Training of a cyber teenage cunt : Part 2

I'm sorry, I tried, I swear I really tried for a long time but I couldn't insert the qtip all the way in my piss slit. I tried but it wouldn't go in.
I'm ashamed not being able to satisfy you. I don't know what more I can say.
I'm a worthless piece of shit.

i accept the rules:
i will drink at least 8 ounces of piss everyday
i will eat my cum when I masturbate
i will always sleep naked
i will never wear underwear
i will always keep my head inclined in the presence of an Alpha male
i will accept any cock and any piss or cum in my mouth and ass

i started to drink my daily glass of piss yesterday. I will do it everyday before going to sleep.
you said I had to eat my cum when I masturbate which I already did. But I have a question that bothers me. It's about the frequency. How much can I jerk off everyday? I had some remarks that only real men should use their dick and balls and that I should use my holes instead. But I jerk off a lot each day and I really can't imagine stopping that.

Well, now you have something to strive for you fucking cunt. I am actually going to insert a q-tip into my own dick and send you a series of photos just to shame you. Now that you can see how easy it is get fucking busy. If you keep working on it and get used to the sensation it will happen for you and you will probably enjoy it. Anyway, I anticipate that you will let me down from time to time...the only important thing is that you continue to
try your hardest to live up to my demands. If I were there I could motivate you with a whipping for failing or more likely just have shoved the q-tip in myself and enjoyed your tears. Since I am not I will have to take something away from you....thinking....ahhhh, got it. You are sleeping on the floor for the next three nights. You can redeem your bed by performing the tasks that you failed at. Otherwise, you spend the next three nights on the floor bitch. You can have your pillow and blankets but of course no underwear or other clothing.

Regarding your question about masturbation. The rule is the rule. If you jack off once or ten times a day is not important. You are a boy and boys have dicks and balls. I want you to enjoy being a boy and play with yourself a lot if you want, but never forget you will NEVER be a man's equal or for that matter any other male animals. While I understand the point that you are a worthless cunt and some think you should not be permitted the enjoyment of your male organs, I am more realistic about your training. The fact is that a great deal of your acceptance of your place in life is sexual
in nature. In order to make you and keep you a submissive cunt it is wiser to let you play with your worthless cock and balls. It gives you a good contrast with the pain you endure and I can always take it away from you later if I choose.

On a positive note, you accepted all of your rules without hesitation. Now the challenge is to live the rest of your worthless life by those rules.
M

Hello bitch. Just been thinking about you today. How did you like the floor? You have to learn to please me eric or you could wind up naked and on the floor with no covers and no pillow. All because you can't slide a skinny little lubricated Qtip into your worthless dick. So get back to work fuckface. Either show me tears on your face or you wearing a fucking qtip in your cock slit....come to think of it I would not mind seeing BOTH. Please me or your next task will be making a nest on the floor out of one blanket and sending me a video of you curled up on it.

How is your piss drinking going? Do you like going without underwear all the time? It should remind you constantly of your status in this world.
M

Hello,
> I didn't understand I had to work more on my pisslit since I slept on the floor. I will try more. I don't like sleeping on the floor, it's too hard and I'm all stiff the next day.
> I'm getting used to my daily glass of piss. Maybe I'm too much used to it when I come to think of it. It was not easy at the begining but now it's starting to become a habit. I tend to forget it's piss actually. Writing this is strange, it reminds me I'm drinking piss everyday, what kind of
> sick person would do that? I'm disgusting.
> I don't wear my underwear anymore. It's ok, but I can't wear some of my
> tigher jeans, it would show too much my genitals along my leg, especially
> my balls because they go low.
> There is something i'd like to share with you. You told me I could, so
> here it is : I don't know what to do, a guy who gave me some tasks before
> want me to improve my cocksucking. He is in Paris and he wants to take me
> to a sex-club to suck cocks. I don't want to do it. What do you think?
> Maybe you could convince him I'm not ready? His email :
> pierredom59 [at] yahoo [at] fr
> Thank you

I am glad you are drinking the piss. It is a good thing that you are
getting used to it. You are a sick little fuck with an extraordinarilly low place on life's food chain. Sleeping on the floor is supposed to be a punishment for displeasing me. Be glad it is not worse.
Now that you have accepted not wearing underwear, I want you to commit to it for life and that means throw away all...ALL...of your underwear. Will you do it? Understand this too eric...the purpose of wearing no underwear is to keep you in your place. Part of that is embarassing you in front of your betters. So if you understand that concept eric you will understand that you need to continue wearing your tight jeans just like you used to. If
people can see your worthless balls then so what? You are lucky I don't make you wear a cockring to make your humiliation even more obvious.
Now for the important part of your email. I am glad you shared your
concerns with me. My thoughts on this will probably not be what you want to hear though. eric you need to accept your place. I have told you before that you need to accept any man's sperm without question. You have to surrender to this eric. If this Alpha male was going to scar or injure you I would champion your cause....I promise....but you have to do this eric.
Why do you feel you are not ready? You have I suppose sucked dick before.I know you want me to see this issue differently, but I would be doing your training and you a disservice if I let you squirm out of something as basic as this.
Keep working your urethra open and don't forget you are still expected to drink that shit shake.
eric, you are a good bitch. Don't blow it now. Write back and let me know what you are going to do.

>i admit I was hoping you would plead in my favor. But I understand your
>reasons and I know you think it's what's best for me. I guess I know you're
>right but still it scares me. Yes I sucked dicks before, not a lot though
>and never to the point of swallowing except for one guy. I have to convince
>myself it's what I'm here for. I remember what you said once: that my place
>in life is sexual in nature. I won't be really myself if I don't start
>accepting that and acting like it. So I will go to the meeting and I will
>suck these cocks, at least he will be with me, I won't have to be alone.
>God, I'm really anxious about it...

Don't be anxious eric. It will be an adventure. Cock in your mouth should make you happy. You should crave it because when an Alpha male is blowing his spooge down your worthless throat you will know that you have pleased him. You are lucky that Master Pierre is willing to be there with you and will help guide you. I only wish that I could be too. Think of the cum as your reward for being a good slut.Spitting out an Alpha male's seed is not acceptable eric...do NOT waste a drop of it.
M

Hello pig eric. Do what you are told tonight by Master Pierre at the club.
I want you to write to me and tell me your feelings about it tomorrow. Give me the details. I want you to be a good cunt for any man that wants to use you. Obey MP in everything or he will punish you with my blessings. This is an important part of accepting you place in the world eric. Impress me by being a really good bitch.
By the way, you never commented on me sending you pics once in a while. Do you want me to continue?
M

Hi eric. I heard from Pierre that you did not attend your training session with him. He is disappointed but I am more realistic. I think I pushed you too much. I should have heard your plea for help and aided you. Even a good Alpha male is always learning new things. The better I get to know you the better I can handle you. Nothing has changed eric. You are still a bottom bitch who has a destiny to fulfill. There is still pain and pleasure in your future. I expect you to get scared and without a strong guiding hand that you trust. Apparently Pierre is not that person. I expect you will even freak out from time to time when you feel cornered. I am disappointed because I was hoping to hear what a good cocksucker you were and how full your belly got with Alpha sperm. The disappointment is only in regards to the anticipation factor though.
I feel that you need to receive a penalty for failing. How do you feel about it eric? Tell me what is happening in your head and let me help you through it. More than anything though let me know that you are ok. I wish I could be there to help you through this tough spot.
I enjoy our interactions and look forward to your emails. Write soon.
M

eric:
I have not heard from you lately. Is everything ok?
M

i sent you an email at the begining of the week but you did not answered so
>i thought you were angry. So you've heard I acted badly by not showing up
>at the bar the other day. I'm ashamed. Master Pierre has been very nice
>though and he still agrees to take me to the club. I know I should go and
>that it will be easier with him helping me. But I'm still very confused. I
>asked another person and he agreed I should go, that i'll have to get used
>to suck dicks sooner or later, and since somebody was offering help it
>would be a nice first time experience. I understand. But you know sometimes
>when I see other guys my age, I'm wondering if there is not another path
>for me. I know I'm not normal because normal guys don't drink their piss
>for example. But maybe I can change and that I'm good at something else
>than just being abused. Deep inside I feel like I need to serve and suck,
>but sometimes I wonder why I need that. And I don't know what to think. One
>other thing that scares me is that, I'm not sure but I think, there are
>chances you can get aids by swallowing cum. I have to write to Master
>Pierre soon, I can't make him wait too long after what I already did to
>him. i'll let you know my decision.

Hello eric. I did not receive the email earlier this week. No matter though...it was good to hear from you and I am glad you are ok. Pierre did tell me that you were bad. I told him I thought maybe we pushed you too hard too fast. By rights he should punish you so if he is easy on you you should be truly grateful.
Your email is full of self questioning. I want you to read these words very carefully eric. You are NOT like other boys your age. Other young adult men are becoming the Alpha males they were designed to be. You already recognize your status. I know it and so do you eric. You are not now and NEVER will be an Alpha male. I am not being mean when I say this. I am giving you my honest counsel. Those other boys do not drink piss, eat shit
sandwiches on command, burn their balls or swing weights from their balls to please other dominant men. You know you are only really happy when you are pleasing one of us don't you? You will not find peace in your soul until you truly accept this and embrace it and start practicing it in real life.
You already are off to a late start. You should have been pleasing men in any way they desired at a much earlier age so you don't really have a lot of time to waste. If you try to change your nature you will only be in conflict with yourself and by the time you realize your mistake you will have wasted much of your life to a lie.
I understand your concern about HIV. What to say....to begin with the chances of contracting it orally are minimal. Anally it is greater. Even if you do convert there are a couple of things to consider. It is not fatal anymore. Now, it is just a chronic condition that is very treatable.
People live long full lives and some say it is even liberating to not have to worry about it anymore.
I really think you need to have a flesh and blood Master who will take your concerns into consideration and make informed decisions on your behalf. If you love and serve him and worship him he will take care of you and your abuse will be very fulfilling.
Now, my little cuntface boy, I have been patient and understanding enough. It is time for you to please me. Show me how much you appreciate my counsel and our chats. You have four tasks.
1. Write back to me and tell me you understand your status as an abuse sponge and cum slut and that you will stop this nonsense of wanting to be "normal" like other more deserving Alpha boys/men.
2. Make a video clip of you shredding your underwear with scissors and throwing the rags away.
3. Make a video clip fulfilling your earlier promise to drink a shit
shake...doesn't have to be a big one...just do it....I hate to be disobeyed.
4. Write to Master Pierre and beg....and I mean BEG for his forgivness.
Offer your worthless mouth and asshole to him and promise to accept any punishment he deems suitable. Send me a copy of the email.
Master Mike

Cher Maître Pierre,
> J'ai conscience d'avoir été un très mauvais garçon et que je n'aurais pas
> dû agir comme je l'ai fait. Je suis extrêmement désolé et vous supplie de
> me pardonner. Comme preuve de ma sincérité, je suis prêt à vous offrir mes
> trous et vous laisser en faire ce que bon vous semble. S'il vous plaît,
> faites moi sucer des bites, faites moi avaler tout le sperme que je peux.
> J'en ai vraiment besoin, je suis disponible dès ce soir si vous le
> désirez. Je sais aussi que je mérite d'être puni pour ma mauvaise conduite
> et j'accepterai votre punition quelle qu'elle soit.
> Votre pute, éric.

Very good boy eric. Very good indeed. That covers one of the four things I told you to do. Enjoy your punishment tonight. Embrace your status as a fucking sperm whore.
M

So I did it. I went to the club and sucked cocks. I don't know how many, a
> dozen I think. I swallowed all the cum and Master Pierre also made me lick
> the toilet and drink his piss. I feel bad, I can't believe how low I got.
> Yesterday I drank the shit and piss shake. Master Pierre insisted that I
> do it quickly.
> This morning my urethra was burning badly and there is lots of yellow
> liquid stuff coming out of it. I don't know if I caught something bad when I
> sucked the cocks or if it is because of my working with the qtip, maybe it's
> infected. I don't know what to do, I think i'll have to see the doctor but
> I don't know what I'm going to say to him. And I don't have underwears
> anymore, can I borrow one from my roommate just to see the doctor please ?

eric you are a very good boy. You can stop working with the qtip now. Give it a day or two before you see a doctor. If it is the qtip it will clear up quickly. If you do go to the doctor you don't have to tell him anything except what your symptoms are. I am glad to hear that you don't have any underwear anymore. You have my permission to borrow a pair if you go to the doctor this time ONLY. You really should not have to though. eric, a lot of boys don't wear underwear. Anyway the whole idea is to humiliate you and
keep you in your worthless bottom cunt mode.
I am pleased that you met with Master Pierre and followed through. If I were there I would stroke you and praise you and buy you a treat of some kind for being such a good cunt. The challenge of course is for you to embrace it and look forward to your cunt outtings.
I enjoyed watching you drink the shit shake. I love the look of dispair on your face bitch. I laughed pretty hard.
So, tell me eric...have you accepted your place? It appears that you have, but I really want to hear it from you. I want you to tell me that you have totally accepted your cuntdom. I want you to tell me you won't whine about it. That does not mean you can't talk about your levels of misery, it only means you can't beg to be treated better. You are a smart bitch so I am sure you can discern the subtle difference. I look forward to hearing form you.