*Siddharth- the Unforgettable*

I didn't know about this guy. Siddharth is about 5' 7" maybe 135 pounds with
brownish hair and dark tan eyes. He's a little effeminate, which is
strange cause that's not usually the kind of guy I go for but there's this
quality about him like he needs me. Besides he's not like wildly effeminate,
just a little and he has a beautiful smile and an ass to die for, I mean
world class, but also this ethereal quality, like he knows this really
important secret that he's never told to anyone. Anyway from the first time
that I saw him I haven't been able to get him out of my mind and then that
kiss. It was so gentle, so magical, like Siddharth was drawing from me the
energy that he needed to go on, like I was feeding him.

He showed up about eight that night.

"Hi Siddharth, come on in." I stood aside and he walked hesitantly into my
house. He was dressed in shorts and tee shirt.

As he walked by me I took his hand and drew him to me. He didn't resist and
I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him deeply. It felt like he was
merging with me. He made little sounds, not a moan, not a whimper but
something like that. I lowered my hands until I was hanging onto his ass,
his head on my chest.

I lifted Siddharth's face. "You are doing okay?"

"Oh yes…I mean…I'm happy." He smiled that smile.

"Come on." I took Siddharth's hand and pulled him gently into the living
room and sat him on the sofa. "Want a Coke, Pepsi, ginger ale?"

"Anything Prakash, well maybe the Pepsi."

"Do you want to go into the bedroom?" I was looking into his eyes.

"Yes…if that's what you want." He smiled

"Well yeah, I mean I want to have sex with you but what do you want?"

Siddharth looked up into my eyes. "I want whatever you want."

"You sure? We don't have to do this right away."

The Siddharth smile. "Yes, I'm sure."

I put my left hand on the side of Siddharth's face and lifted it to me. I
kissed him and then pushed my tongue into his warm mouth. I took his hand
and lead him into the bedroom.

As we stood by my bed I said gently. "Take your clothes off."

Siddharth slowly peeled the tee shirt off over his head and then lowered his
shorts, there was no underwear and his cock sprang up when it cleared the
waistband. He was starring at the floor. There was an injured quality to the
way that he stood, like a dog that's been beaten.

By this time I was naked too and walked over to Siddharth and pulled his
head to my chest. "Siddharth has someone hurt you?" He gripped me tighter. I
lifted his head. "Siddharth….have they?" He nodded quickly. "You want to
tell me about it?"

"I will if you want me to but…..well I'd rather not talk about." There were
tears forming in his eyes.

"It's okay baby, its okay. As long as it's over." I was rubbing his back.
"You know you don't have to do this?"

"I know. I want to." He looked up at me. "From the first time I saw
you….it's like I felt like I belonged with you. When I talked to you at the
restaurant I got this feeling…like nothing I've ever felt….I want to be
yours. But if you don't……?"

I laughed. "Oh Siddharth I do but we have to see how things turn out.
Sometimes people aren't meant to be together."

"I'm pretty sure we are."

I kissed him again and pulled him down onto the bed. "Let's find out."

Siddharth was lying on top of me and we were kissing, our hardon's pressed
together between us. I ran my hands down his back until I reached his ass. I
parted his cheeks and started rubbing my fingers around his asshole. The
tiny puckered opening was soft and tight and he moaned softly when I rubbed
it.

I rolled Siddharth over so that I was partially laying on top of him. I
spoke softly. "Have you ever been fucked babe?"

"No Prakash, are you going to?" It was a simple statement of fact and a
question.

"Yeah Siddharth, I think that I am unless it's too painful for you. The
first time is sometimes a little painful but we'll take our time and I'll be
very gentle." I really wanted to ask his permission but something told me
that it was a decision that he wanted to be mine alone.

"It's okay Prakash, I'll be fine."

I kissed his forehead and said. "Okay babe."

Something occurred to me. "Siddharth have you had sex before, gay sex?"

"Uh, well not actually but I know what you're suppose to do. I mean I've
seen all the magazines."

"Tell me what you dream about when you're thinking of having sex. Tell me
what turns you on." I was laying next to Siddharth with my hand on his
chest.

He giggled. "Well..sucking cock. I think about that a lot. And well fucking,
I think about that a lot too and kissing, a lot about kissing. That stuffs
not weird is it. I mean you think about that stuff too?"

I touched his nipple with my thumb and he jumped. "That feel good?"

"Oh yeah, I play with em a lot."

I run my hand down his body and wrap it around his hard cock. I kiss him.
"Beat off a lot?"

Siddharth's legs went rigid when I grabbed his cock. "Yeah, I do." It was
almost a gasp.

I took Siddharth's left hand and put it around my cock. He made an "Ohhh"
sound.

I was now kneeling next to him. "How does my cock feel Siddharth?" He was
stroking it but I don't think he realized that he was.

"Oh god it feels good!"

"Okay now reach down and hold my balls." I cupped his so that he'd know
exactly what I wanted him to do.

When the weight of my balls were in his hand he got an expression on his
face like he was going to cum and I stopped moving his balls. Then he seemed
to get himself under control.

"You okay?"

"Oh yes…..it's just that it's so much better than I thought it would be….but
it's okay now."

"Siddharth I'm going to put your cock in my mouth now and when you get used
to it just pull my cock over to you and suck it." I positioned myself so
that I could suck Siddharth's cock and mine was within a foot of his
shoulder."

I took his cock in my mouth and just held it there for a moment. Like before
his legs went rigid and I didn't start any movement until they relaxed. From
this position I couldn't see his face but he looked like he had been
fighting for control. When he calmed down I began to suck lightly on his
cock and from time to time I took it out of my mouth and licked it. This
went on for a few minutes and then I felt him moving to suck mine, and then
the warm wet of his mouth on my dick. He made a long whimpering sound.