The Light in the darkness. The awakening.

It was a dark day; the sun was hardly getting through those forever low gray clouds, which hang so very often in the sky here. Just an ordinary day. Greg felt not to bad at all really, he quite liked this darkish weather, it's all he's ever known and it makes him feel sort of "safe". In fact Greg is pretty well drawn to darkness, he hears it calling to him during those brief moments of sunshine that do actually happen from time to time. Drawn to darkness? Well, yes, drawn to it is the best way I think to describe this. I shall try to help you understand a little better if I can.

Greg grew up and lives in a part of the world "blessed" as far as he is concerned with really miserable weather. So as one can imagine Greg has quite faire skin and when that sunlight pokes through it nearly blinds him and then brings one some really very nasty headaches. He just is not used to too much light. To make matters worse he works nights, well worked nights. For something near to 18 years Greg worked whilst the rest of us slept the night away.

Greg dose not have many interests in life at all but the few things he enjoys happen mostly in dark, darkened or at least quite "somber" places. For example Greg really enjoys a trip to the cinema from time to time. Nothing better than that large blacked out theatre, to sit back and soak in a good "dark" film (he tends to go only when there is a "good old Zombie film" on) The cinema is a subject we will be coming back to shortly. 

Greg is straight but has some very "dark" fantasies and i think the term bisexual is more appropriate to describe which way Greg swings. Greg dose actually have a good sex live, his wife is a porn star who enjoys sex and her job very much indeed. However Greg often has the idea that she doses the really interesting stuff for the camera and at home it is much less shall we say "diverse" but he is not complaining. Most of his friends are lying when they talk about their sex lives and to Greg this stands out a mile.

He has desires that are a probably very normal but as sex other than between "man and wife" is still described as "taboo" then what Greg likes would shock most people. Here also we see the darkness in Greg, as these desires are not really very "gay". This is the darkness i wish to share with you within these pages.

Once upon a time (to coin a phrase) Greg was walking around his town one early evening looking for something he couldn't quite put his finger on. He was in the old part of town, the historical center. Many small narrow streets lined with old Tudor style buildings. There where not to many people around this evening as it was really very cold and there as also the occasional downpour. Whilst on his way into town Greg had seen two very attractive girls who he had set him off day-dreaming. He was enjoying his walk very much indeed and had that feeling that this evening could turn out to be a little bit special.

He saw a shop. Well it didn't really look like a shop more like a cross between a sex shop and a English betting office. Never seen that before he thought as he approached and he slowed down his pace to allow a good look. The entrance was a blue door in between two large windows. The windows have been boarded over and also painted blue. All the surroundings are blue but not quite the same shade. The large panel overhead where normally one finds the establishments name is empty, except for yet more blue paint. As Greg gets nearer he makes out a small plaque next to the door and as he draws nearer still he see that it is announcing that there is an age restriction in place. So it’s a sex shop thinks Greg, he smiles and decides to check it out. He didn't know there was a sex shop around here.

The door opened easily with a simple push and Greg found himself face to face to a second blue door. A double swing door where he paused slightly before going through. Once thought the door the lighting was minimal, it was really very somber. He was in a room that was no more than two meters wide by three meters long to his right was a shelf with half a dozen video cassettes for sale. Directly in front of him was another double swing door the same as he had just come through and to his left was a ticket booth the kind you would have seen in an old cinemas. Inside this booth sat a man, he looked like he would be very short if he stood up but other than that there is not much to say about this guy. Greg at once understood this is a sex cinema. Of course, he had heard there was one but had never really given it any thought. "How much?" he asked the ticket man. The man simply pointed at a sign next to him on the wall and Greg dug out the amount due, took his ticket and quickly went through the next set of doors.

Greg stopped moving for a moment and he took in what lay before him. The theatre wasn't very big at all. A central isle rolled out before him with 6 rows of about 5 seats either side. After the front row there was a empty space of about three meters wide before the screen. The screen was a quite old large video screen, the colors where badly set and the image was quite dim. It had that redness about it typical to these types of video screens. To the right of the screen he could see a very dim "emergency exit" sign and to the left an equally dim "wc" signs. Other than this there was no lighting in the theatre and the back rows and there corners where almost completely blacked out. Lovely. Greg was feeling right at home.

He could make at least two human shapes in the back row to the right but the row on the left seemed empty. Otherwise he could only make out maybe three other heads doted around the place. He quickly entered into the row and felt his way along to the corner seat. He removed his overcoat and placed it on the seat next to his corner and sat down, the seat seemed quite comfortable, a real fold down cinema seat far to big for such a small theatre but a most welcome surprise. So happily installed in his new surroundings Greg started to watch the film. It was a real "porno" straight out of the seventies, mostly likely an American film dubbed into Germany then back again. The sound track was amazing, far out obscure instrumental American funk. The dubbed grunts groans and dirty works coming from the actors softly mixed in with the music. Utter crap, rubbish, stereotyped boring and these days cheap porn. Greg was feeling strangely aroused. The film seemed to help create a strange, hot and sleazy sort of ambience. An atmosphere as of until now unknown to Greg, this was a very new and interesting experience. So dark, so very dark.

Greg happily watched as a quite fit young lady was just as happily giving head to two guys, she was going back and forth between those two cock quite quickly and looking very horny and excited. He enjoyed watching as she deep throated each one and on withdrawing she have each tip a good suck, like she wanted to drink through a straw. Her tongue was quick and wet as she worked them harder and faster... Greg was getting so into the film that he hadn't noticed one of the human shapes from the other back row got up and moved over to the seat next to his overcoat, until the man coughed lightly. He glanced quickly from the screen to his right and back again wondering why this man had come so close but he was soon back in the action. The girl was begging one of the guys "fuck me, umm, fuck me, I want to feel a cock up me" she was kneeling on all fours with a cock in front of her face and wiggling he ass around. She was hot for it.

Greg noticed movement from of the corner of his eye. He glanced another quick look to his neighbor and was a little surprised to she the guy had his cock out and was slowly touching himself. Rubbing his cock slowly up and down, this was quite a movement as he was very well endowed. The girl in the film was now sucking hard on the cock in front of her and getting a real hard fucking from behind, The dubbing of the film made it possible for her to be moaning heavily with delight whilst having her mouth full with this other very excited penis. The man next door also had a very excited penis as he had picked up pace. Greg's own cock was a hard as rock in his jeans and was pressing painfully against the zip, he would have to release some pressure soon, and this is getting to be too much.

The two guys where changing places and the girl cried out as the cock she had been sucking for the last 10 minutes ripped into her pussy with quite some force. The other cock now covered with her juices went straight into her mouth and the scene continued... Suddenly Greg saw his overcoat rise up at get placed on the back of the seat in front and at the same moment the man next door moved directly into the seat next to Greg. He then continued to play with himself at the same pace Greg had noticed just a few moments ago. The man placed his other hand on Greg's crouch and slowly but firmly rubbed Greg's cock through his jeans. Greg didn't really know what to do, he was a little scared but his cock was still hard and the rubbing felt real good. The girl was enjoying her fucking. The guy fucking her as hard as ever was also touching and poking at her ass hole which was making her wiggle and moan even more than before. He took his cock out of her pussy and thrust it forcefully into her anus, she had removed the cock from her mouth and was wanking it feverishly, she screamed! She screamed "Yes, YES That’s it! Fuck My ASS you Mother Fuckers, Ahh Yes, YES, yes” A voice entered Greg's head, a male voice, low in its tone and volume but perfectly clear "and you, you take my cock in your hand and pump, do it now" 

What am I doing Greg thought as he reached over to that big cock and wrapped his fingers around it. This is the first cock Greg has ever touched other than his own of course. He has never had the urge to do this before, or at least he couldn't remember having had. But he was doing it. The cock was huge this fingers didn't cover the circumference of this thing. It felt warm, it was very turned on and well lubricated. It was hard but remained quite soft to the touch, he slid his hand up to the top and felt the tip exploring with his fingers taking in this new experience "Pump! I said, pump me" repeated the voice. So Greg started to stroke his hand up and down the wonderful shaft of this stranger and retuned his gaze to the big screen.