The most painful yet beautiful experience with a jock!

100% fiction!

Hi my name is Michael. I'm 18 now and have no other siblings, but am not spoiled. I'm originally from Arizona. But moved to Danville, California. My dads company relocated and he got a promotion, so we moved. I had to leave all my friends behind and it was my freshmen year in high school. I was 17, And hated the fact we had to move when I was still an underclassmen, I didn't want to deal with the hazing of upperclassmen. My friends and I made a PAC, that when we entered high school, we would stick together and walk each-other to class to avoid the hazing. Most upperclassmen didn't want to haze by the group. The loners were the target. But now that idea of survival was over for me I had to endure all four years alone with whatever friends I could make in this new area.

Once we got to Danville, it was my worst nightmare. Million dollar homes everywhere, I was going to reside with the elete, my dad had gotten a pretty sweet promotion with a killer salary. I knew instantly I was going to deal with super rich, snobby, assholes in high school. Though I had no other option but to go with it. The next thing you know summer flew by like a week. I hadn't gone out of my house but, three times to the grocery store with my mom. I was so scared as my mom drove me to school. I didn't want to go I begged her to take me home I came up with this whole idea on homes schooling me, but she simply laughed and pulled into the school drive-way.

I then hesitated and got the courage to get out and walk in to school.
"Bye! Have a good day sweetie and don't worry you'll be fine!" she yelled, as I walked away. I hurried to the front gates, ignoring her embarrassing remark. As i entered I realized I walked in to a whole new environment, and was out of mine. Everyone here was dressed super preppy in what I can say as designer clothes and I'm not talking Abercrombie, Hollister, or American eagle. I'm talking Burberry, Gucci, and Prada. Though that was shocking to my surprise the guys were all Cute! I mean I could have easily came out then and there but knew that would have made school twice as miserable.

It was 7:20, and the first bell rang for class. *Oh what a relief* I thought to myself. I came just in time to avoid standing around looking like a loner. Then went to class. My first period was normal, and so was the second. I got lost going to my third period geometry. That's when I met my first friend Matthew Ronnky, he was nice he asked if I was lost and I replied with a nod. "are you mute?" he asked with an arched eyebrow. I then laughed and said no. Matt was your average funny guy with a lovable vibe. He walked me to my geometry class because coincidently he had that class too. He cracked jokes on the way there about people we passed, I then knew we were gonna be friends. After class, he asked if I'd sit with him in lunch, I accepted his proposal seeming I had no other place to sit.

Matt and I, then went to lunch and sat at a round table by the "self obsessed popular girls" or so Matt calls them, Haha. That's when I noticed him. The guy I was going to crush on till the end of my high school days. Donovan Timothy Stevahn, he was the most beautiful thing I've seen in my life. 6'3", muscular, blonde hair, blue-green eyes, and a smile of perfect teeth that put collegiate's commercials to shame. He was just the most gorgeous guy. And he was of course chatting up the self obsessed hotties. But he stopped for a second and looked at me, I guess he got the feeling of me staring. Matt instantly disrupted my gaze with a punch to the shoulder, Thank god I wouldn't have wanted to see Donovan's creeped out expression
"ouch"
"what's wrong with you?" he asked. " Nothing" I replied.

Matt then started to go on about the rules of the school and how if I fallow them I'd have no problem getting by. But that's not what was processing in my head. I wanted to see him again so I quickly glanced over to the right, where the girls were and he was gone, I then skimmed the cafeteria looking for him. He was gone, Oh how I hatted Matt for punching me. "Okay, let's go to the patio and chill there for a bit the bells gonna ring in a minute." Matt insisted. So we went. The bell then rang for fifth period. Matt viewed my scedgual and noticed we had gym seventh period together. He walked me to my class and we parted ways saying we'd meet a the fountain for seventh period together.

As fifth and sixth went bye, I found it hard to stop thinking of him. He was just intriguing in all aspects. Time flew by in both my classes, before I knew it I found myself standing by the fountain waiting for Matt. Who at the moment was running in my direction.
" come on let's go were gonna be late, the gym is on the other side of the campus I forgot!"
"what!?" I yelled then started to run behind him. We made it with just 5 seconds before the bell
"Phew, man what a work out, let see what's up?" Matt said.
The couch was passing out the schools gym uniforms and locker combinations. couch then handed me my uniform.
"man son, you need to eat you're not your average skinny huh?" couch said jokingly.
" all right ladies get dressed and meet me by the bleachers for rules!" he shouted.

I then went to my locker with Matt, who insisted a locker by mine because we were buds. And then it happened again, as I was undressing he passed my aisle, in gym shorts, resting his shirt over his shoulder, flaunting his abs and chiseled chest cause he new he was hot. He didn't notice me, though I wished he did. I got dressed as fast as I could hiding my semi-hard dick then passed every aisle all nonchalant looking for him. He wasn't in the locker room so I went out side. He was standing by the bleachers chatting up those same group of girls from lunch. Ugh! Oh How angry I was, I wanted him and those girls were flirting him up! I walked passed them and one of the girls gave me a snotty look, I simply walked up the bleachers where the couch was taking attendance and sat down waiting for Matt.

Matt showed up ruffly a minute after me. Then the entire class started to show. I noticed the guys splitting up as they entered the football field I then realized we were separated by grade. I saw Donovan go to the group by the field and asked the couch what group that was. He said it was the sophomores group. Jackpot!! He was only a grade older than me I knew I could have him.
As the class came to an end Matt pulled me to a side and asked me is I was gay, because he noticed how I keep looking at Donovan. Then I learned his name and tried to hide the excitement of the information I'd just received. " No! Man, what the he'll is wrong with you? I'm not gay."
I lied.

Before I knew it class was over and it was only a matter on minutes before school was too. I had to get him to notice me, so when We got in the showers I picked the shower head by him not worried about a hard on because the curtains were obstructing his view of my penis and vice versa. I asked if he had any shampoo because I forgot to ask for mine.
" haha, yeah I always tend to get extra from the couch. Here you go man no worries." oh, his voice was so dreamy I tried not to melt and act like a girl, and said thanks. After having my encounter with him I was satisfied. I then walked to the school drive-way and went home with my mom.

My entire freshmen year I admired from a distance trying not to make it obvious. Every here and there we'd make eye contact but never spoke. Gym was sorta the same, Except I caught him looking in my aisle once. I made some other friends but Matt was my main bud. The school year ended pretty quickly, I turned 15 and I was starting my sophomore year. Matt and I got really close, he was more my Best Friend than a bud by the end of summer, but I still didn't tell him I was gay. We spent the summer hanging back and forth between our houses playing video games, watching movies, just having good times. I was still infatuated by Donovan and was counting the days till school started, to see him again.

Before long school started again. I was ready for a new year, and wasn't really hazed my first year so I wasn't worried about it this year. Matt and I got our scedguals and looked for our classes together. And it was better this year we had four out of seven classes together. Gym being one of them. I was excited to for gym because if Matt and I still had the class together Donovan could have it too. This year Donovan was a junior, and was so gonna be driving. I then walked to my first class which was English 2. I when trough my day normally by lunch Matt and I sat in our very same Table. The "self obsessed divas"relocated so I had to skim the lunch room for Donovan and he wasn't here he must have changed his lunch period. I was really upset because I knew if we didn't have the same lunch we wouldn't have the same Gym period.

I was stumped all throughout lunch and couldn't eat, I gave Matt my lunch. Once lunch was over I was pretty much felling like my life was over. I knew I wouldn't see him unless I went out of my way to look for him, and that would have made me a psycho. So I just walked to my next class latin American History and sat down, put head down in my arms, and began hating life. Once class started our teacher Mr.Goodmen introduced himself and told me to pick my head up and I was glad I did. Two rows to the left of me by the door sat Donovan, and he was looking at me along with the entire class. I was so excited I had to pinch myself to avoid jumping for joy.

"sorry Mr.Goodmen it won't happen again" I answered with shame.
Once classic commenced I just kept gazing at Donovan thinking of lame conversation we were having in my head. Then time flew and class was over. Mr.Goodmen asked me to stay in his class for a minute, he had to talk to me. And Donovan stayed back too, to ask Mr.Goodmen about the class credit he'd get in here. I was just waiting by the door listening amongst their chat loving every word that came out of Donovan's mouth. He then turned around and looked at me with a smile and said " he's all yours!" Mr.Goodmen just told me what he can't tolerate in his class and let me on my way.

That was the only class I had with him that year and I was pretty disappointed, but glad I had at least one class with him. Though I couldn't see him semi- nude In a shower. I was glad I had him in Mr.Goodmen's class. Mr.Goodmen's class offered tons of group projects and I was trilled about that. The first project our class did was on the Aztecs and we were making a time line on the tools they invented. When we were asked to pick partners I quickly got up knowing the girls first pick. Walked up to Donovan casually and asked if he wanted to work on the project with me? I guess I was the only one to ask him because once he said yeas, I turned around no one was behind me. My guess, they were all intimidated by his charm.

I then worked on the research with him, He made small talk. He asked me what my name was, how old I am, and so forth. He told me he remembered me from Gym last year and I kinda blushed. He also mentioned he started lacrosse this year and went to lacrosse camp over the summer, I joked on the existence of the camp and made him laugh. I was in heaven. Never would I have imagined us talking like we were. Donovan then invited me to see one of his games and to bring Matt, but he called him " that one kid" and I laughed. I was so glad I asked him to be my partner and that I had the balls to confront him. Class ended and I was disappointed I had to leave but was eager for tomorrow we still had four days to work together on the project together. Each of those days we did more talking than work and got a "C" on the assignment and joked that Mr.Goodmen was an ass.

I could feel Donovan warming up to me, and was happy to hear one of his games were coming up on saturday agents our rival schools, he insisted I go. When Saturday strolled around, I dragged Matt to the game though he hatted everything about lacrosse and would have preferred football. But I simply said he's stupid for thinking that. We watched the match and we were down by two then Donovan came in the game and the announcer called him our secret weapon, i jumped and yelled "WHOOO! Donovan, thats my bud!" I assumed he was really good. Matt got jealous and started criticizing Donovan's form of playing. I could tell he didn't like me calling him my bud and it was getting on his nerves. So I kinda held in my thoughts and shouts. Once the game ended and we won. I asked Matt to come with me and congratulate the team. He hesitated but still fallowed.

Donovan was talking to some girls and I interrupted not feeling inferior to them I told him nice game and that me and Matt were heading out. He smiled and thanked me, then told me No, to go to the after party at his buddy Greg's house I told him how it was a bad idea. I had no way Of getting a ride because I was with Matt and his parents for the weekend till my folks get home. He then insisted on driving me rather than us (me and Matt). Matt told him it was a bad idea And we felt better going home than to a random party where we'd know no one. Donovan shook his head And said "cool it's whatever, bye" I felt a tension in his eyes and voice towards Matt. So I just left. After all Matt Is my best friend.

Afterwords I was just ready for the weekend to be over and go back to school for class again. Once we were back in class Mr.Goodmen was ready to assign us yet another group assignment. Donovan and I pared up again by this time it was more like a ritual. Donovan told me Matt was a buzz kill. I told him yeah Matt can be like that at times but he's still a cool guy. As the months went by Donovan an I began to chat more and more and my relationship with Matt was getting stronger to with all the weekends and after school hangouts. The next thing ya know my sophomore year was ending and summer was approaching.

Once schooled finished I told Donovan I was gonna take Spanish 1 next year and that he should take it to. He said he would if I gave him the answers, then laughed. The thing I regarded was not asking him for his number to hag with him over the summer before he went off to lacrosse camp again. I spent the entire summer flipping through our classwork and the pictures of his games I took with my camera.

Matt and I chilled regularly and he started to stop ringing the doorbell because I knew when to expect him (everyday). Like the passed summer I wanted it to fly by already and it did. I was two weeks away from starting class and seeing Donovan again. But I knew there was something I had to do before those two weeks approached. That was tell Matt I'm gay. I found it really, really hard to tell him and every day we got closer to school I knew I was procrastinating. So I did it as bluntly and sincere as possible.

"hey Matt?"
"sup?" he replied.
" look, okay you see.. you're my really close friend and.. I really think your an awesome bud"
"yeah..."se said curiously
"I'm gay man. I like guys"
"I know what gay is dude I'm not retarded,....how long have you been...you know?"
"gay" I finished his sentence.
"since elementary"
"what!? You mean you were gay when I met you!? What the he'll Man!?" he said angrily and stormed out of my house.

I was certain he wasn't gonna be my friend after what just happened. But I was confused, we were just cracking jokes about the Gorge Lopez show not even five minutes ago. I was upset with Matt and how he handled my news. I was positive I didn't want to be friends with someone who wouldn't accept who I am. School started in a week and if Matt didn't apologized by then I wasn't going to forgive him. I was hurt at how he stormed out of my house, the way he did and wished he would have handled it differently, but I couldn't change a thing now. The week passed so slowly and all I could think about was Matt. Donovan was far from my head at this time. I was concerned, if Matt told the school I was gay no one would want to talk to me and I would be the weird kid.

School started and I found myself not wanting to go again. My mom was shocked normally I was in a hurry to get out when she dropped me off. I told her if I could stay home and that my stomach was hurting. She then told me to go today and if it hurts, tomorrow shed take me to the doctors and let me stay home. So I agreed and walked out. I walked to my locker right beside Matt. Luckily he wasn't there. I just stood in front of my locker and acted to txt, when a familiar voice came into play.
"hey! Michael what's up haven't seen you in a minute how's it going!?"
I looked up with the biggest smilie you could imagine and forgot all about Matt.
"hey, Don what's up? How was your summer!?"
He was way bigger this year. I think he worked out the entire Summer at camp. His muscles were extremely defined I could see the bumps of his abs through his mint green Burberry polo.
" it was good can't complain, did some major working out, I moved up a weight class and now I can work on a lacrosse scholarship, haha"
" man your huge!" I replied shocked.
He simply blushed.
"so where's buzz kill?" a name he developed for Matt.
And that's when it hit me....Matt, and It got quiet I didn't realize I hadn't said anything.
" it's cool he was lame anyways, come on Let's get some breakfast." Donovan said to cheer me up.