The party

Ever since I was in school I had this idea in my head that I was gay but whenever it popped up in my mind I pushed it away. My name is Alex and I am 18 years old 5’10, dirty short blonde hair with glasses. and I attend high school. Lately, as a teenager i’ve been really horny but try to push away my sexual attraction to men. There was this one night when I just couldn’t….

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The party was at 21:00 and lasted numerous hours long. I had brought a date which was my friend Brittany, I barely knew her but my friend recommended her (No one really knew I had a secret attraction to boys which made me feel so withered and lonely from others. My best friend, Zach who is 6”1 with dark brown hair that’s short but he was always asking why I never had a relationship.

He has shown me so many girls but I just push them away. Anyway back to the party) So here I was at this football guys party at his house with my date and I see my friend Zach. We chit-chat for a bit but he goes with his date somewhere. Without even realizing it my date left me and was dancing with this other dude.

I didn’t really care to be honest but now I have no one to talk to. I decide to sit on this couch with other people and just swirl around my cup, bored. I didn’t really know many people there but the one’s that I did were dancing or busy. Suddenly, this cute guy sits next to me and starts making small talk with me. I didn’t even get a hint if he was gay or into me.

I find out that he’s the football player and his name was Josh. He was so cute he had blue eyes with this dirty blonde hair that spike in the front a bit. He was probably a inch or two taller than me. After about thirty minutes of talking I start to question things. Being a bit buzzed and him being probably drunk, why is he talking to me? He was really nice and everything but why me.. I am nothing special. Then his girlfriend asks him to dance and he leaves.

I look at my phone and it showed 12:00. I decide I’ve been here long enough and I decide to get up and leave. As I was walking away, someone grabs my forearm and I turn around. It was Josh with these confused eyes wondering why I was leaving. He leans into me and I could tell he was completely drunk and shouts because it’s really loud “where are you going?”

I reply “it’s a bit late and I have to feed my dog.” Both were a lie but I was a bit tired. He was almost swaying from being completely smashed. He leaned into me closer and kisses me on the lips. My mind was exploding and I didn’t even kiss back, I was so confused. I push him away softly and say “what are you doing?” He didn’t reply and just smiled as he said “I don’t know.” He leaned in again and I thought fuck it, all I get is to kiss a really hot guy.

We are just there making out in middle of the party but no one noticed. He pushed away and smiles as he leads me upstairs to his room. No one was in it but he locked the door. He turned around to me and just passionately kisses me as I kiss back. I felt amazing and couldn’t stop. He suddenly takes his shirt off and I take mine off too. We are shirtless and making out. Eventually we take our pants off as we lead to the bed.

I was in my boxers with him as I made out with him for minutes and minutes. Then he stops and opens a drawer with condoms inside. I was asking myself.. should I lose my virginity here? Well I was too drunk to tell. We take off our and boxers and damn, his cock was probably 8 inches soft. Mine being about 5 inches we stroke each other.

Slowly moves down, kissing my neck and then sucking and nibbling my nipples. I was in heaven, it was the best time of my life. He then proceeds to my cock, while he is doing this I am stroking him. He licks the tip and then goes down on it like never before. I moan as I felt nothing but pleasure. As I grew near I told him he got off and I knew what was up.

I then sucked him trying to follow what he did but obviously probably wasn’t close to as good. I went down on him and then sucked his nuts. He took out lube and the condom and then I went off him. He positioned me so I am on my back and he positioned his cock. He slowly went in as I felt pain, agonizing pain. I moan while he stares at my eyes.

I realized we haven’t spoken for about 30 minutes and let actions do it for us. He began to shove more and more in and eventually the pain subsided. He started fucking me faster and faster. We were sweaty and horny as he fucked me and we both moaned in unison. His cock was shoved into my ass as my cock jumped and he started to stroke it.

I moaned as I was close to cumming then I just came all over my body and his hand. After a few minutes he took his huge cock out and the condom and started to jack off and came all over my body. We breathed heavily as we fell asleep in each others arms.