Secret Admirer 2

I looked up at him from the menu. I grinned at him. He looked at me with a confused expression. I thought back. "Remember our first time?" I paused. "You were such an animal, once you started you couldn't stop. I wondered where you got the energy from and I thought my ass was gonna bleed."

He laughed. "Oh yeah in your parents bed. We were both 14 and so clumsy, didn't know what we were doing at first. You weren't so gentle yourself if I remember rightly." He chuckled again. "Remember the time when your brother caught us. Oh God I thought he would hit the roof but he just laughed at our little cocks. I nearly died of embarassment. Good job puberty kicked in soon after."

I laughed. "Yeah we improved with age, in more ways than one."

A loud cough suddenly broke my train of thought. Both Andy and I went beetroot when we saw Phil standing there with his pen and pad.

"Oh God sorry...err we were just...err...um..." Andy stuttered.

"It's ok. Don't worry about it, I've heard much worse. Although it's a good job I stepped in when I did, God knows where it would have led to." He let out a giggle. I think I went even redder. "Would you like to order a dessert gentlemen?" He asked professionally.

I think we both let out a sigh of relief. I wasn't really hungry but thought I'd better order something considering he was standing there waiting. We ordered ice-cream and he smiled then left.

Andy and I both started laughing together at our embarassing situation. It actually helped to relieve the tension between us and for the first time that night I felt like I could relax and enjoy our time together. 

We carried on chatting about other things, work, friends, family and gossip. Phil brought us our desserts and after guzzling that down we both agreed that no more food could be eaten or we'd blow up.

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At the end of the night, and a few more cokes later, Andy insisted he pay for the bill. On the way out, Phil patted me on the shoulder. I turned around.

He whispered to me. "I think you two should make a go of it. I'm sure both your families will understand eventually, if not straight away. I can tell he loves you and you still love him no matter what you say or how long you deny it. You also make a fine handsome couple." 

I pulled away and he winked at me. I smiled at him said thankyou and told him I would think about it, then walked out the door. Andy was waiting.

"What did that waiter want? Hope he wasn't trying to chat you up." 

"What if he was, would that bother you?" I asked him smiling.

"Well considering I've just spent the past 3 hours in that place trying to win you back, then yes it does bother me." He replied sounding hurt.

I turned him to face me. "Andy listen to me. I need to think about this. I can't just get up and leave Laura and my kids for you. There are things to consider, other people's feelings. Friends, family, collegues. How do I know that you won't change your mind again and decide that the gay life isn't for you?"

Andy held my hands. "It is for me. It's you I want. You're the only person I've ever wanted and needed. Anyway forget what other people think, it's our life and our choice. I love you Dan and I want us to be together."

He leaned forward and kissed me. The kiss was soft, gentle and loving. It made my body tingle from inside out and my hairs stand on end. I responded back and his mouth opened, letting his tongue invade my opening mouth. Our tongues touched and we both moaned into the kiss. My hands wrapped around his back and his hands found my own, touching and caressing along my spine. The kiss was slow and sensual and at that moment I didn't want it to end. I felt myself becoming aroused at his touch and knew if we carried on much longer there would be a very obvious tent in my trousers.

His hand moved lower towards my ass and I let out another moan. He squeezed it as our togues danced together. It had been almost 20 years since I'd kissed Andy, but it felt like yesterday. His mouth pulled away from mine and he moved over to my left ear, giving it's lobe a lick. He remembered. 

"Oh God!" I cried out as my cock hardened, now surely noticeable.

I moved my hand up and down his chest, then towards his own crotch which was bulging out, and I gave it a squeeze, letting out a moan from him.

I pulled him away. He groaned his disappiontment, but smiled. God that smile. I'd tried not to think about it all these years but now it was starting to drive me wild all over again.

"Feels like we've never been apart." He said still holding onto my ass.

"I know. But still we can't carry on until things are sorted. I refuse to go any further with you. Laura and I vowed to never cheat on each other and I aim to keep that promise. I'm also not promising any future with you Andy. That kiss may have been wonderful, and more than I could ever dream but it may not come to anything more."

He nodded. "I know and it's fine with me really. I've got things to sort out at home myself. Whatever happens I can't stay married to Emma. We'll both talk to the kids this weekend."

"Ok and I will talk to mine. Laura and I are just waiting for an excuse so we can divorce, looks like this could be it. I've got to warn you though, if the kids, mine or yours don't or can't accept it then there won't be a future with us."

Andy nodded. "Yes and I agree. This could be the last kiss we get so I'm gonna make the most of it."

He kissed me again and I couldn't help but melt into it. Our tongues found each other and this time it was more passionate and rough. My limp cock soon shot back up to full mast again and he rubbed his own erection into mine, while our hands roamed up and down our bodies. 

I'd missed him so much and it was only there and then that I realised just how deeply I loved him. His mouth left mine to nibble on my ear again. I was just lost in the moment completely and let myself go.

"God babe I love you so much." I moaned.

He gasped and looked at me. I think he ws shocked, I hadn't called him babe since we were 16. It actaully suprised me. 

He grinned. "And I love you honey." 

I chuckled, Thats what he called me. It was sweet at the time but now it felt strange. Maybe it was something I could get used to again. I gave his lips a quick kiss and broke away.

"Ok we best go before I get into this too much. I won't see you Friday but we will talk Sunday night after we've spoken to the wives and kids."

"Ok fine with me, but I will miss you until then." He confessed.

I laughed but had to agree. We said goodbye and got back into our cars to drive home.

I had a lot to think about from now until the weekend. What do I say and how do I say it? What will the reactions be? 

I knew it wasn't going to be easy whatever happened.

To be continued ...