Sex with my best friend's brother

Hopefully this story will give hope to all of those people that can't come out of the closet to be able to have some fun ;) First let me set the scene. So I am a freshman in college. This story is about an encounter a few months ago, during the summer after my senior year of high school. I am not super good looking or fit. I'm a little overweight and always have been. I have been attracted to guys ever since I can remember, it's been a struggle because of my family's religious beliefs. I have this friend (Jake) who is the same religion as me, and we are in the same grade, both in band, and a few other things in common.

We've been good friends for quite a while. I'm good friends with his entire family as well. He is super good looking and has a swimmers body. I can't help but be pretty attracted to him. Unfortunately he is straight as fuck and has a girlfriend. He has a younger brother though ((Dalin, also 18, just how birthdays worked out) that to most people is way better looking. He's in football, baseball, and is just your typical jock. He always acts too cool for me but I know we're friends. We've had life talks all the time and have spent time together because of my friendship with his brother. I chat with him all the time and we're just pretty close.

One Sunday night, I was chatting him like normal, and I sent him a funny picture in the shower with an eggplant covering my penis. He snapped me back and joked about me taking the eggplant off, and then we went back and forth and joked about fucking. At first I didn't think much of it, but then he messaged me. He asked If he could confide in me about something and of course I said yes. He said "I think I'm bi...Have you ever felt that way?" After that I was BEYOND excited. One of the hottest, manliest guys at school was talking to me about being gay.

The conversation kept going and he basically wanted to suck my dick. Literally best day of my life. So that same night he snuck out and I picked him up near his house. We got to my house and we went to my bedroom. I had to kick my brother out and then wait for everyone to fall asleep in the rest of the house. The wait till everyone was asleep was the longest most agonizing wait of my life. When we were sure everyone was asleep, he took off his shirt. He was right there on my bed. His abs were toned and muscles bulging.

He asked "are you ready?" and I answered "only if you are."

"Do you want me to get on my knees or..?

"Let's just use my bed"

"ok, do you wanna make out first or what?"

At first I thought that I would just suck dick and be done, but I realized he was as gay as I was. With that I grabbed his face and we started making out. It felt so wonderful his lips on mine. He was a damn good kisser. I loved the feel of his unshaven face on me. Soon I started kissing his chest and sucking his nipples. Finally a reached the top of his pants and I kissed his bulge. I wanted to suck him but he said " let me suck you first" so I pulled my pants down and he went down on me. He layed there with his mouth on my dick, his tongue swirling around my head. It was the most amazing thing i'd ever felt. He jacked me off when he would stop sucking. I grabbed his muscular arms and just let it all happen. Soon I wanted to cum, so I let him stop and then sucked his dick. I felt all over his beautiful body as I sucked his 7 inch dick.

"have you ever thought about gay sex" I asked

"yeah have you?"

"yeah do you want to try?"

"sure I have some lube", and I pulled lube from my closet and He lathered some on his hard cock. He tried to put it in me but had a hard time.

"You gotta help me bro"

He was feeling all over my ass and It felt so amazing. Soon he found my hole and stuck it into me. He pumped it in and out. I loved the feeling of his hard rock dick in my tight ass. After three pumps he pulled out and said "let's try this later, I really don't want STD's". And then he jacked off in front of me and cummed all over my face.

After that we went to sleep, and I haven't spoken to him since that night. Hopefully I'll see him soon and be able to repeat that hot night.