with Alex. Alex sat opposite me at the other side of the table, every so often he would look up at me and jut smile, then out of nowhere “You should stay here, with me” Alex said casually like it was no big deal, “What? Alex, I don’t know about this, I mean, what would your parents say?” “It was their idea Dan, they brought it up last night before you woke up while I was down here getting drinks”.

“Well, ok then, I guess I don’t have any other choice do I, thanks Alex, I know this isn’t easy for either of us but It means a lot how much you’ve done for me” I was close to crying at how nice Alex was being, I tried to be grateful for his generosity but the truth is I was hurt, the fact that I was moving in here made the whole thing more real, I put it to the back of my mind and smiled. “Don’t worry about it babe, you know I would do anything for you, and yeah, its going to be difficult but we’ll get through it, together”. Alex didn’t flash that killer smile which made me want to rip of his clothes there and then, instead he gave me a cute smile quickly. After breakfast we went upstairs to get dressed.

Alex went to get a shower leaving me alone in his room. It gave me some time to think about all that was happening, the thoughts raced through my head so fast I barely had time to think, I found my head bouncing from thought to thought with no real thinking. Before I knew it Alex was back in the room with me, his tanned body was wet and only a towel was wrapped round his waist. He sat down on his bed and began to fix his hair. Out of nowhere I just threw myself at him forcing him back on the bed. Without giving him time to say anything I thrust my tongue into his mouth and kissed him violently. I shut my eyes tight and focussed on pushing my tongue further down his throat, I felt his hands pushing me away so I broke our kiss leaving him gasping for air looking shocked. He looked at me with confusion etched on his face. “What the hell was that about Dan?” His eyes were fixed on mine and he was starting to look worried, I just stared back at him with a blank expression on my face.

 “I’m sorry, I just couldn’t help myself babe, you just looked, well, hot sitting there in nothing but your towel, I’m sorry Alex, I didn’t mean to.” I tried to find some sort of explanation in my head but there wasn’t one, I just… threw myself at him for no reason I guess. The shock and anger faded from his face and only his beautiful smile remained. “I’m sorry Dan, I shouldn’t have snapped like that, you shocked me that’s all, let me make it up to you”. With that Alex unfolded the towel and threw it to the floor, his limp cock lay flat against his leg, he lay back on the bed and smiled at me with one hand behind his head and the other lying on his perfectly defined abs. I felt a twitch in my groin signalling my immediate excitement, I lifted my head from looking at my own cock and feasted my eyes on Alex’s body, his legs were slightly hairy but in a hot way, not too much hair but not bare.

His thighs were pure muscle without an inch of fat, he had short, trimmed pubes around the base of his cock but nowhere else, his toned stomach and chest had no hair, leaving his tanned skin totally smooth, droplets of water glistened all over his upper body. After gazing at every inch of his body I looked at his beautiful face. His blue eyes were looking straight at me and his cute pink lips were closed tight. I breathed a slight sigh of relief before lifting my t shirt over my head in one quick motion revealing my slim body, I unbuttoned my jeans and slid them down my hairless legs before finally kicking them off, I stood at the foot of the bed wearing nothing but boxer briefs which were tight enough to show the outline of my bulging package.

I allowed my body to brush against Alex’s as I joined him on his bed, I climbed up beside him with my leg draped across his body. He brushed his hand through my blonde hair and then smiled at me before pulling my head towards his, as I leaned into kiss him his smell filled my airways the same way is always did, he hadn’t put on aftershave or deodorant yet so all I could smell was his natural masculine, musky scent. At first he pressed his lips against mine gently, giving me just a small taste of what was to come, he kissed my lips without using his tongue and still I felt dizzy, after he was through with my lips, he ran his hand down my body and over the waistband of my boxers, he started rubbing my crotch teasingly running his hand over my waiting cock. I felt his tongue push past my lips and greet my tongue which had been eagerly waiting. I closed my eyes tight enjoying tasting him and having him run his hands all over my body.

Alex pulled his tongue from my mouth kissing my top lip as he moved away from me leaving me disappointed. Then he leaned towards me again but he buried his face in my neck and sucked at my neck viciously. He sucked as hard as he could at my smooth skin planting kisses continually. His hand still glided over my cock which had soaked itself in pre cum, Alex didn’t tease me anymore as he lifted his head from my neck and pulled my boxers down before swirling his tongue around my swollen head, I watched Alex lick the leakage from my cock as he kissed and licked my dick, then without warning he took me into his mouth and began sucking like a pro, now I knew why he had moaned so much while I sucked him off last night, frequent moans escaped my mouth uncontrollably. He kept pushing his head further down my tool to my amazement, it was like he had no gag reflex at all, eventually he took all of me into his hot, wet mouth and deep throated me, when he did this I felt his lips touch my balls and his nose bury itself into my groin. “Ahhh fuck”. Without giving him any warning I erupted violently inside his mouth while he deepthroated me, I held his head in place, making sure he swallowed every drop of my thick, white, sticky cum.

This felt like the longest orgasm I had ever had and I felt streams of Juice shoot from my dick. I let go of Alex’s head once I had finished spilling into his mouth. Alex quickly pulled his head from away from my limp cock and began choking, he struggled to catch his breath before looking up at me with his eyes watering, his usually tanned face was red and he continued to choke for a few minutes before finally breathing normally. “Sorry, I got a bit carried away, it just felt so good Alex, you suck dick too well for your own good” I giggled. Alex didn’t laugh he just looked at me upset before getting up and continuing to get dressed. I felt guilty about making him swallow my cum now, especially considering how understanding he had been with me last night when I sucked him. “I’m sorry Alex, I didn’t mean to…” “It’s ok, you lost control it’s fine, we should go and get your stuff I guess”. He looked upset but I didn’t know what to say to him, I got dressed quickly and we left. As we left his house he didn’t hold my hand the way he normally did, he walked with his head down and his hands in his pockets. It sounds selfish but I didn’t have time to think of him right now, I hoped my parents weren’t home, they should both be at work but I was worried that I would have to see them.

We went around to the back of the house were I knew there would be a spare key hidden, quietly we entered the house from the back and quickly checked to make sure no one was home. We went upstairs and gathered my clothes and some of my things in silence, I couldn’t tell if he was angry or upset, he had every right to be pissed off at me but I really hoped he wasn’t. When we had put everything we found in some bags. Alex stood by the door while I took one last look around before leaving the room where I had spent the last eighteen years of life. I sat on the bed and thought about all the memories I had here with Kevin and Olivia. Finally, I gathered up the courage to get up and leave, sadly knowing I would never return.

As we made our way back Alex finally spoke to me. He seemed excited about moving my things in, he talked about where they would go and made plans. He was treating this like we were a happy couple moving in together madly in love, did he even care that my parents had disowned me? “Why the fuck are you so happy about this? I mean come on Alex do you even care that I just left the place where I grew up? The place where all my memories are? Why the hell are you so happy about this? Alex had a mix of fear and sympathy on his face. “I’m sorry Dan, I didn’t mean to, I was just trying to make things better. Listen, I know this is hard, but just try to look on the bright side, you get to live with me”. I felt bad for turning on Alex now, I don’t really know why I did it, he smiled half heartedly at me before saying “I love you more than anyone in the world Dan”. I broke down after that and started crying uncontrollably, Alex dropped everything and took me into his arms holding my head close to his chest. All I could do was bury my face into Alex’s hard chest and sob. I looked like a complete idiot doing this in public but I didn’t care, there was nothing I could do.

Alex carried most of my stuff and still somehow managed to hold my hand on the way back. Things brightened up a little when we got to his house and started unpacking my stuff, I started to feel excited at the thought of falling asleep in Alex’s arms every night and waking up with Alex every morning. I decided to lie down for a while after the day I had gone through so far, I stripped and climbed into Alex’s, no… our bed and drifted away from reality.

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ALEX’S POINT OF VIEW

Fuck this had been a hard day, I was still pretty pissed at Dan for making me swallow his cum earlier, why did he do that? I guess it doesn’t matter now anyway, and well, it actually tasted pretty good, sweet and salty at the same time. I was starting to worry about him, the way he kept randomly snapping, throwing himself at me and then forcing me to swallow when he came. I guess he’s just been through a lot recently.

It had been a crazy three months for both of us. I mean, not that long ago I thought I was just an average straight guy who was kinda confused over his sexuality. I tried jacking off to girls but, it never really turned me on. Then I bumped into Dan that day, and everything changed, he made being gay ok. All the confusion, all the hiding, he made everything better I guess.

I sat downstairs just thinking while he slept upstairs, I sat with him for a while before I came down, watching him sleep, he looked so peaceful, so cute, his chest moved up and down gently. It’s funny how even the way he breathes can be sexy. I noticed he seemed kinda obsessed with New York, probably best not to mention it at the minute though. I didn’t mean to upset him earlier, I just wanted to cheer him up, he looked distraught, I hated seeing him like that.

All this thinking about Dan had done something to me, gotten me hard. I realised I was so hard that my dick needed so much attention it actually hurt. I arched my back slightly giving myself room to slide down my trousers a little before taking my 8 inch, uncut cock firmly in my hand, pre cum was leaking from the tip but I just let it go, Dan wasn’t here to lick it for me. I jacked off thinking about Dan lying upstairs, sleeping peacefully in our bed.

The thought of that alone was enough to make me pump harder. Furiously I jerked my hand up and down my shaft feeling the pressure gradually building. “You really shouldn’t be doing that here”. “Fuck” I tried desperately to cover myself up before turning around to see Danny standing by the door wearing a pair of my boxers. “Dan, you scared me” I laughed, it was so hot seeing him wearing my boxers. “I woke up and couldn’t get back to sleep, anyway, come to bed, let me help you out with your little, problem” Danny chuckled at finding me jacking off. “I guess I could do with a hand” Dan held out his hand and led me upstairs do our bedroom, I closed the door behind me, looking forward to what was in store.

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DANNY’S POINT OF VIEW

I could hear Alex laughing as I lead him up the stairs and into our room. He fell back onto the bed together without breaking contact, we kissed for a few minutes before moving on to what we both really wanted. It didn’t take long for us both to be naked, although having said that Alex said he really liked the sight of me in his boxers, I thought he might.

“Dan, make love to me” Alex wasn’t smiling now and I could tell he was deadly serious and he wanted this as much as I did. “Ok babe, if you want it”, I kissed and licked all over his chest and navel the same way we always did to each other before moving on past his beautiful cock, I sucked at his balls taking them in my mouth one at a time, but what I knew would really get him going was I ate his ass out, its hard to describe how good it feels until you’ve had it done, it felt amazing when he did it to me last night, I couldn’t wait to taste him. I started running my tongue around his tight hole, just swiping my tongue across it trying to tease him before I gave in to his moans.

I took a deep breath before burying my face into his ass and pushing my tongue inside him. “Ahhhh holy fuck…. that feels ……awesome” Alex could barely manage to get his words out and with what I was doing there was little chance of me talking. I tried pushing my tongue deeper but I couldn’t. I slowly withdrew my tongue and seen the immediate look of disappointment on Alex’s face, he tried to make a sad puppy dog face. I giggled, “Don’t act all innocent Alex, besides you’re to like what’s coming next”. I messaged his ass cheeks and pressed my middle finger against the opening to the inside of his hot body. Slowly I pushed my finger into his slippery hole, it went in quite easily but Alex still gasped in pleasure. I pushed it in as far as I could before I started fingering him properly, gradually I picked up pace before putting in two fingers getting him ready to be fucked properly, he lay on the bed with his head to one side panting like a dog, his eyes were closed tight and his hand was sliding up and down the length of his huge red monster.

By the look on his face he was close to cumming so I withdrew my fingers and backed away from him. I went to his top drawer, I noticed earlier that this is where he kept his lube, there was a pack of condoms there but I decided against it, that really wasn’t like me, I always told myself that when I was ready for sex I would use protection, but right now I couldn’t give a fuck, I just wanted Alex. I squirted some lube onto my hand before jerking my dick until it was slippery and wet, ready to be inside Alex. I pressed the swollen head against his waiting hole, I watched in amazement as I pushed that head inside of him and it slowly disappeared while his ass stretched to allow me to be inside him.

Alex moaned loudly. I pulled back slightly and watched the tip of my cock re-emerge, then seeing Alex’s ass close again I pushed my cock back in but a little further this time, I repeated this withdrawal technique, putting in a little more each time until about half of my cock was inside him. I could tell he was enjoying it. But then I couldn’t take it anymore, that waiting, the build up, I needed to enter him completely, to feel my crotch touch his body and to have my balls touch his ass. He was lying on his back and he opened his eyes to look up at me when he noticed I had stopped sliding in and out of him. Then suddenly, with one sharp movement, I thrust the rest of my cock inside him, my balls clapped against his ass and he shot forward letting out a quick scream of pain, “FUCK DAN, slow down”. I ignored him and pulled my cock out of him before slamming it back into him, I loved watching my cock disappear and reappear from his hole, it was so tight and hot.

Alex just kept moaning, but different than he was before, these moans were more like he was in pain, I wanted to stop but I couldn’t. I kept pounding his ass with as much force as I could and slowly Alex showed signs of enjoyment, he was finally getting pleasure from having me slam my dick into him. I kept fucking him until I felt myself climax and with one last powerful thrust I came, strand after strand of hot cum shot from me into him. I collapsed next to him with a huge smile on my face, but there was no smile on his face, he just lay there panting, trying to catch his breath. I rested my head on his chest and fell asleep.

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ALEX

Dan fell asleep straight away, I guess fucking me took it outta him in more ways than one. My ass hurt really badly from how hard he had fucked me, it felt amazing at first but then he was just too rough, why was he doing this? The more I thought about it the more upset I got, a tear fell from my eye and rolled down my cheek, a symbol of the pain I was in. Was he trying to hurt me? Throwing himself at me, making me swallow his cum and now practically raping me? Your first time with the man you love is supposed to be amazing and romantic, you’re supposed to be gentle until your partner is ready, well I wasn’t ready and he wasn’t gentle, but that’s not like him, he’s the most caring and loving guy there could be, something was wrong with him, and I was going to find out what.

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