Two studs big cock head - pool action and love

Jake was my first love. He was my older brother's friend. Now he was my friend too. I was living at home going to college and my brother had went away. I discovered Jake in a new way. I was scared and excited. My brother once told me that he thought Jake might be "queer" . I laughed it off. If only my brother knew that I was queer. Jake was over swimming in my family pool with me. My parents were at out cottage up north. My brother was probably at his frat house either banging some chick or bonging some beer. Jake later told me that I was a better version of my brother: hot looking, aggressive, and athletic like him but also more sensitive and creative. 

We messed around in the pool for a while but our bodies didn't touch. Jake jumped out of the pool and laid back onto a lounge chair soaking wet. I got out of the water and dried myself off. I tried not to look at him because I knew I could get hard. I couldn’t resist though. He was a beautiful car crash that stunned my heart. His tan body glistened in the sun. The drops beamed off his pecks. I went in to get us some soda. I dropped an ice cube on his stomach to tease him. He jolted up and laughed. He got off the chair chased me around the deck. Jake grabbed me around the waist ."You cock sucker" he said under his breath in a playfully angry way. He had his arms around me by now and held me as if he could fuck me if we were naked. "That's not a nice thing to call a person" I said smiling. He laughed. "yea well maybe I'm not so nice" "cocksucker...you wish" I said as a comeback. The sexual innuendo was getting too hard to handle. I elbowed him and he released me. 

We were suddenly both quick to change the subject and pretend like nothing had just happened other than innocent fooling around. "I'm hungry. Your folks got any food?" he asked. We went into the house dripping wet and started to dry off. He stared at my hard tan near sunburned abs. "you got some sun dude." he said. He pressed his finger into my abs the way people do to see if their skin will turn light where the redness is to gauge sunburn. Then his pressed my chest and my arm with just his finger. "see look" he said. I stared down and saw I had a hard on in front of him. It was only at half staff but undeniable in my wet swim trunks. He was right in front of me. I wasn’t too embarrassed because I felt he was pressing me with his finger because he wanted to touch me; to feel me.

My heart was beating. All of our questions and our doubts at that moment were answered. My hard on told him without words I had it bad for him. The fact he was staring at it like a piece of pie after dinner let me know he was into me. My hard on signaled his courage to gently put his arms on my hips. He gently pushed me into the counter with his groin. "we're like the same height" he said as if the only reason his stomach was pressed onto mine was to compare heights. I said nothing. We slowly started to feel each other’s bodies. The anticipation was building up. He touched my arms, my elbows, my stomach. He caressed my shoulder. I felt like he was exploring every inch of me like he was sizing me up;taking me in. His hands felt great on me. It seemed strange to have a man’s strong hands on my body;to want to touch me in a sexual way. “I’ve been waiting for this.” He said matter of factly. “You wanna be better friends?” he whispered. I smiled yes and put my hand behind his neck. I wanted to taste his tongue, his lips, but he stared down at my body. My cock was on his mind.

All of a sudden the volcano building up inside burst. We wanted each other bad now. Our hands pressed into each other bodies faster and harder. Jake started to kiss my chest. My cock was hard as a rock stuck on my belly and pressed onto his stomach. I could feel the side of his cock touch the side of mine. WE had not kissed yet. Would we kiss? Was he in love with me too? Did he just want my dick in his mouth or vice versa? Was this just blowing our loads? I was too busy to care but I was wondering. 

Jake reached down and touched my dick. He rubbed his hand over it and then caressed the head with his fingers. My dick has a rock hard big dick head like a mushroom. He squeezed my nipple hard while touching my rod. I rested my head on his shoulder and softly sunk my front teeth into his skin. I softly moaned. There was hot white cum dripping out of my cock now. “You didn’t last so long” he said. The past two months were fourplay so he had no idea how long I lasted for him. 

He backed away. “I should go” he said. “wait, can we…shouldn’t we talk about this?” I asked. He smiled sweetly a strange smile. He took my hand and said”come here” He kissed me on the mouth quickly and let go of my hand. My young cock was surprisingly up and filled with ammo again. 

I wanted to tell him I loved him. I wanted to ask him why my brother thought he was queer. I decided enough had unfolded for one day. 

My curiosity was running wild. I wanted to know everything now. Jake went into the bathroom and came out dressed in shorts and a t shirt. The shirt had the team logo of the baseball team he played with my brother on. I dropped out of baseball to pursue some theatrical interests. The shirt made me think of my big brother. 

“Dude, I know this whole mess must be kinda weird for you but it’s even weirder for me.” He declared. “oh. Well, I don’t normally um do this with my brother’s friends or any guys for that matter but I wanted this to happen between us for some time now” 

“Yea, so did I but I wanted your brother first. I guess I should just let you know now some things happened between us. Don’t worry. Your brother is straight. He can’t get his rocks off enough with the chicks or in general for that matter. We started jacking off together and I went down on him a couple times. We never kissed and it’s over. I feel bad though because you’re his brother and ”

I thought about my brother and looked at Jake's lips and imagined my brother's dick sliding out of those lips. I thought about how this gorgeous creature and my studly jock brother together would be any gay man's ultimate fantasy. My brother does not turn me on though. We are too similar and he's,well, my brother. I wasn't too worried. I knew my brother wasn't gay. (he's actually married now)

"For the love of..you've got to be kidding me.." I said. "Well, he ame it clear he wants nothing to do with me. We were drunk. It was just for fun. I kinda had a crush on him, but I am not stupid. He's straight. He's not my type." Jake said. 

I was in love with Jake. Jake must have just been a blowjob to my demented brother. He treated jake like one of his chicks. "What do you want from me?" I asked him. 

"I want to keep spending time with you. More time. I want you." he said. We kissed again. my tongue explored his mouth but I thought of my brother's cock being in his mouth and it irked me a little. I wanted to fuck Jake's brains out and pin him to the floor screaming "can't you see it's me you should have wanted? I hate you for having had my brother. " I resented my broher for having everything I wanted including Jake and being better than me, for being the tough guy, the guy's guy my dad appreciated. How on earth could he be getting blowjobs from my first love? The guy I went to bed jacking off thinking about and dreaming of.