The most thrilling night of my life, Part VIII (Final)

Of course that night he laid me flat on my back, lifted my legs over his shoulders and put his cock in me once again. As he slide his rod in and out of my hole, I moaned out that I never wanted him to stop for it felt so damn good just like it did the very first time. After he exploded up my ass, we rested and then took a nice long shower together.

We stayed in bed together practically the whole night while we watched movies, kissed and ordered dinner from room service.

The next morning I got on all fours and we fucked all over again. I just couldn’t get enough of his cock for I was so in love with it just like I was with the rest of him. After he exploded yet again up my ass, we laid in bed together and talked. It wasn’t but a few minutes after we began to chat when I told him I was willing to give up everything I had if we could be together. But Trent looked me in the eyes as he rolled up on top of me and said that it would be impossible for us to do that.

Nevertheless something in my heart came over me and I asked kind of upset without even thinking first, “Why not?”

He looked me deep in my eyes and delicately said. “Because it just wasn’t meant to be, Collin”.

But I couldn’t control my feeling for him just as much as I couldn’t accept his reply and immediately began to sob as tears rushed down my eyes and I struggled to catch my breath. I got almost angry at one point and shouted out as my voice cracked, “I don’t know why you can’t leave your wife, Trent? You like guys not women and I love you--I will always love you--why don’t you love me,” as I began to sob even more and my body began to shake uncontrollably at that point.

Seeing my outright delirium, Trent quickly grabbed a Kleenex and a glass of water. He gave me two aspirin and then wiped the tears from my eyes. As I laid there flat on my back with my head on a pillow and tried to catch my breath, he gently stroked his fingers through my hair. Finally he took a deep breath and said very quietly and calmly, “Collin, sweetheart, things aren’t always what they seem on the surface. I don’t have a wife”.

Still sobbing and sniffing I looked up at him totally perplexed and remarked, “You don’t?”

Trent smiled as he looked down at me while he continued stroking his fingers gently through my hair to soothe my nerves and replied, “No, I don’t. You see that lady you talked to is a nurse. About 11 years ago, my lover Paul who I have been with since I was 18 was coming home from work one night when a drunk driver crashed into his car. He was rushed to the hospital where he almost died. The doctors told us that if he managed to live, he would never be able to walk again or move his arms for his spinal cord had been severed and he was now a quadriplegic. After months and months of rehab, I was finally able to take him home. And that day I promised Paul I would never leave him because I’m all he has. Both his parents died years ago and his two worthless brothers disowned him when we they found out way back when that he was gay. But Paul knows I fool around with other guys from time to time because we can’t have sex anymore. And that’s what happened that night you and I got together almost eight years ago. Now you wouldn’t really want me to leave Paul for you now, would you? Think of how it would destroy not only Paul, but it would also destroy everything you and Eric have worked for. I will always love you Collin, but we weren’t meant to be together. You were meant to be with Eric and I am meant to be with Paul.”

Needless to say after he explained both his predicament and unwavering loyalty to his lover, I felt like the biggest shit-head in the world. I already had so much going for me and I wanted even more just like the greediest of all greedy people in the world at the expense of others. I felt so rotten inside.

By then, no doubt, Trent could see the totally stunned look on my face after hearing his extraordinary explanation. So before I could reply over the guilt I felt, Trent added, “Now Collin don’t feel bad for you didn’t know. But now that you do, I already know you understand why we can’t get together”.

Of course I knew he was right and didn’t even attempt to second guess his reasoning. Trent finally added, “But Hey! That should never stop us from being the best of friends and I want you and Eric to come visit us one day or maybe Paul and I will come visit you”.

With that I gave Trent a deep wet long kiss as tears rolled down my eyes. Then she said with a smile on his face as he wipped them from my eyes, “Come on let’s take a shower and get dressed. I need to get to work and you need to get back to Houston so you can be with your Eric”.

Just as I was leaving the hotel garage, Trent and I looked both ways to make sure no one was around. We gave one another one final deep wet kiss. I started up my car and hit the road never looking back. My life was with Eric now and the best thing about it was I could finally put Trent once and for all behind me.

When I walked in the door around noon, Eric was already back. Before he could even say hello, I wrapped my arms around him, squeezed him tighter than I had ever done before while I drove my tongue deep into his mouth. When our lips parted tears rolled down my eyes as I told him that I loved him and would always love him no matter what.

Eric knew something had happen to me, but being the caring person he always was, he knew when not to ask unless of course I wanted to talk about it.

Today, two years later, Eric and I are happier than we’ve ever been. And believe me, I count my blessing everyday for my friends, good fortune and most of all, my honey, Eric the absolute love of my life. We even had a civil wedding ceremony one afternoon over at Alex’s house by his swimming pool where we exchanged our commitment vows along with rings. My brother was my best man and Eric’s brother was his. And we both finally got our master degrees later that year. Eric was immediately promoted into a director’s position at Global Energy Corporation while Alex and I have since gone into business together and formed our own firm, Colax (Collin-Alex) Advertising. I still do quite a lot of photo shoots for various manufactures aside from all the other stuff our company does, but now I get a much bigger cut of the pie.

Jim is still working as a flight attendant because with his happy-go-lucky personality, he’ll never change. On his 40th birthday a while back, Eric and I threw him a huge birthday bash over at our house. We even hired this gay male stripper to pop out of a cake and take him upstairs for some fun. And after everyone left, I had one more little present that I gave him. When he opened the small black box I placed in his hand, his eyes began to really water up. There in the box was a two-tone gold and silver Rolex watch that he always wanted, but could never seem to afford. It was my little gift to Jim for all he had done for me over the years.

My x-boyfriend Steve is doing very well last we talked. He is now principle of a high school in the Chicago area and recently bought a new home. He also has a new lover, Sandy, who he met on the cruse down in the Bahamas. They plan on visiting me and Eric sometime next summer.

Tuffy or John JR. believe it or not is now working as a male stripper in Montreal. From what his parents told mine, Tuffy met a foreign exchange student from France when he was in college and they decided to move to Canada.

As for Sean, he finally got his Ph.D. and is now a professor over at the University of Houston. I ran into him a few months ago at Home Depot. He had just gotten married and he and his new bride were looking for some planets to decorate their apartment with.

Dean is still working up at the bank in Chicago. He sent me an e-mail last spring informing me that he had just been promoted to bank president. He also told me that he has a new lover, Justin who is 28 and is really, really crazy about.

My former girlfriend, Brittany graduated for the University of Illinois and is now in public relations with AT&T. She spent the weekend with Eric and I about six months ago when she was in town for a convention. She even bought us a really neat painting of the Pyramids all the way back from Egypt when she was over there a few months before she visited us.

My older brother moved to San Antonio about a year ago after living with Eric and I for a few months until he found a job over there. He loves the good old Texas sunshine and is trying to turn pro at his new golf club.

My little sister, Muffin moved down here too and is attending the University of Houston where Sean teaches. Of course whenever she has a problem, Eric and I are always right there for her. My mom even told me when I finally convinced her to let Muffin attend school down here, “Your little sister is now you’re responsibility, Collin.” And whenever she spends the weekend over at our house just to get away from her dorm, I still take her to McDonalds just she and I on Saturday mornings first thing for breakfast like always. About a month ago I bought her a cute little yellow VW bug for her birthday cause I thought it matched her personality so well. Her new boyfriend, Skippy is as cute as can be and they seem to be getting along just fine. Jim jokingly told my sister that if she ever decided to dump Skippy, to please let him know so that he can take a run at him.

My other sister, Jane got married to that religious zealot last year and we hardly speak much anymore. But she does call from time to time on my birthday and holidays.

My parents are both doing great! My dad plans on retiring in a few years and they might just move down to Houston so they can be closer to us three kids and get away from those freezing winters. I already bought them a 2,000 sq. ft. townhouse right on the golf course about five miles from where Eric and I live as an investment for now. But I know the minute my parents see it, it will definitely do the trick and they will be down here just as soon as they can.

As for Garrett, both Eric and I see him around town quite often since sometimes we run in the same social circles. We even had him and a group of his associates over to dinner one night for Alex and I are trying to do a joint venture with his company over in Singapore.

As for my old fuck-buddy, Allen, he is now professor at the University of Montana. Eric and I have already visited he and his wife twice for we all like to get away and go camping together during the Fourth of July holiday .

And finally, as for Trent and Paul, they are still hanging in there. Last year I bought them a three week vacation to England because Paul had always wanted to visit his mother country. But after his accident, they couldn’t afford it. Buying them the trip made me feel so good inside. It was an all expense paid vacation where they flew over to London and picked up a bus tour. They traveled all through the country up through Scotland and then over and down to Wales finally ending way down in Plymouth. They even managed to hook up with my old boyfriend Ian, the one I had a fling with for about two months. The following day, Ian e-mailed me a whole bunch of pictures of their night out on the town together. Trent and Paul are planning to spend New Year’s with Eric and I, and I even had one of our downstairs bathrooms converted for handicap use just for Paul.

The other night when I was talking to my mom she told me that when she first learned I was gay she worried about me every day. But since time that Eric and I have built such a wonderful life together, she wondered how many parents couldn’t want the very same thing for their children regardless of their sexuality.

To that, I replied, “Well mom it’s because you were always there for me. That’s what made the difference in my success”. It was definitely a private moment that only a mother and son could both understand and share together even if it was over the phone.

My mom then replied in a really chipper tone, “Oh sweetheart-- I just wished I could reach in this phone and pull you threw it so I kiss & hug you all over”.

Looking back I realize what a great ride I have had over the past 10 years since time of my first gay encounter with Trent that warm summer night in Tennessee. And I can’t wait to see what the next 10 years will bring.

One thing for sure, Trent’s ring will always be with me right in my lock-box, right underneath my bed and most certainly for the rest of my life.

I simply wouldn't want it any other way.