Second Chance For Love

Ronald had survived four years of high school, each day with an underlying fear that his secret would be discovered. From as early as middle school, Ron had developed an alter ego that created an unquestionable perception that he was nothing more then an average teenage boy discovering a natural attraction for girls.

All the while Ron had denied himself the pleasure of the intimacy that he so desired. This façade of deception would come to haunt Ron by his second year of high school. Albeit, homosexuality was still taboo, bisexuality had become almost acceptable. As in life, all it takes is for someone of status to set a trend and the questionable becomes acceptable. 

This is exactly what happened when a Friday night party brought a high-ranking football jock to that sexual fork in the road. He supposedly engaged in sexual activity with an unnamed underclassman. Although, the actual details varied from making out to anal sex, it was the boy’s position to neither confirm nor deny the claim that made it fact.

Ron just looked on in sadness behind the wall of lies that he had so skillfully built around himself. He knew that if he did anything other then to continue his charade, he’d be vilified not for his sexuality, but for the web of lies he wove to hide from the truth. 

Ron was overcome with grief when he learned the identity of the younger student and the facts of what actually happened. The younger student was a boy named Travis. Ron has secretly loved him since both where old enough to attend school. 

With all of this behind him, Ron found himself completely removed from any continued contact with his classmates. He and his mother had relocated themselves hundreds of miles north of where Ron was born and raised. He attended a local State University and started to blossom and marvel at the population of gay/ bi/ and les students and the culture that always finds a home near most collage campuses.

Ron’s would was shaken to it’s core one day while standing inline a Starbucks. A voice that could never leave his memory sounded off his name.

“Ronny? Is that you? Ronny! Over here!”

Nobody in Ron’s new world called him Ronny. It didn’t matter though; Ron recognized the voice and knew that it was Travis.

Ron’s eyes scanned the crowded coffee shop until he cast his eyes on what was still the most beautiful image he has ever seen. There was Travis sitting with two other guys’ who are so obviously a couple. Ron walked over to the table; all the while he feels the blood rushing to his head. Travis stood up and in a voice more effeminate then Ron had ever heard, he spoke to Ron.

“Oh my God! You haven’t changed a bit. Look at you? What are you doing back in my life again? Isn’t this world ever going to be big enough for the two of us?”

The reunion appeared to be taking a nasty turn but Travis could see the look of panic come to the surface on Ron’s face. 

“Oh my God! Ronny, don’t look so serious. I’m only kidding.”

Travis turned to his friends and introduced Ron to them. It hadn’t occurred to Travis that he had already made mention of Ronny to them a hundred, if not thousands of times before.

“Guys. This is a high school friend of mine. Wait! What am I saying? I’ve known this guy since kindergarten. His name is Ronny and he’s straight. Oh my god! I have a straight friend.” Travis said.

His two friends burst into laughter. Ronny was suddenly confused and before he could speak, one of the gay boys interjected.

“Oh don’t look so worried dear. So what if you’re straight. Your secret is safe with us and besides, we can’t all be perfect now can we?”

“I FUCKING GAY GOD DAMN IT! I HAVE BEEN MY WHOLE LIFE.” Ron shouted so loud that the crowd of people in a busy Starbuck’s came to a dead silence. 

Ron turned to see a hundred pairs of eyes looking right at him just before the entire coffee shop erupted into cheers, whistles, and clapping. 

It was the most liberating moment in Ron’s 19 years on earth. It’s not exactly how he had imagined that it would happen but nevertheless, he had said it. He said it loud and he said it proud. There was no holding back the tears. On lookers who originally found the outburst to be humorous could now see the magnitude of emotion that this was having on Ron. 

People offered hugs to a sobbing Ron in the infancy of his new life. He had walked through the doors expecting nothing more then a cup of coffee. The sound of a woman screaming cut through the joyous celebration. In all off the commotion that unfolded, nobody had noticed that poor Travis had passed out cold and was lying on the floor between his chair and the wall.

“Oh my God! Travis! Someone Please! Call 911” Ron shouted as he pushed the chair not even realizing that he had thrown it clear across the room.”

Ron looked up to see the two boys sitting there, one still sipping his coffee. Ron became infuriated.

“What the fuck is wrong with you? Don’t just sit there, do something!”

“Oh Reeeeeeelaxxx! She just fainted for Christ sake. If you are the Ronny he has always told us about, you got some nerve sister! Do you have any idea how much he was in love with you? See! Everything is okay, she’s waking up now. What a drama queen.”

Travis spoke as Ron and the gay friend exchanged words.

“Fuck you David! I heard that.” Travis said as he tried to sit up.

Davis asked Travis if Ron was the straight boy that broke his heart. Travis started to realize why he had fainted and he looked at Ron with eyes that cast equal amounts of sadness and hope.

“Ronny? What the fuck do you mean “You have always been gay” Oh my God!” Travis began to cry as the realization settled in.

“Ronny! Do you have any idea what you’ve done? Do you know how many times I’ve cried myself to sleep wondering why God hated me enough to make you incapable of loving me that way I love you?”

“I’m sorry Travis!”

Travis reached up and grabbed Ron by the shirt. “Ronny? You look me in the eyes and you tell me that you never felt any feelings and I’ll believe you.”

“I can’t Travis. I can’t tell you that because I did. I loved you Travis and I have never stopped loving you. I never will stop.”

Travis pulled Ronny down into a kiss. He whispered into his ear words that he had only dreamed of saying.

“Ronny, do you have a boyfriend?”

“No never, if not you then nobody”

“My studio is above the bookstore across the street. Will you come and make love to me Ronny? I can’t believe that I just said that. It sounded so beautiful. Let’s make love Ronny, okay?”

They both got up without a word and walked out of the coffee shop hand-in-hand. Everyone watched as they crossed the street and climbed the staircase leading to the studio. Travis opened the door to his studio and stood to the side to let Ronny enter. 

The sofa bed was still pulled out and they couldn’t get there fast enough. Clothes could be heard ripping as they each fought to free themselves and to be naked. Once naked the pair got up onto their knees in the center of the bed and saw for the first time what they had not seen since an 8th grade gym class.

“Oh my God! Travis. You’re beautiful, you always have been and that’s just one of a million reason why I fell in love with you.”

Travis laid back and pulled Ronny on top of him. Ronny looked scared and he could no longer hide. Travis knew that this was his first time with anyone. Travis could feel Ronny grinding his erection against his own. He smiled up at his new lover knowing that sex would have to wait. 

Travis lead Ronny into another passionate kiss while he grabbed Ronny’s magnificent ass cheeks and pushed them downward into their humping erections.

“Oh no! Travis” Ronny gasped and tried to get up.

Travis just pushed him back down and held him in place.

“Shhhh It’s okay, I love you, just let it go! Cum for me Ronny!”

“Now Travis! I’m cumming, I’m sorry but I’m already cumming.”

“Me too baby” Travis said as his pulses of semen shot up to mix with the load Ronny was still dropping.

They both got up with semen smeared all over each of them. Travis took Ronny by the hand and walked him to the bathroom. While Travis adjusted the water, Ronny looked as his ass and how much he had changed since they where boys. The love he felt had not changed and only got stronger.

The shower stall was unusually large for such a small studio. The tile was pale blue with black trim and reminded Ronny of the shower room of their middle school. 

They stood under the spray of warm water watching the semen they produced begin to wash away. They soaped each other and kissed as their erections came back to life even stronger then before.

Ronny looked down as Travis held both of their stiff cocks in his soapy hand. He started to masturbate both of them at the same time. Ronny did not want another pre-mature ejaculation. He wanted to do so many things. Each of which he had only dreamed about.

Ronny was breathing so heavy just by the caring touch in his penis. He was so lost in these new feelings that he knew that he had to surrender himself. Ronny threw his arms around Travis and buried his face in the small of his neck.

They slowly lowered themselves to the shower floor engaged in a fierce battle of kissing, touching, hands roaming all over. They each symbolically claimed these new territories as their own. 

“Travis!” Ronny said as he panted in his first sexual experience.

“What Baby?” Travis said.

“I need you to love me.”

“I do love you”

“Show me then. Make love to me now. I need to feel that Travis. You know? Your love”

Travis let Ronny straddle him. He held his hard cock up and aimed it at the opening of his hole. Ronny lustfully exhaled the words I LOVE YOU as he lowered himself completely down the length of his lover’s penis. 

Ronny felt his butt cheeks come into contact with his lover’s bush of pubic hair and he knew that he had all of it within him. As the water cascaded down the lovers kissed until Ronny could not hold back his urge to begin a rhythm of up and down motions that would provide equal pleasure to his new lover.

Travis reached up and played with Ron’s nipples. He watched the look of sexual bliss wash across the now older face of the beautiful boy he had fallen in love with so many years ago. He watched Ron’s hard penis bounce so stiffly as he raised and lowered himself over the fat mushroom head of his penis. 
Though each never mentioned it, they both made love that first time thinking back to when they where boys. If only for a moment they closed their eyes and traveled back to that time when wanted this very moment to happen.

Ron got up off of the penis he was riding and laid on his back. “Make love to me and don’t stop until you’ve gone inside.

Travis kissed Ronny and raised his legs up to his shoulders. He slammed his penis all the way in form this new angel causing Ron to gasp. Travis could see Ron’s stiff cock bounce on every downward stroke. He reached down to jack Ron off while he fucked him and Ron said that he didn’t need that. What he said he needed was to be fucked, and fucked with hard.

Travis was fucking so fast that his balls where a blur. The soon stopped slapping on Ron’s ass and he knew that this was a sign that they had tightened up. Ron was gasping and trying to catch his breath.

“I love you Travis! You’re making me get close baby! I’m going to cum!”

Travis noticed that Ron wasn’t even jacking his cock. It just bounced up and down as Travis nailed Ron’s ass hole in an assault of thrusts that where as fast as machine gun fire.

“CUMMING TRAVIS! Oh shit! You fucked the living cum out of me. Oh! NOW! Look! Here it cums!”

Travis looked down as a huge wad of cum flew out of Ron’s cock and landed right on his fore head. The next shot was actually two blasts that landed on his face and neck and even several more pulses of cum that literally cover him. Travis began to flood Ron’s hole full of hot cum and Ron could feel it right away. 

“Oh Travis! I can feel your hot cum. Oh! It’s so warm and so deep inside of me.

They got out of the shower and went back to the sofa bed. They couldn’t quench this sexual thrust and school was not to be had today. They made love over and over until well into the evening. Sleep finally came as they held onto each other for dear life. 

Neither would deny that the sex was not great. But they also could not deny what holding each other so closely made them feel. These new experiences had previously been the subject of dreams. As they lay there in each other’s arms with sleep so close, Travis whispered softly.

“Ronny”

“Hmmm?”

“Are you afraid of what I am afraid of?”

“No”

“How can you be so sure?”

“Because my ass has never been this sore in my dreams. We aren’t dreaming”

“So am I your boyfriend now.”

“No, you’re my entire life. I’ll spend every second of what is left making up for hurting you”
“Ronny, promise not to get mad?”

“I promise”

“My mom’s going to be a little pissed at you at first.”

“Why? I haven’t seen your mom in years.”

“I know, but she heard me crying on night and I told her that I did sexual stuff with Tommy to try to make you jealous and you didn’t even care.”

“I did care and I was jealous. Let’s go see your mom tomorrow and I just show her the damage that you did to my ass hole. That should even things up.”

“Okay, Good night Ronny”

“Travis?”

“Yeah?”

“Let’s make love to me one more time before we go to sleep…Oh! Shit!” Ronny yelped as Travis already had his stiff cock ready and waiting. It was fully inserted deep into Ronny’s ass within 5 seconds of asking for it. He began humping Ronny from behind while the spooned. 

In the morning the boys invited their mothers out to breakfast. It was an emotional reunion as one mother would see the joy on her son’s face after reuniting with a boy he had had confessed his love for to his mother at age 18.

Ronny’s mother would be hearing her son’s admission of homosexuality for the first time. It is always never a good idea to underestimate the institution of a mother. The best ones will know everything and wait patiently for you to share it with them.

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