The Beginning of it all.

I suppose we should start with the beginning,  like any great story. 100% fiction story!

My mom is a total "Knock  (Drug addict  (Crystal Meth of choice) ) " for you to understand the first part of the story.

But it was the day that I decided to look for a friend in my time of early open gayness,  I like most people felt alone feeling the only gay person in the world. I met this guy named Will,  he wasn't taller than myself at all,  he was about a foot shorter than I,  we were both the same weight,  160. He was a Latino boy that made me happy,  he introduced me to sex and I would sneak off to see him while I was living with my friends whom I moved in with after I returned from my "forced 4 month vacation" to Tennessee. The people I was living with at the time weren't quite open to the idea of "gay, " they had the idea that all gays were girly and colorful,  they had the impression of us all being drug addicts and whores.

Well of course I had to be my curious self and I told them I was going to a friends house for the night,  when actually I was going to Turlock,  CA to stay the night with Will,  but on top of that it just so happened that his cousin was throwing her 18th birthday party that night. From this time and before I had never done anything of the sorts in my life.

While Will was trying to keep me sheltered from all of the drugs use and alcohol going throughout the party I couldn't help myself when I had run into his two cousins rolling a blunt in the front of the house on two little green plastic patio chairs. I was curious and as I approached them one of them had asked in a tone of intrigue, "aren't you Will's boyfriend?" "Why yes I am" I replied in a smug attitude of my new perception of life (If anybody truly cared,  they'd be there. IF your not than fuck off) . I was curious as to what is was that they were doing,  the replied to me when a grim smile on their faces, "were rolling a blunt (a cigar broken down and refilled with weed) .

" I was now curious from years of being around my mother and her new weekly boyfriends always bring Weed in and out of the house. I stared and as they finished re-entwining the paper back into one I just stood there and watched as the whole thing intrigued me, "May I try it?" I was finally able to provide a sentence to the conversation,  as his cousin passed me the blunt I felt my knees get that shaky scared feeling you get while your scared out of your mind,  my heart began to race and as I put the cigar to my mouth (which tasted like blueberries)  I felt the thick smoke infiltrate my lungs and as they began to burn I continued to breath in the smoke like a first kiss,  my head felt numb and I felt alive all of my sadness and regret stayed on this planet while I was floating in the clouds.

I felt free and as the blunt continued to go around the higher I got in the clouds,  eventually Will had joined us outside,  he was shocked to see what I was doing and I explained to him everything that I wanted to try it for the first time,  and he was content with my answer and he had pulled a chair from the garage and he had grabbed another chair and sat next to me,  as he did he entwined his hand with mine and we continued to smoke.

After the session was complete Will and I made our way into the crowded house,  the music was blasting and it felt good,  I loved the vibe,  the smell,  the feeling. That's when it happened I walked into the Kitchen and Jell-O shots were being handed out to the family and their spouses and close friends,  I had received a green one. Will explained to me it wasn't a good idea for me to commence with the idea of doing such a thing. But I did and that was it,  as the sweet Jell-O slipped down my throat I could feel the warmth grow within my stomach and it was a feeling of bliss.

**** The Following Day

Within days after this I made the mistake of moving back in with my mom where my my 5 other siblings were all residing. My older brother just finished School and made a crazy party group of friends,  this is where I met Eddie. After several jokes about it Will and I fell into the act of a threesome with this boy.

We were sitting on the chill couch in my garage and the nights were off after we had just smoked a blunt together,  we all were joking about the idea (3 gays guys kidding about it,  come on it was going to happen)  and eventually we started to kiss one another and it progressed into my living room where I pulled off Eddie's Aeropostle jacket and T-shirt and Will was working on his pants and than Will began to undress himself while Eddie undressed me.

Eddie and I began to kiss and he rubbed his hand on my dick (This by the way was my second sexual encounter) and Will cut in and began Kissing me and I could feel the jealousy in his kiss Eddie began to suck my cock as Will continued to kiss me and as I pulled away I went to Suck Eddies big 7 in thick cock and he began to kiss will,  as I grabbed Eddie and pulled him on top of me while he was sucking Will's dick.

Will had stopped instantly and said, "I want to stop I'm getting to jealous." As Eddie left with an expression of unsatisfactory on his face Will and I continued. I left Will's dick slide into my ass and I began to ride it and his moans began to escape his mouth.

The next day while Eddie was leaving through the front gate I caught him and I whispered in his ear, "we can still finish if you want to."

That night he had came over and Will was gone,  and as he pulled up in his 91 Honda Accord I was ready,  he came to my room and he shut the door behind him,  he came over to me as I had just finished putting my laundry away. HE pushed me onto my dresser and said, "are you sure?" I laughed and as I did so he leaned in and put his hand on my face,  he bent down face to face and kissed me we continued to do so as he pulled my shirt off of my head and lifted me onto my bed,  he was now on top of me our gazes meeting sending lust throughout the room.

As he kissed me his hand don my waist pulled me in more towards him and I this was a new feeling to me,  love. As I pulled his shirt off of him his warm skin collided with mine sending goose-bumps throughout my body. I felt him unbuttoning my pants and he slid them right off and as he did I followed the same action. As this point our dicks were now touching through our underwear and Eddies hands continued to explore my body. I flipped him over now with me on top and I took charge as I grabbed his hands with one of my gigantic man hands and held them above his head.

I began kissing his neck and making my way lower and lower until I was at his underwear lining and he squirmed there in the bed with anticipation and I pulled the front end down with my hand and I let the magic of his 7in essence slide into my mouth,  and I began to slide my lips up and down the shaft for about 6 minutes until he flipped me into the 69 position where my dick popped into his warm mouth and I let out a noise of bliss. He grabbed me and pulled me on top of him and I kissed him while we were pressed up against the wall naked covered in sweat,  I felt the veins in his dick pulse and he anticipated for my ass.

I grabbed his dick and it slid in,  it hurt and I bit into his neck gently while my arms were wrapped around his neck head burrowed into his neck moaning in pain/bliss. He whispered in my ear, "If it hurts you can take it out" I replied, "No it is fine I swear" I was lying but I knew for the feeling to get better it has to hurt for a minute,  I sat there on top of his dick waiting for the ecstasy of sex to kick in and the pain began to numb away I slowly let my hips work his pelvis as I began to move forward with that rocking motion and he grabbed on to my waist and he got more of a thrill feeling the rocking as it swayed his dick.

We than switched to where my frontal pelvis was pressed against a pillow and he was on top of me from behind biting my neck and I could feel his broad chest move along my shoulders from behind (2 1/2 hours later)  We finally came together and I fell asleep in this boys arms.

I felt compelled to leave Will and I did,  I had gotten with Eddie and days later my mom began to use Crystal Meth (perfect timing -.-)  and as she did she began to get crazier and more upset when she did not have it. One night when she returned from work and was going to the store she called and flipped out telling me to pack my shit and get the fuck out.

Eddie was there that night and he held me while I cried as I went over my options and he grabbed my duffle bag from me threw it in his car and said your moving in with me. I asked, "What about your sister wont she be mad?" He looked me in the eyes and kissed me re ensuring me, "I live there too not just her you can live with me."

When we were driving into Downtown Stockton I knew it was bad we live in the ghetto worst of the worst and as he opened the front door I didn't know my life would have changed in such a dramatic way.

5 rates and I will continue,  trust me this is where everything gets INSANE!