Tony : The person who changed my life: Part 5

I spent the most of the rest of Sunday just moping about the flat. I was so bored without Tony's company. I thought about going to the cottage where I usually find someone who will suck me off but even that did not appeal to me. In the end I went to a pub and had some lunch and a couple of drinks then went for a walk in a nearby park as the weather had turned quite warm.

As I walked I thought about what it would be like if Tony were to live with me. Apart from our being able to have sex whenever we liked I was also attracted by the idea of having someone there to cook for and to keep me company. I was flattered that Tony had been able to open up to me and tell me about the problems he had been having. It made me feel lucky as I still had both my parents and I had never had that feeling of depression that Tony had suffered from.

If Tony did live with me then I would have to tell my parents about my being gay. It was not a subject that I could remember ever being raised in their company and I did not know what their reaction would be. Tony reckoned that his Mum probably knew because his sister did. I wondered if he was right. I was going to find out when I went for lunch the following Sunday.

In my wandering about I had passed a toilet and having had a drink I needed a pee and so went inside. I was not alone in there and nearly all the urinals were taken. I stood at a vacant one and started to pee. There were blokes either side of me and I was reminded of what Tony had said about when he had first had a sexual encounter in a cottage. It was impossible not to look at what the guys either side of me were doing and out of the corner of my eye I could see that they were both stroking their erect cocks. It was pretty obvious what they wanted.

A few days ago I would have welcomed having a wank or suck with both these guys even though I did not fancy them very much. They would have given me the opportunity to experience sex with a man. However now I had met Tony I didn't feel the urge for casual sex any more.

I made up my mind and, as my cock had stayed soft, I zipped up and left the cottage. Once outside I thought to myself that if I had been with Carol still then I would have had a wank with those guys and not said anything about it to anyone. Now I am with Tony I didn't do anything but I still wanted to tell Tony about it. I think that even if I had done something with those blokes I would still have told Tony. I didn't want there to be any secrets between us.

I realised at that moment that in a gay relationship, although sex mattered a great deal, it was not what bound two people together. Being open and honest and allowing each other freedom of choice and action made the relationship more stable. Compared to marriage this was a paradox but I could see the logic behind it quite clearly.

I continued my walk for a little while longer before heading back to the flat. Although my mind was still full of Tony, I now seemed to have everything more in perspective and I was able to settle on other things. I made something to eat then picked up a book, put on some music and spent the rest of the evening reading.

Before going to sleep I had a wank playing back in my mind the wonderful shagging sessions Tony and I had enjoyed so far. I wondered if he was doing the same thing. I had often thought about having a phone in the flat but had decided against it because of the cost. I now wished I had one so that I could be speaking to Tony as I wanked. Just hearing his voice would have been enough to bring me to a quick climax.

The next day I caught the usual bus and there he was with a vacant seat next to him. It really started my day off well to see him. We chatted all the way as usual. He told me his Mum was looking forward to seeing me on Sunday.

'She definitely knows you're gay then?' I asked.

'Yea, I didn't have to tell her,' he said. 'When I said I wanted to invite you she asked if you were my boyfriend. To which I said yes. She then said that she had known for some time that I was gay and hadn't wanted to speak to me about it until I was ready.'

'I suppose it was your sister who told her in the first place,' I said.

'She didn't say, but I expect it was. She can't keep anything to herself.'

'Changing the subject,' he said. 'I'm going to the gym this evening. Do you want to come along as well? I've always wanted to have a training buddie but there's never been anybody to ask.'

'I'd like to come but surely you've been going so long I wouldn't be able to keep up with you,' I said.

'It wouldn't be like that,' he said. 'For a start there's exercises we can do together, such as stretching and aerobics. Then when I do some lifting you can spot for me.'

'What does that mean?' I asked.

'It means you follow my movements as I lift the weight and lend extra support when I reach the limit of my strength,' he explained. 'In return I will show you some of the basic exercises you can start on to build up some of your muscles.'

'Do I have to be a member?' I asked

'Not at first, you can come as my guest,' he said. 'I will be going to the gym at about six thirty. Supposing I meet you outside at that time. You don't have to worry about what you wear. Just have some shorts and a t-shirt and a pair of trainers of course. If you bring a towel as well then you can have a shower afterwards.'

It all sounded ok to me and Tony told me the address which I wrote down. By now the bus had reached my stop and I got off promising to see him later that evening. I was walking on air as I made my way to the office. I was going to see Tony tonight.

The guys I worked with were always talking about girls and what they had got up to with their latest conquests. They had known that I was engaged and used to make fun of the fact that Carol used to spend the odd weekend with me asking how many times I had got laid. It was no different this Monday but I didn't tell them that the engagement was off for good. Instead when one of them asked how my love life was I truthfully answered that it couldn't be better.

The day went smoothly and finally it was time to go home. When I got back to the flat I looked out some suitable kit to wear. I had a tracksuit which I put over my t-shirt and shorts. I had to catch a bus to get to the gym and I arrived just before half six and waited outside.

Tony arrived a couple of minutes later looking very fit in a singlet and shorts. Because he was so well-developed he could fill a singlet in all the right places. I thought he looked fantastic. He signed me in at the reception and I picked up a brochure of the prices which I would look at later. We went into the changing room where I left my towel in a locker. Once in the gym Tony gave me a tour round indicating various pieces of equipment and what they were used for. I couldn't take it all in but followed him around.

He pulled out a couple of mats and told me that we would use these to do some stretching exercise. He emphasised the importance of doing these before every workout as it helped to prevent muscle strain and the aches and pains that occurred especially when a muscle had not been exercised for some time, if at all.

The stretching was quite easy although Tony could stretch much further than me because he was more supple. We moved onto an exercise bike next. Tony pointed out that the bike could be set to varying degrees of resistance but that I should start at a fairly low level. We cycled for about ten minutes and sweat was beginning to appear on my forehead. Tony still looked as cool as a cucumber.

'That has ensured that our circulation and breathing are ready,' he said to me. 'let's move onto lifting some weights.'

He told me that it was best to exercise different parts of the body on different days.

'It's necessary to allow your muscles to relax for two to three days after exercise,' he said. 'That doesn't mean you don't use them at all. It simply means that they should not be put under pressure in that time. I would suggest that today I show you exercises for the chest and triceps as they go together well.'

Over the next hour he showed me a number of different exercises using only light weights that I tried out myself. After each one he changed the weight to suit himself and performed the same movement but with me following his action ready to help which normally happened after three sets of ten repetitions.

'Having you there helps me to lift even heavier weights than usual,' Tony said. 'A lot of weightlifting is in the mind and knowing that it is safe to lift means that the mind will allow more to be lifted. And you provide that sense of security.'

Any thoughts I had had that I might get in the way of his training went after he said this and I was glad I had agreed to come. I was enjoying the effort I was putting in and when we got back to the changing room I pulled out the brochure and looked at the costs of joining. It was really quite reasonable and I could afford it.

'You can have a sauna now if you want,' Tony said.

I had never had a sauna and I asked Tony if he was having one.

'Since you're here I will,' he said. 'I haven't had one before either. We're meant to have a shower first and as it's a male only sauna there's no need to be dressed in there.'

I had no problem going about in the nude so long as nothing happened to get me aroused. For that reason I didn't offer to help Tony in the shower and nor did he. We both had a good soaking, getting rid of any lingering sweat and then headed into the sauna where there were a couple of other guys. We were all in the nude and trying not to look at each other's crutches.

All of the guys in there, including Tony, looked really horny with their toned torsos and limbs. I had trouble stopping my cock from getting aroused and I knew without looking that I had a semi. I was trying not to make eye contact with either of the two guys but I noticed that one of them was smiling and it seemed to be aimed at me. I closed my eyes for a bit, hoping that in the meantime they may go or my semi might go away. Neither happened.

When I opened my eyes I noticed that he was now looking directly at my cock. I looked down at his and saw that his was definitely pulsing as the blood flowed into it. Tony who was sitting next to me gave me a slight nudge and I looked at him and then at his cock and saw that he too was nearly hard. The guy nearest to him placed his hand on his thigh and Tony looked at me. I nodded to show I didn't mind and Tony responded by placing his hand on the guy's cock.

The chap who had been eyeing me came across, leant over and spread my legs so that he could easily get my cock in his mouth. Tony and the other bloke were kissing by now and they both had hold of each other's cocks. It was getting hot in more senses than one. There was plenty of bench space and in the end we all ending up 69ing each other. I took no time to come but my partner took a little bit longer. But it was well worth it as I got a mouthful of his thick cream that I rolled around my mouth before swallowing.

Tony and his partner were still sucking on each other and as Tony was on top I stood by him and stroked down his back and then to his arse ending up putting my finger into his arsehole making him come almost immediately. The guy he was sucking also came and I could see the spunk seeping out of Tony's mouth and running down his chin. He continued sucking the cock until he was satisfied he had wrung every drop from it and then, as he lifted up his head, I licked up the spunk on his chin and pressed my lips against his. kissing him long and hard.

The four of us left the sauna and headed for the showers to clean up. When we were done we went back to the changing room and put our clothes back on. Nobody spoke. Perhaps like me they were a bit gob-smacked. But it had been such an unexpected thrill that I had no qualms about it at all. The two guys left before us.

'Were you expecting that to happen?' I asked Tony.

'No.' he said. 'But I was sure they were gay from the moment we stepped into the sauna.'

'It was certainly not something I was expecting,' I said, 'but I enjoyed it. And I enjoyed seeing you sucking him.'

'Seeing you being sucked turned me on too,' Tony said. 'I reckon if he had fucked you I would have asked the other guy to fuck me too.'

'Perhaps that is what will happen next time,' I said. And we both laughed before we held and kissed each other.

'Let's grab a coffee when we leave here,' Tony suggested.

There was a coffee bar close by and we got our drinks and sat in the window.

'You can see the cottage I use just over the road,' Tony said. I looked just as a guy was entering the place.

'Let's see how long he is in there and whether it looks like he has had any luck,' I said.

While we were looking I told Tony about my going into a cottage the day before. He said he was not surprised that I had not wanted to do anything and that he would probably have acted the same way.

'Then why have we just done what he have?' I asked.

'Because we were both doing it,' Tony said.

He was right of course and it only leant support to what I had thought about myself earlier. It was good to know that we both thought in the same way and I could see that from now on we were going to enjoy some really hot sex not only with ourselves but with other guys as well.

'When are you next going to the gym?' I asked.

'Wednesday,' he replies 'I usually go Monday, Wednesday and Friday. Do you want to come as well?'

'Yea, I really enjoyed it and it wasn't just the sex we had afterwards. I think I will join.'.

'Great,' said Tony. 'If I introduce you as a new member, I get a discount. We can do it on Wednesday.'

We split up outside the coffee bar as we lived in opposite directions. I opted for walking back to the flat as it was not too far and took just half an hour. I decided that I would join the gym as it was an activity that we could bath enjoy together. I also thought that I would ask Tony to come back after gym on Wednesday so that we could shag. When I reached home I could tell by the aching in my arms that I had been doing unaccustomed exercise and I was glad to get into bed and totally relax. I didn't even have a wank before sleeping but Tony was still there in my dreams.