The Pain in my Heart

"Hey dude.. What's up?" "Nothin, just chillin.." "Oh yeah? My name's Dwayne.. You?" "Jeramy." Thats how it all started. This was my freshmen year at highschool. The first day.. Which sucked because I didn't know anyone.. But low and behold, there, standing at my table at 5"9, the most beautiful smile, brown hair, brown eyes, and fit body you could ever imagine. His name was Dwayne. We immediately hit it off from the start.. But, there was something that seperated us.. He was straight, I was gay. 

Now me, being 5"8, blonde hair, blue eyes, slim, but not too slim, I was attracted to males. Now, usually, if I saw a cute guy, it would just be sorta a "I wanna fuck him" situation.. But, when I look into Dwaynes eyes.. My heart starts to pound, my blood rushes through my veins, and I become dazed by the scent of him. Anyways, 2 years went by and we remained friends. One night, actually the night of our Prom, Dwayne came up to me and asked "wanna dance." Now me, not out of the closet yet, I just laughed it off and he did too.. Even though I woulda went in the bathroom and just stripped him of his close and start sucking him off right then and there.. But we had a good time, until about 3 hours into it. 

Dwayne was sentimentel, he wasn't one of those "hard types", but he wasn't scared to fight. Which shocked me when he approached me. Tears were ready to pour from his eyes. "What is it, what's the matter?" "She dumped me.." He said softly. "What! Why?" "I don't know, can we get out of here?" I had no date and no reason too stay, so I agreed. "Where we off too?" "I just need someone to talk to tonight.. Is it alright to crash with you?" My heart started pounding, my dick awoke right away and throbbed with a passion. "Y-Yea sure." 

"Thanks." We finally arrived at my house and went into my room, my parents had been on vacation, so it was just me and him. "You can sleep on my bed if you want, I'll take the floor." "We'll see when we go to sleep." "Uh-Ok." He began to disrobe from his suit, which he looked gorgeous in. "You got anything comfortable I can wear?" "Umn-yea sure." I gave him a pair of shorts. He took of his shirt exposing his beautiful tanned completed body, and his pants had been so low, you could see enough where the sun never touched his body. 

He began to take off his pants, I looked the other way quickly, but tried to look with the corner of my eye. "Damn dude, you that shy to see another dude undress?" "Wh-What? N-No No, just didn't wanna make you uncomfortable." "Hmph- whatever." At that point I was ready to tell him, ready to ask if he could ever love me, but afraid of rejection. "Dwayne-- there's something I need to ask you." "Whats that?" "Well I like somebody close to me, but there's just one thing different, do you still think its worth goin for..?" 

"Yea, I do." "No matter what right?" "Yea, no matter what.." "Dwayne, I have to tell you something.." "What is it?" "Ever since I met you 2 years ago, I've always.. well I've always thought of us close..really close." He paused for a second.. "What im trying to say is Dwayne, I -- L.. I Love you.. "What? Whoa!" "Please dont be mad at me.. "I'm not mad.." He sat on my bed next to me. 

He took his hands and placed them around my back giving me a hug. And he said "I love you too.." ----- Now keep in mind, we'd both been drinking, after all, this was a prom! ----- He slowly started kissing around my lips, caressing my back. My dick immediately rose up. Slowly we fell into eachother on the bed. He was making all the moves, moving up and down in a paced position. We kept kissing and dry-humping.. I could feel his cock throbbing, getting harder with every dry pump. He whispered in my ear "I want you to fuck me." I looked in shock, as my heart beat rose.. 

I grabbed his shorts, pulled them down, rolled him over, and started sucking his cock with a lust. He let out a moan .. "Oh god, Jeramy.. Oh yea thats it.." He pulled out of my mouth and kissed me, then he told me to pull my pants down as he flipped over.. My cock was as hard as ever, and when I saw his smoothe tight-white ass.. I cupped them and gave a squeeze.. His hole was already ready to fuck.. 

I stuck my finger in my mouth and gave his ass a nudge with it.. Going in more and more by the minute.. Until finally, he let out a moan "UHH.." I'd hit his golden spot.. The cum dripped from his cock.. In spurts of 3's.. Finally, it was my turn.. I stuck my cock out to the edge, and smoothly rubbed it around his hole.. Then, to my amaze, it just opened widely when I did that.. I stuck it in and went deeper and deeper, then pulled out.. Dwayne let out another moan.. Our bodys paced as you heard a mixture of my balls pressing against the bottom of his ass and the spit from me opening up his ass.. Louder and louder it became.. My heart was pulsing.. I looked down and I saw my shaft sticky with precum, and going in and out at a pace you couldn't even masturbate too.. Faster and faster it went in and out in and out.. I grabbed Dwayne's dick and started jerking it vigorously.. 

I spit in my hand and pressed it on the head of his 8" cock. You could hear both of us moaning.. Until finally Dwayne yelled "Im gonna cum-- OH YES." Dwayne spurted every where on my bed, with leftovers on my hand as warm as every. I then wiped my hand-- while still fucking -- on the bed.. I felt my breaths getting shorter and shorter, the heat from my dick to his ass.. The sweat that ran down both my shaft and his ass crack.. I moaned loud "Ohh fuck yea Dwayne.. Im gonna cum.." We both moaned.. then there was silence.. I laid next to him.. He crept into my arms.. 

We laid in silence. I kissed his lips, he kissed back.. As we both dozed off after 10 minutes of lying and holding eachother.. Before I fell asleep.. I whispered in his ear softly.. "I meant it--I love you." I think he heard me even though it seemed he was asleep... But I held him tighter... and rubbed his back, then fell asleep..
+To Be continued..+

A glimpse of Part II:
I woke up to the warmth of my love.. He too, followed..
"What Happened?"
"What do you mean what happened?!"