The Truth about Love Songs: Chapter 1

Note: This story is completely fictional!

They say one of the hardest and most stressful things in this would to do is move home. Well its even worst when you have to, not only move homes but start a new school at the same time, so by the time Lucas reached his new home in America he was no a happy bunny. 

He had known that this was on the card for some time but he still hadn’t prepared himself for it. His dad was offered a Job of a lifetime and instead of letting Lucas have his freedom in London, he made him move with him, “So we can keep the family together” was his dads excuse. Lucas had a good life in London with a lot of friends and he wanted to keep it, but it had been decided and he was off.

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They collected their bags as they got of the plane and headed for the car rental stand. His dad had called ahead and there was a mini bus waiting for them. Lucas hated the fact that there was so may of them. There was Bill who was the oldest at 23, Sarah who was 21, then Lucas 19, Charlie 18, etc. “Who has 9 kids in this day and age?” he thought to himself.

He stood out side the new home with his mouth wide open. “Are you sure this is right place” he heard his brother Charlie say. The house was huge. Bigger that anything any of them had ever seen. 
“Yep, this is it, what do you think” his dad said smiling and looking in Lucas’ direction.
“I think I still want to go home” Lucas said and walked past his family.
“At least give it a chance Luc,” his dad said calling out after him, but Lucas said nothing and carried on walking.

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Lucas found it hard to settle in to this life that had been given to him. All his siblings were loving it but he wasn’t happy. And school was worst of all. He hadn’t managed to make a single friend in the 6 month he had been there. To be honest he hadn’t tried. His sisters Millie and Mya had joint the cheerleading squad in their school. Both had managed to find boyfriends within a month of being there; they were fast becoming two very popular girls. Charlie enjoyed a different kind of success with the school paper. He managed to blag his way onto the staff. He wasn’t a half-bad journalist, but Lucas wasn’t going to tell him that. Lucas, on the over hand, had managed to avoid talking to a single person. In the beginning, Charlie and Lucas sat together at lunch, but as he began to make his own way, he was left alone. What made it even worse was that he wasn’t doing so well in any of his classes. He was always in the top 5 of his class back in England but now he was doing shit. 

One day his teacher Mrs. Roman asked him to stay behind. He new this was going to be bad.
“ Lucas” She started softly “ I notice that you have been having trouble with the work since you’ve come here, in fact I’ve spoken to your other teachers and they have been saying that you are well behind everyone in there classes as well. I know coming over from England must have been hard for you but you need to keep on top of things”
He stared at her blankly.
“I know you were a top student in your old school” she continued “I just think that you need a little help, so I was thinking, maybe a bit of tutoring would be in order ” This is when he knew he had to say something,
“I’m fine, things are fine. It’s all just a bit new that all. I’ll catch up on my own. I don’t need anyone’s help” She looked at him with a great concern eye as if he had just told her he was sick.

She was a fat lady with silver hair. She was no taller then 5,3 but she had presents about her that made her seem taller. She was about 40, but with her silver hair and the wrinkles around her eyes, you would have thought that she was about 50. She looked, to him, like she had been doing this job for far to long. She seemed so tired it was hard not to feel sorry for her. “It’s just to help you for a little while” she said in a voice that almost sounded like she was pleading with him. He lowered his head and agreed. “When did you want us to start?” he said, disappointed in himself that he didn’t fight harder not to do this. 
“Oh no, it’s not going to be me dear”. He shot her a look that sad said, “ What have you done”. 
“Don’t look so worried, It a student, his name is Tyler Henderson and he is very good at helping people”
She began to grin like she knew a secret. “I’m sure you and Tyler are going to get on very well” For a second he could see her start to drift off, it looked as if she was remembering a moment of passion. “Miss?” he called out, not wanting her to keep him much longer than she already had. She shook her head a little, looked at him and then continued. “ Now I’ve arranged for him to meet you in the library after school tomorrow” She handed him a piece of paper that said ‘library 3:30pm’ he took it and walked out. 

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It felt like the day was never going to end. He could feel the life draining away from him as sat through his last 2 lessons. He waited impatiently for the bell to ring so he could get his tutorial lesson over with and get the whole day out of his system. He just hated being there, he wanted his old life back and was not prepared to start a new one here at all.

As he waited for the bell to ring his mind wondered back to when he was back in London with his friends. Life felt so much easier then. He knew where he was going and what he was doing. Now he was stuck somewhere he didn’t want to be, doing things he didn’t want to and he hated it.

When the bell had finally rang, Lucas took a deep breath, grabs his bag and ran through the door. He got to the library 5 minutes early. He waited patiently for this unknown tutor. His mind began to wonder again back to his ex-girlfriend Julie. He missed her so much. They where best friends before and after they had gotton together. He missed the way he could talk to her about anything. He wanted to hold her, to kiss her. They never really had a lot of sex; they enjoyed each talking and sharing more. As he began to get lost in his memories he felt a hand on his shoulder. He turned around and saw a tall guy standing over him. He stood up and stared into the bluest eyes he had ever seen in his life. He had to catch his breath. 

“Lucas Holter, right?”
“Yea, that right” he said casually regaining his composer. 
“Cool, I’m Tyler Henderson, and I’m here to help you out with your classes”
“No shit, why the fuck else would I be meeting someone I didn’t know I the library?” Lucas responded sarcastically. He turned and settled back into his seat. Tyler walked over to the chair opposite him, sat down and smiled. Lucas noted in his mind that Tyler had a really nice smile and great teeth. He had dimples on both sides of his cheeks and perfect skin, not a spot or pimple in site. Tyler was about 6 foot, medium build with short brown hair. “Why am I even thinking about the way this guy looks?” Lucas asked himself as he shook his head slightly braking his trance. 
“What are you smile at?” Lucas said after about minute of silence.
“Well I was just wondering how long you were planing on have that chip on your shoulder”
“I haven’t got a chip on by shoulder. You don’t even know me. You’ve been sitting here for a second, how can you say I’ve got a chip on my shoulder? Said Lucas with more anger in his voice that he wanted.
“I’m a good judge of character “
“Well if you think I’ve got such a bad attitude then maybe I should leave” But Lucas didn’t move. “Why an I not moving” he asked himself silently. Tyler stared him straight in his eyes, his smile had faded but his eye let of a great warmness. Lucas began to get a funny feeling in the pit of this stomach as Tyler continued to stare at him. He didn’t know what it was.
“Well, are we going to get started or what?” said Lucas picking up his rucksack and taking out his English and History books. Tyler began to smile again.
“What?”
“Nothing”
“Then why are you smiling again”
“You’re very cute when you’re nervous” Tyler smile had grown wider as he saw Lucas’s mouth fall open.
“I’m sorry, what did you say?”
“You heard” 
Lucas was speechless. He couldn’t get his head round what Tyler had just said to him. 
“Are you fucking me?” he asked nervously. Tyler didn’t respond. He just reached down and took out his books. 
“Why did you say that?” Lucas wanted to know, but Tyler didn’t answer his question. 
“OK, were going to do History first. There’s a test coming up soon and you need to be ready.” Tyler said. They look at each other for a second and the started to work. Lucas’ mind was spinning. He wanted to know why he had said that, what, did he think that he was gay. If that is the case why wasn’t he getting up and walking away. Tyler could see the mounting confusion growing in Lucas’ mind and he smiled to himself.

Tyler had noticed Lucas from the first day he entered the school. Lucas was about 5’ 10 and slim build. He had the nicest eyes he had ever seen. They were emerald green and twinkled when he smiles, which Tyler noticed, was not that often. He always wore fitted jeans that showed his perfectly round ass. Tyler wasn’t backwards at coming forwards but he looked at Lucas and he knew he was going to have to tread a little carefully. He noticed a little sadness in his face when he was in his classes, which made Tyler want to be with him all the more. Tyler liked Lucas from the start but waited patiently for his opportunity to get know him. Tyler was very popular in school. He knew just about everyone and that included the teachers. Everyone wanted to be Tyler’s friend. He was one of those people who were good at everything they did. He was top off his class, was on the football team, the lead in all the school plays, a tutor and occasionally took pictures for the school paper. He was very much your ‘All American Guy’ except for one thing. He was gay and everyone in school knew it. He never got a hard time about it cos he has always been popular. Not all the gay kids in he school got of so easy, but no one would mess with Tyler. They all knew that he could kick their ass if he wanted to. 

For the next hour and a half they studied. Occasionally they would catch each other’s eye. Lucas would turn away quickly but Tyler would just smile. They worked on the up coming History test and then moved on the English. Although Lucas thought he'd done well, he knew that his mind wasn’t completely on what they were studying. He kept hearing the worlds over and over again in his head. “You’re cute when you’re nervous” “He thinks I’m cute. But I’m not gay. What would make him say that?” Over and over this went on his head.
When they finished Lucas picked up his things as quick as possible and headed for the door. 
“Wait up Lucas” he heard Tyler shout for behind him.
“I can’t, I’ve got to go” he stammered 
“What’s the rush”
“I need to get home” 
“Do you want to go for a drink or something”
“What?” 
Tyler let out a little laugh. “Don’t you hear so well?”
“I’m not gay” Lucas blurted out.
“I was asking if you wanted to go for a drink not if you wanted to get on your knees and suck my cock. The boys and me are going to Freddie’s and I wanted to know if you wanted to join us.
“No”. Lucas said nothing more and walked off. Tyler gazed at Lucas as walked away. 
“So, I’ll see you tomorrow then?” Tyler shouted. Lucas didn’t respond and continued walking out of the library.

That night Lucas laid in bed thinking about what had happened “Why did he say that?” he keep asking himself. What did he expect him to say? What, did he think he was gay?" Lucas’ head began to hurt; he rolled on his side and tried to sleep but couldn’t. He had a huge boner and wanted to do something about it but his mind was filled with thoughts of Tyler. Conjuring up an image of Julie he rolled back onto his back and put his hands in his boxers shorts, wrapped his hand around his cock and started pulling on his cock. It was about 8 inches long when fully erect. He tried to relax as he took long strokes of his cock. He moved his other free hand and began to play with his balls. He licked his thump and circled his piss silt. He tried to imagine one of the rear occasions that Julie had sucked his cock. He closed his eye and pictured her head moving up and down, her warm lips around his hard member. Her tongue flickering up and down his shaft. His hand begun to move faster and he began to breathe heavier. As he got faster the image in his mind began to change and it was no longer Julie with her mouth wrapped round his big cock but it was Tyler. Lucas stopped instantly. “What the fuck was that”, he thought. Tyler really had Lucas twisted. He removed his hand from his cock and rolled over. He didn’t want to think about wanking off with Tyler on this mind. He tried once again to sleep but now he couldn’t get the image of Tyler sucking his cock out of his head. The image was making his dick throb. He was scared of what it was all meaning, so he just lied there till he could take it any more. He reached back down to his cock and began working it again. Lucas closes his eyes and the image of Tyler was clear in his mind. He could see Tyler’s lips rapped around his cock, licking and sucking and taking it all the way in his mouth. He pictured Tyler using his other hand to play with his ball. As the thoughts flooded his mind his dick grew even harder and Lucas let a soft moan out of his parted lips. Lucas jacked off faster and faster as he imaged Tyler sucking on his ball and licking the spot between his ass and balls. Lucas’ breathing became heavy and his heart began to race. He could feel his balls tightening and he was ready to cum. He pulled harder and hot cum came squirting out of his cock. It landed on his chest and on his hand which was pulling the last of the hot cum from his dick. He hadn’t come that hard in a long time. He rubbed part of his cum into his sweaty body and licked the rest off his fingers. 

He laid there content and imaged Tyler lying next to him. “Fuck” he said to himself silently. Just like that Lucas knew Tyler had him. He didn’t know how he had done it but he knew that this boy had a power over him that he was going to find hard to fight. In five minutes Tyler had managed to get under Lucas’ skin. He had found his deepest, darkest feelings and had brought them to the surface and it only took one meeting. He rolled back onto his side and closed his eyes. He tried to go back to all the times he had imaged man (any man) fucking him, or him, sucking there cocks. Lucas had always dismissed the thoughts after a while. “All men think about things like that at some time or another”, he said to himself. "It means nothing". But it was always something that he wanted explore but was always to scared. Doing anything with a man was not an option, especially with his group of friends in London, who enjoyed kicking the shit out of people they suspected might be gay. (He never took part in shit like that but he never stopped them). “Was that part of the reason he had taken up with Julie”, he asked himself. 
There was just too much going on in his head. Too many question. He tried to silence the voices by thinking of English football. After 30 minutes he fell asleep.

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That day at School Tyler hadn’t said a word to Lucas. Lucas felt a little disappointed but didn’t show it at all. He realised that Tyler was in one 4 of his classes but he had never even noticed him before (He never noticed anyone). He tried not to look at him all day. He knew that he would have to talk to him in the library and deal with all these thoughts and feelings. But after what happen the day before he thought he might said something to him before that. Maybe explain why he thought he could try it on with him or what made him think that he would be interested.

When 3:30pm came around he began to feel a little nervous. He walked quickly to the library, hoping he would be there first again so he could try and calm himself down before Tyler reached. “Why are you acting like this?” he questioned himself over and over again. 
He waited about 20 minuets for Tyler, who strolled in with two off his team mates. 
“I’ll catch you later guys,” he said, waving his friends off as they went to the other end of the library. “Sorry to keep you waiting Lucas but I had some things to do” Said Tyler, sitting in the seat opposite him again.
“It’s fine” Lucas said softly and opened his English book. Tyler stared and began to smile his beautiful smile. That feeling began to reappear in Lucas’ stomach.
“Why are you smiling at me?” He said still speaking very softly.
“ Cos you’re a good looking guy”
“Don’t say that”
“Why?”
“Cos I’m not gay” Was all he could think to say.
Tyler’s smile grew wider “ I never said you were, I just said I think you’re a good looking guy and wanted to tell you”
Lucas stared Tyler in this blue eye and began to get a warm feeling in his chest. He got goose pimples all over his body,
“Your eyes are twinkling” Tyler said.
“What?”
“Your eyes, there twinkling, I’ve noticed that they do that some times.”
Lucas lowered his head, not know what to do or say.
“You know Lucas, where just wasting time here”
“What do you mean?” He looked up.
“I like you and I know you like me”
“I’m not……. ” 
“……gay, yea, you said. But I can see you like me”
“What?” 
“It’s in your eyes”
“What the fucks wrong with my eyes?”
Tyler laughed a little “ You really are cute. I’m going to enjoy getting to know you. How about after this we going somewhere?”
“Have you not been listening? I’m not………”
“… I just want to talk to you that’s all, what do you say?”
Lucas went quite
“I’ll take that as a yes them.”
Lucas still said nothing and they began to study. Lucas’ head was spinning again. “What the fuck is going on? What the fuck is happening to me? Why am I not running a mile? Why do I want to be near this guy? Why do I like this arrogant fuck? How did he get to me like this so fast? Should I even try and fight him?” All these question were running around his head and he wasn’t sure how to answer any of them.

After an unproductive hour and a half they left the library and headed for Tyler’s car. 
“So, where do you want to go?” Said Tyler
Lucas shrugged his shoulders and said nothing. He was scared shitless. He still couldn’t believe he was going to go off with him. He didn’t know what was going to happen once they got to where ever it was that they were going and that freaked him out even more. 
“Ok, I’ll choose” Tyler said seeing Lucas’ discomfort.

They left the school grounds and headed north. After 30 minutes of silence in the car Lucas said, “Where are we going? We’ve been driving for ages”
“We’re nearly there, just another 5 minutes. I’m taking you to this bar or pub, as you would call it. I know you’ll like it”. He shot Lucas a winning smile, which made Lucas shiver. He continued on. 
Sure enough, 5 minutes later, they reached a nice little pub called the Raven Inn. It was small and reminded Lucas of one of the country pubs he and his parents use to go to back in England. Inside it was dark and badly decorated. They had very traditional pub chairs and barstools. He got a warm feeling as he remembered home. They walked in sat down in a dark corner. Tyler went to the bar ordered two beers; he sat back down and told Lucas what was coming. They said nothing to each other till the beers came. Lucas looked around making sure there was no one from his school in the pub. He was finding this hard enough without the thought of everyone knowing his business. There were only 5 people in the whole palace, including them, but he kept looking around anyway. Finally the drinks came.

“So, tell me something Lucas, why did you come here with me”
Lucas said nothing. He couldn’t find it in himself to meet Tyler’s gazes.
“Ok, let’s start with something easier, How are you finding things over here?
Lucas was still silent, trying even harder not to look at Tyler.
“I’m not going to bite. I just want to get to know you, that all”.
“Why?”
“Why what?”
“Why me. Why did you choose me”
Tyler looked down at his beer and then looked back up at Lucas “You were sitting at lunch with your brother, he must have said something funny cos you laughed and I remember looking into your eyes and being lost. They twinkled like jewels. From then on I knew”
“Knew what?”
“That I wanted you in my life”
Lucas lowered his eyes and looked away. He could feel his cheeks burning red.

“I’ve always known that I was gay and have never been ashamed of it and would never hide it from anyone. I’m not going to force myself on you or try and make you do anything you don’t want to. But I can tell by the way you looked at me yesterday, the way you had to catch your breath when you saw me, that there’s something there, whether you were prepared to admit it to yourself or not. For now it fine if were just friends” Tyler took a sip of his beer and continued. “Like I said, I just want to get to know you”.
Lucas smiled and began to drink his beer. He could see in Tyler eyes that what he was saying was true and he really wasn’t trying to force him into anything. He began to relax a little. “Why not” he thought to himself. Seeing that Lucas was looking more relaxed he said “That’s better. Now tell me about you”