The day that changed my life - 2

*** Thanks guys hope it was worth the wait :D this story was based on love and actual experiences and it was great to have a chance of sharing it. Please leave any constructive criticism as I am just starting out. Harry!

There was no way to say it. Oh my god what do I say 3 years hiding in my own closet. I just knew my parents would not accept me, my mother who looks down on fags as she liked to call them . But I loved Michael even if I had just met him. Funny before I laid eyes on him I didn’t even believe in love; what am I to do?

I should have just done it kissed him when he asked me and I could have had a chance. Why didn’t I? I know I love him it’s like destiny was telling me yes this is the guy meant for you but my mind and society were saying no fit in you are popular and can make it through school being liked.

But I knew what I had to do I cannot deny my feelings if I had the slightest chance at finding love what is there that can stop me. I texted Michael and told him we had to talk. It had been all but an hour since we last spoke. Well he spoke I was just a confused dumb struck man. I decided to meet Michael at the lake a place that held special meaning to me and held all my fondest childhood memories.

It was awkward at first I mean how was I supposed to tell him in less than an hour I had changed my mind. I did not just want a simple one night fling if I needed that I’m sure one of the girl’s behind the football locker room would be more than willing since I have never expressed any interest before.

Michael just stood there and swung on a swing, I guess it was I that must talk he had said what he was thinking and I just left him hanging.

Me: “You know earlier today I didn’t know what to say you told me you liked me and I had been trying to repress all those urges. I didn’t know what to say and right know I do.” I stared him directly in those blue eyes that I knew I never wanted to hurt or lose until the die I am no more.

“The moment you walked up to me it was like fate trying to tell me I have been giving the chance to love and not hurt anymore. You were the piece I was looking forward to sew me up. I know many people will not accept me but when I look into your eyes I know it will be worth it. Michael I love you and I need you tonight. I saw tears form in his eyes I have never felt the urge to protect and love someone like I did Michael in that moment the world around me all revolved around him.

That night we made love for the first time, no not sex but the deep bond that brings human beings together for the first time. My body was meant to fit Michaels. The lake was perfect the moon was full and even in the cold weather I felt at ease as Michael took my virginity, my soul, and my heart. I knew I had no fear and no matter what might come my way I had found my soul mate.