These Tears : Part 2

I woke up in a haze. I don't remember falling asleep, but where did Logan go. I walked downstairs to see a note from my dad since my mom was visiting her sick sister. It read: I drove Logan home last night. He such a nice kid, yet I wished I could of told you last night. Logan didn't want to wake you up.

I was in a complete panic, Logan had met my dad and my dad liked him. But I calmed myself down by telling myself don't worry Logan is just a friend. After I was calm, I made my way upstairs to get dressed, today I felt like I need to be a star and shine, yet it was raining again, oh joy. I decided to wear my hair in a ponty tail, put on my white high heel boots with black fur at the top, my gray skinny jeans, black shirt, white jacket and a black scarf. I slowly made my way downstairs and stopped in front of the body view mirror to take a nice long look at myself. When my phone started to ring, Logan sent me a text message. It said: "Look at me!"

I opened the door as I read the text message over and over again because it was sweet he was still thinking of me. I walked out and bumped into something hard, I think the wall. But when I looked up it was Logan standing in front of me with a huge smile on his face. He looked so sexy with his black and white stripped sweater, black jeans, black jacket and new high top shoes. He looked dangerously sexy with his sexy smile and green eyes that stare right to your soul.

-"What are you doing here?" I asked.
-"Well it wouldn't be nice to let an angel walk all alone." He whispered as he grabbed my hand gently lifting me up.
-"Well this angel can take care of himself." I said pushing past him.

He didn't say anything else as we walked in near silence except for the sound of rain falling. I started to slow down as I stared at the beautiful flowers, but while I was distracted Logan gently put his hand in mine as we continued walking thru the park. It was nice holding hands with Logan which scared me because I knew how dangerous it could be to fall for a guy like Logan. A guy who is attractive, strong, and sweet those guys can be heartbreakers. I wasn't in the mood to get my heart broke again. Remembering the last guy who hurt me so bad which caused me to snatch my hand out of Logan's. I started to walk faster with my face turning as red as a tomato.

-"What's wrong?" Logan asked not taking him long to catch up to me.
-"Nothing Logan!" I turned around and yelled at him.
-"OH! What is your problem." He asked grabbing me by my shoulders.
-"I am sorry. It is just since I remembered something bad that just brought back bad memories." I asked instantly regretting.
-"It is ok Ryan. I just want you to trust in me to take away the pain thats hurting you." He spoke looking my eyes with his green eyes.

I didn't know what to say because no guy has ever said that to me. I was speechless, lost in moment I grabbed him and gave him a hug. His body was warm and comfortable. My hands slowly slide from his back up towards around his neck while his hands slide down from my back to my lower back. We stared at each other and slowly began leaning our heads toward each other. Our lips touched and we began to kiss slowly. He pulled me in closer into his body, and his tongue slide in my mouth. Our tongues began dancing in my mouth and I was losing myself. My umbrella fell out of my hands and the rain began pouring on us. The feel of his cock being to become hard, snapped me out of our kiss. I pushed him away and quickly picked up my umbrella.

I made the mistake of looking at his face which was sad, mad, and made me feel like a bitch. I turnt around and ran toward to school while he just stood there looking away from me. As I was running, the tears began falling down my cheek. I hated him for making me feel so vulnerable because he actually made me believe in love. I could still feel his hands on me, strong and firm as we kissed. How his back felt as my hands slide up it. I was disgusted that I actually fell for a guy that I truly believed would hurt me, but moreover that hurt him.

I got to school early and headed to class. Logan walked into class 2 minutes before the bell rang, and he made his way to the seat next to the school slut. The teacher assigned another partner worksheet and I was stuck with Andy the school quarterback. I saw the school slut Sarah flirting with Logan. She was rubbing her hands over his arm, and he had his hand on her thigh. I was getting angry because how could he touch on her after the kiss we just shared. The bell rang and Sarah hugged Logan which I quickly ran up to them.

-"Wow the high school slut and the heartbreaker!" I yelled which seemed smart back at my seat but was a deadly mistake. Since, Sarah started to swing at me with balled fist. Logan stopped her by pulling her away and telling her I am not worth the drama.

I ran out of class feeling completely out of control. I was losing it hard all because of Logan. I ran to the bathroom to hide out from Logan's view, but he followed me.

-"So what's going on with you today? Your acting kind of crazy." He spoke from in front of the stall.
-"I can't deny it anymore I am falling hard for you." I said coming out the stall.
-"I am falling for you too that's why it hurt when you pushed me away."

I hugged him and for once knew I was loved by someone who I could trust with my heart and soul. I just hope he doesn't let me down because I don't know what I would do...