The Long Hot Summer - The Awakening

I was well into my normal routine, and starting to feel that wonderful tingling sensation coming from my balls; just as my stomach muscles began to tense, and I felt the familiar cum build up in my groin, there was loud bump in the bathroom somewhere. At first I froze and thought, "What the hell was that?" I quickly jerked the shower curtain back, standing there unnerved, with a “hardon” in my hand and brush in my ass, only to find an empty room. I stood there very still for a long moment, listening for any follow-up noises. That really rattle me and as I looked down I was staring at my limp member, and thinking the mood had died, and I needed to get back upstairs ASAP. Being in that big old house, on that floor all by myself, my mind was furiously working out all kinds of scenarios involving everything from chainsaw wheeling maniacs, to aliens. So I showered off very quickly, threw on my cloths, ran down the hallway and up the stairs into the loft, slamming the door behind me.

Ronnie jumped as I flew through the door into the room slamming it behind me.
“What the hell is wrong with you?” he asked in a huff.
“Oh, sorry about that, just a little nervous I guess.” I said, out of breath. I wasn't about to tell my cousin I was scared shitless by a bang on the wall.
“Gee, go easy David” Ronnie said.
“Yeah, I got a little carried away.” I replied shakily.

Chapter 3

The loft room had a single bed in one corner, and a double bed centered on the wall underneath the double windows, that faced the back of the house. That was the bed that Ronnie slept in. The room was actually quite cozy, with posters of cars and scantily clad women adorning the walls. There were a couple of dressers against the far wall and a pair of night tables next to the bed. A mini refrigerator, which was very nice, was on a table on opposite wall. A sink and mirror sat in the front right corner of the room, closest to the door leading to the stairs.
I decided it was time to hit the sack since we had to get up early, so I stripped down to my Jockey shorts and started to climb into the single bed when Ronnie asked, “What are you doing?”

“Well, I was going to get in bed.” I said, in a matter of fact manner

He looked at me quizzically and said, “You don’t want to sleep in that bed, it hasn’t been used in years, and it smells, and who knows what else.” After I bent down and examined it, sniffing around it, I agreed, it really did smell bad, and probably had bed bugs. "Not a good idea!" I said to myself.

He looked at me and said, “Here just sleep over here there’s plenty of room.”

“Are you sure?” I asked.

“Yes.” he said flatly.

“Ok, I can do that, I guess.” I said, somewhat tentatively.

I must have sounded reluctant because he jokingly remarked, “What’s the matter, you never slept with another guy?”

“Well, actually no.” I replied timidly.

He looked at me with a big smile seeing that I was clearly uneasy, “Well I’m not going to bite you, and it’ll be fun. We can lay here and talk without yelling across the room at each other. So what’d about it?” Ronnie asked eagerly.

“Ok, well I guess it’s alright.” I replied nervously.

So, I lifted the sheet and began to slip in the bed and realized that Ronnie was completely nude. “That was a stupid thing to think”, I thought to myself, “You’re either nude or you’re not! DUH!” Anyway, I couldn’t help but notice his nudity, as he was lying on his side with he crotch facing me, and he had a very large erection. I hadn't notice it before because of the way he was positioned in the bed. I must have just stared at his erection because he said, “What? You’ve never seen an erection before? Please! I know you probably get one every hour at your age.” he remarks casually.

The only response I could think of was, “Well, yeah, sometimes, but why are you in bed without any clothes on?”

Ronnie laughed, “You should give it a try. I find it’s more comfortable to sleep in the nude in this heat then those Jockeys, and I like the feel of freedom.” he said with a smile. “I sleep in the nude all the time. Really! Take that underwear off and see if you don’t like it. If you don’t you can always put them back on.” he said cheerfully.

“Whatever!” I quipped, “I’ll leave mine on, thanks.” I replied.

I lay there for a little while as Ronnie was talking about all kinds of things that I was really wasn’t fully listening to. The funny thing was that I was still thinking about how comfortable it might be to sleep without any underwear. Maybe it was because I hadn’t been able to come that night in the shower, or it was just simple curiosity, but it started to sound like a good idea. Before I could make my mind up, I caught a snippet of something Ronnie was asking me.

“What?” I asked.

“David, how would you like to see some magazines with nude women in them?” he asked.

“What? What did you say?” I asked again.

“You know, magazines with nude women, fucking. You’ve heard of them, right?” He asked sarcastically. “Would you like to see some?” He asked impatiently.

“Really?” I blurted out.

“Yes.” he said, somewhat dumbfounded by my apparently sudden loss of mental acuity.

I had never seen anything pornographic before, and being the horny teenager that I was, my response was an instant “Okay!” My mouth opened in response without thinking about it. The old libido was on automatic now.

Ronnie got up from the bed, walked across the room, and knelt to remove a floorboard in the corner; this was apparently where he hid private items. As he was walking over I noticed he had a pretty good tan all over his body. “How did he manage to do that?” I asked myself. “Was he running around the ranch without clothes? Nope, not likely”, I thought. “What about getting sunburned down there?” I wondered. “I’d have to find a way to ask him when I know him better.” I thought to myself.

I was quickly distracted from my thoughts as he stood up, and turned, to walk back to the bed. He seemed to have a slow deliberate motion to his stride as he glided across the room. I swear his dick looked larger than it did a few minutes ago. I did my best to keep from staring at it because I didn’t want my cousin to think I was a pervert or something, but my curiosity was getting the better of me. Looking at him strolling toward the bed, I was shocked that I felt the all too familiar twinge in the pit of stomach, as he approached. His manhood was long and straight and standing out in front of him. I guess it was 7 to 7 ˝ inches long, and thick. I’m pretty sure he noticed me looking, but I quickly averted my eyes. "God, I was really acting like a dweeb," I thought, embarrassed.

He got in the bed with a funny grin on his face, and a handful of magazines, containing color, and black and white pictures. As he was about to hand me a magazine he stopped, and looked at me with a serious expression on his face, and said, “David, you can’t tell anyone that I showed these to you or we are both in big trouble. Do you understand?” he said, somberly. I nodded my head. “No, I mean it. Do you understand?” he asked more forcefully. “Yes!” I replied eagerly, “I promise I won’t tell a soul, do I look stupid?” I remarked, sarcastically. He laughed briefly and handed me one of the magazines, his expression unreadable.

Chapter 4

I took the magazine and began looking through it page by page. "Wow, this was pretty darn explicit stuff!" I thought.
I had never dreamed anything like this existed. Somewhere around the fourth page I had developed a raging “hardon” and my dick was really stiff and aching badly. It was so hard I felt like I could hammer nails with it. The magazine showed men and women performing oral and anal sex, multiple penetrations, and sex in just about every position imaginable. It was really hot, especially for a teenager that hadn't had any exposure to this kind of stuff.

When I was finished looking at the first one, Ronnie handed me another magazine, except this time it had nothing but men in it. Well, that kind of surprised me, a lot, but I looked through it, and surprisingly, it was turning me also, so I continued to page completely through it. Everything I’d seen so far was new and exciting, and more than sexually naďve teenager could have ever imagined, or hoped for. "There's a whole new world to explore now!" I thought, expectantly.

I gradually began to realize that I was sitting up on my side of the bed, cross-legged, a sheet covering me, with a large white tent where my lap used to be. It was obvious I was really turned on by the pictures, but now I was equally embarrassed to be in this condition in front of my cousin, who I barely knew. There was no way to hide my excitement at this point.

Ronnie must have noticed the tent sticking up between my legs, and recognized my apprehension and embarrassment in this situation because out of nowhere he remarked, “Whoa, nice one cousin!”

“What are you talking about?” I asked curtly.

“That nice boner you’ve got going on there man. Hey, that’s a nice one for your age.” he said slyly.

“You really think so?” I asked, genuinely interested.

“Hell yeah Cuz!" he snapped back in response. “Listen, I’ve seen guys twice your age, and a lot bigger, that didn’t have cocks that large. I wonder how big it will be when you’re my age.” Quite abruptly he asked, “Can I see it?”

“I don’t think so Ronnie, that’s kind of embarrassing.” I responded shyly.

“Oh come on, I’ll show you mine first if you want?” he said, pleadingly. “What’a ya say?” he asked, with an edge of eagerness.

“No, I don’t think…” I started to reply.

But before I could complete my sentence, he rolls on his back, kicks the sheet down, and proudly displays his cock, it's length jutting straight up in the air. Frankly, it looked pretty impressive to a young guy like me, and I guess it would have been impressive to anyone, now that I think about it.

Things started to get pretty crazy at this point. My cousin lay there stroking his big cock right in front of me, all the time telling me how good it felt, and that we shouldn’t be embarrassed about showing off our bodies... Frankly, I wasn’t buying the line, but sitting there with that magazine in one hand, and watching my cousin jerking off right in front of me, my body wanted to believe everything he was selling. My lust was building by the second, and doing a damn good job of lowering my inhibitions, embarrassment, and self-conscientiousness. My body’s desire was gradually overriding my good sense; to the point that I didn’t feel I was in control of my actions any longer. I felt like a spectator trapped in my body, watching it take its own course and do things on its own.

My hormones were going crazy; they were all over the place at this point. I was so turned-on sitting there watching my cousin stroking his member, that my cock really, really hurt. I could hear my heart pounding in my chest, drowning out my cousin's words as he continued to extol the virtues of nudity, or whatever; I wasn’t listening any longer. I was focused on my body, which felt like it was literally on fire. I was sweating profusely and felt flushed; my skin was hot to the touch, and my breathing was labored and shallow. I had no idea what was happening to me; I’d never felt like this before, and I didn’t know what to do about it. Thinking back I must have experienced a massive release of endorphins because I felt mentally and physically intoxicated.

Distantly, as if far away down a tunnel, I heard Ronnie’s voice. As my thoughts and vision seemed to clear somewhat, I heard him asking me something, but I couldn’t make it out. Then slowly things began coming into focus and I heard, “Hey man, are you okay? he asked. You look like you’re ill, or something.” he said, concerned.

“Yeah Ronnie, I’m alright, at least I think so.” came my dazed response.

“What’s wrong?” he asked. “Did I say something to upset you? Hey, if I did I’m sorry, this may be too much for you right now, let’s turn in.” he offered.

I looked directly at him, now propped up on his elbow, his erection in his hand, eyes, lustful and pleading, and knew immediately the offer lacked complete sincerity.

Looking down in my lap at the sheet that was now a tent; I felt an overwhelming urgency to relieve my very painful “hardon”. I was curious, and excited, and above all, really turned-on, so in a hoarse panting voice I replied, “NO! No, I’m fine.”

I decided to throw caution to the wind and tell my cousin the real truth about what I was experiencing. “Ronnie, I’m so turned-on right now it really hurts, and I’m having a problem dealing with all of this, that’s all.” I said sincerely.

My cousin got a huge smile on his face as he looked at me with an earnest and determined look, “Well, I think we can do something about that, if you are willing to so what I ask of you.” he said. “Can you do that no matter how uncomfortable or embarrassing it might be for you?” he asked flatly.

“I think so, but it depends on what you want me to do.” I said.

“That’s a fair answer.” he said. “I won’t ask you to anything you don’t like, but you have to at least try it first. Do you think you can do that for me?” he asked.

I’ll do my best.” I responded sheepishly.

I was so damn miserable and half-crazy with lust by then I said, “Yes, I’ll do my best to do whatever you ask, but if I don’t like it, I won’t do it.”

Ronnie looked thoughtfully at me and said, “That’s fine, I don’t want you to do anything you don’t want to. David, one other thing; you can never tell anyone about anything that we do together, okay!? It stays between us. There’s nothing wrong with what I’m going to teach you, it’s just that some people are really closed minded about sex, so this has to be our secret, got it!?” he said sternly.

“Absolutely, Ronnie, not a word.” I replied, understanding his trepidation.

Chapter 5

My cousin seeing that I was an emotional and sexual bundle of confusion and desire, simply said, “Let’s start your education.”

“Okay, can we please, I’m really hurting here.” I said anxiously.

“First, let’s get that underwear off so you can free that monster you appear to have under there.” he said, his tone bordering on analytical.

He sat up, reached across, and turned down the sheet to reveal my underwear, standing straight up and very taut, as my erection strained to burst out of its confinement. The entire front of my white Jockey shorts were now completely drenched with precum that had been oozing out of the tip of my cock during the last 15 - 20 minutes.

At seeing this, Ronnie said brightly, “Damn you ARE turned-on! Let’s get those off and see what we’re dealing with here.”

I started to lay back, lift my hips so I could remove my underwear when he quickly said, “NO, Don’t! I want you to have a really good first time experience.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?” I asked quizzically.

“You’ll see, just be patient and do as I ask.” he replied firmly.

"Lay flat on your back with your legs together." he said flatly. He moved his legs to straddle me on both sides and said, “Now, as I remove your underwear raise your hips so I can pull them off more easily, okay?”

Laboring to maintain my composure, I managed to reply, “Yeah, sure whatever you want.”

I had no idea what I was doing or what was going to happen. I did know that I was really horny, my cock was throbbing uncontrollably, and I was harder than ever. Boy did my dick hurt, but in a really good way.

My cousin pulled the Jockey’s down as I lifted my hips, as instructed. He paused for a few seconds as he got them over my smooth ass and down to mid-thigh. I wasn’t able to focus on very much at the time, but I thought I heard him let out a soft moan before he continued. Once they were off, he tossed the briefs to the floor and positioned me in the middle of the bed, placing a pillow behind my head. Straddling my body again, he moved up enough that he was able to lie directly on top of me, affording him a more advantageous eye level position, as we lay on the bed. He gently positioned himself along the length of my nude body; I felt his rigid cock move between my thighs, the tip touching the base of my cock just under the scrotum. He was quite a bit taller so he was able to slide his hard member between my closed thighs. By moving slightly forward, his penis was able to stimulate the sensitive nerve ganglia between my anus and the base of the scrotum. After a few minutes I felt a goodly amount of precum oozing onto my body and running into the crack of my ass. Ronnie lay there looking silently into my eyes, as he made very small movements backward and forward between my legs.

While he was doing that his stomach rubbed up and down on my rock hard member, giving me extreme pleasure and further increasing my state of arousal. My cock was dripping precum as if the supply was inexhaustible, saturating both our abdomen, rendering our taut bellies slimy and slick. The sensation was absolutely wonderful and it was all I could to do to keep from shooting my load right then.

My cousin abruptly stopped his gyrations and, putting his arms around my waist and behind my neck for support, leaned down and quietly whispered in my left ear, “Does that feel good?”

My mind and body were so overloaded with the myriad of sensations I was feeling, all I could do was nod yes. Unexpectedly, he began to lightly and tenderly kiss the nape of my neck. His kisses were petite and feather light, starting at my ear lobe, and slowly progressing down my neck to the top of my shoulder blade. He would periodically use the hand behind my neck to turn my head, in order to access the extremely sensitive areas of my neck.

“Oh God!” I thought, “I can’t believe I’m letting a guy kiss me and touch my body like this.” This was all very confusing and I felt guilty that I was enjoying it so much. “God, he was really turning me on and I loved it”, was all I could think.