Training of a cyber teenage cunt : Part 3

The shame you feel is not only good, it is a sue sign that the training is working and is very necessary. If the males are amused or disgusted by your behavior then all the better. It is your duty to amuse us in any way you can. You can cast your eyes down and assume a submissive demeanor without totally inclining your head. The important thing is that a perceptive man can read your submissiveness. Stepping aside and deferring the right of way to males is a good thing too. You feel weak because you ARE A CUNT. I
want to take the resistance and the fight completely out of you bitch.
It is good that you are cooking with piss. Very good. Tasty? You will now start drinking four ounces of your urine in the morning when you get up and at night before you sleep. For now one meal a day must be eaten without hands, on the floor like a good cunt.
For now I will let you masturbate, but you must up it to seven times a day.
If you don't manage the seventh one, I will take masturbation away from you all together for a time period of my choosing. You will also eat the cum.
All of it without exception. Send me a report on this. I want to know how soar your worthless dick is. I may even send you viagra to make your cock achingly hard then have you go out and walk around with a raging boner.
Maybe have you stand at a public urinal with your hardon on view.
Maybe that boy in your school was a cunt like you. Maybe not. But one thing is for sure...the next time you meet him he will know for sure what you are. A fucking piece of shit CUNT.

Good morning cunt boy. Just checking on your progress. Is your worthless dick getting soar yet? Are you complying with my seven times a day masturbation instructions? If you think it is uncomfortable to have an aching dick cuntboy imagine what it will be like if you don't do it. LOL. If I cut off your jacking off your balls will fill up in a matter of a day or two; you will get rogue hardons at inappropriate times and precum will start leaking everytime you see a Man. With no underwear on that should be an interesting sight for your betters to look at. So, if that is not what you want then don't give me any reason to punish you.
For now I am considering what can be done to punish your worthless balls. In the next days we’ll work with weights. I want you to get very, and I mean VERY, low hangers. Your bitch tits need some attention too. They need to be fully seen through your teeshirts. Be nervous cunt because I want it to be creative and scary for you. Of course you should also be confident that I will not make you do anything to permanently injure you. I take better care of my property than that.
Write soon cuntboy.
M

I thought it would not really be a problem to jerk off seven times a day, but it's more difficult than I thought. I usually have to jerk off 4 times in the evening. My dick is not aching but it takes some time for me to cum. Especially if I have to do it two or three times in a row. But I can't imagine spending a full day without jerking off so I'll keep doing it 7 times a day. I don't know, if one day I can't jerk off I can feel my balls kind of burning, they need to release pressure and cum.

Hello cunt. I have not heard from you in a while. How does your worthless dick feel? Still following your last instructions? Seven times a day bitch or 0 times...either way I like it. Still cooking with some piss every day?
Still drinking your skanky piss? you better be or you will find yourself sleeping on the fucking floor again cunt. Soon it will be time to switch gears for some more physical torture. Let me know how it is going pussyboy.
M

I keep following my training but it's difficult to keep the rythm. Drinking some piss in the morning and before going to bed is ok. But I can't eat on the floor and cook with piss everyday, I do it as much as I can though.
> And I also managed to continue to jerk off 7 times everyday. But all this is a tough rythm I don't know if I can add more things like physical torture as you want to all this. My mind is already very much focused on my dick and my piss and keeping a low profile when I meet males. I know I'm not supposed to get used to it right away, but the phase I'm in right now is hard to handle. Maybe if I manage to please you with the torture you'd like to see me do, we could try to change the rythm of all my tasks.
> I know I shouldn't ask you that but I prefer to share my concerns with you. Also I thought that jerking off 7 times a day would lower my sexual tension tension but it's the contrary, I feel like I'm thinking a lot more about sex. Is it normal, do you think I'll get used to it or should I already be used to it?

You have to trust me on this cunt. I know how much you can handle. My plan is to alternate the submissive routine you are currently experiencing with breaks of physical torture/pain. I want you to be well rounded and you will find that once you have had periods of both then it will be way easier and more natural for you to accomodate any demand made by an Alpha. The only part that will NOT fluctuate will be the submissive demeanor (downcast eyes, yielding right of way etc.) when in the presence of any male. Oh, and no underwear...EVER again. Throw it all out or use them as cleaning rags as
you wish cunt. For the time being you may stop eating on the floor. I am not happy to hear you say you can't cook with piss everyday. How hard is it to put a little piss in your fucking cereal or on your eggs cunt? You don't have to drench it to please me just "some" piss. Goddamnit, that is so fucking easy as compared to some of the shit I have made you do and you let me down on it. You don't even have to piss to do this...just save a little bit in your glass from the morning and put a few drops in whatever is going in your cock sucking mouth. Do it or you will find yourself spending the night on the fucking floor of your bedroom cunt. Remember the last time you
were punished with that? You did not like it much did you? If I were there you would suffer for letting me down. Do you feel the shame? You should.
How is your submissive demeanor working? Are Alphas still noticing you? Do they ever fuck with you or toy with you? Have you had sex with a man lately?
As for your focus on sex...oh well piglet. You will be used for it the rest of your worthless life so you might as well think about it a lot. When you can handle the seven times a day routine I may add a eighth or take it away for a period of time. I'll have to think about it.
I encourage you to let me know how you are feeling. This is not bad as long as you approach me with respect and deference. In fact it would be better to hear from you more often so that I can keep tabs on your progress and state of mind.
Write to me soon. I will be ready for some torture in a short time.
M

I'm very sorry, I didn't want to disapoint you. I didn't realize it was that important to put piss in my food. I'll try to do more, I promise. But I do drink some in the morning and before going to bed. And please don't take the jerk off away from me, I need it to handle everything. 7 times is already a lot, I'm not sure I could do more. It already takes me a lot of time and occupies my mind a lot, I'm constently thinking about it, trying to find some time to do it, but sometimes I have to jerk off five times in the evening. I still keep a low profile in front of males. I can see they notice but except for that last time in the elevator, nobody really teased me about
> that. Since you told me you were thinking about adding some physical torture to my training, I can't help but feelig anxious. Is it really necessary that I receive pain? What I currently do is already difficult for me. I want to please you, I really do. But I'm worried about what I'm becoming. Since I started again with you, I constantly feel ashamed andworthless. I feel like I'm degrading myself and not improving. And to answer your question, it's been months since I had sex with somebody. I think more and more about it. It must come from my training. Should I try more to look for getting my holes used? I know I'm a cunt but part of me still resists.

Good to hear from you so promptly cunt. In regards to the piss...good boy. It is easy to please me most of the time. In regards to jacking off....I told you that the physical torture would be in lieu of some of the other tasks you currently do, but it WILL be one or the other. For now you can reduce to five times a day for a short time period. I will let you know when to increase it again. Right now here is what I want you to do : every day, just before going to sleep, suck on your dildo for 30 minutes nonstop. Do it only with your mouth, no hands on the dildo, don't touch your cock either. Do it for 30 minutes, then you can drink your last glass of piss and go to sleep. Understand bitch ?
The pain is necessary because seeing you inflict it on yourself pleases me. I love watching the clip of you putting the cigarette out on your balls for no other reason than to please me. Your anxiety and shame are natural. Worried about what you are becoming? You are becoming what you need to be and that should bring you joy on a lot of levels. I wish I were there I would be able to hold you and rub your head and show you the positive sideof your efforts to please me. You will see my point when you find a real Master and begin pleasing Him with what you have learned here.Step up your efforts to find men to use your mouth and cunt. Make sure you take the cum he gives you and thank him for it. Offer to drink his piss if he wants you to. You must not only suppress but you must kill the part ofyou that still resists bitch. Silence it. I am working on your next task.

Hello cunt. I have been thinking of some new tasks. For the next 24 hours I want you to jack off into a shot glass or small similar container. Refrigerate it if you want but it should not be necessary. At the end of the day before you go to bed drink/eat it. All of it.
Also, I want you to back your rectum onto a doorknob and jack off until you cum. Use lots of lube. Full fucking yourself on the knob...all the way on and all the way off until your worthless dick pukes your scum up so you can eat it.
For the short term you can stop cooking with piss. Still have to drink some daily though and of course your submissiveness must still be made obvious to Alphas.
M

I'm sorry, I don't want to discuss your orders but the knobs on my doors are round and quite big, I don't think I can put one in my ass and even if I could it's not a good shape to fuck myself on it (they are like a mushroom if you see what I mean). As for drinking my cum, it's not a problem, I already drink my cum when I jerk off and I've always been doing that. But I'm concerned about my ass, I can't stretch it much, I'm not used to taking big stuff. Thank you for allowing me some time off with the piss. I'll continue to drink some twice a day. But p^lease let me know what I should do with the doorknob task.

The idea behind the doorknobs is two fold. The first one is it is
large... meant to train your cunt to open up for just about anything. It is time to work on your cunt for real. In a few weeks we'll start a new training with dildos. Don't worry cunt, I know you won't buy things. That's why I've decided I will buy dildos for you. I want you to go on this website : www.bigdongs.de. Choose 2 toys from the dildo section and 1 from the plug section. I want to see what you would choose. Of course, anything too small will not be considered. Be creative, try to please me. I don't think your ass is that tight right now. Of course it needs training to be able to take a fist. But we'll work on it. I also noticed a few months ago during a dildo session that your ass tends to prolapse a little. We'll make sure to develop that. A prolapsed ass is the mark of a true cunt.
As for the doorknob, the second thing is the shape...it is meant to hurt...just enough. I want you to struggle a bit to comply with these orders..if it is too easy then it is meaningless. If the doorknobs are impossible then I will find anotherhousehold item but don't expect it to be easy.You asked if you should increase your efforts to get fucked (See quoted text)" Should I try more to look for getting my holes used?" so do what comes naturally to you. Use the net if that is your normal hunting groundor hang out in cruisy men's rooms.As for offering to drink piss. You can wait for him to give it if that seems appropriate but you will find that offering it will come naturally toyou after a while and most Alphas will really like hearing you say it.Quit with the doubt shit you fucking worthless faggot cum dump. You have it in you to be an outstanding cuntboy for a lucky Alpha and I am determined to bring out the bitch boy in you. Get on with it cunt.
M

I did what you asked with the door knob. I really couldn't take it at
first. I had to open up my cunt a lot with my fingers and then force myself on the knob and then it finally poped in. It was painful at first and I bled a little, but then my cunt got used to it. So I was able to fuck myself on it. My feeling was weird, I felt like an animal who had to get something up its cunt whatever it was. It's really sick, who would do that ? Fuck himself on a door knob just get its cunt filled. The worst is I have to admit at the end I quite liked it. Sometimes I come to think I should just abandon using my dick and use my cunt instead, I don't think I can do it though, I'm so used to jerk off.i have one question : what do you mean by prolpapsed ass ? I'm not sure I understand.

So, now you know that there is method to my demands of you eric. I am really very pleased with you cumdump boy. Now let's try some absolute obedience. You may only cum if the doorknob is up your ass or I give you a specific task to perform that precludes the doorknob being practicable. Do you understand? EVERYTIME YOU WANT TO CUM THE DOORKNOB MUST BE UP YOUR CUNT. No doorknob then no getting off. That means five times a day for now. This should not be that hard right now as you are on holidays. It becomes easier as you are learning cunt.
A prolpased ass is also sometimes called "rosebud". It is a sign that your ass is used hard and regularly. It's as if the inside of your ass was coming out of it. Don't worry it is not dangerous, nor is it painful. But the result for the Alpha man who is using your hole is amazing. Right now you have a very small rosebud but it is a good start. Somme cunt don't have any and then it askes for a lot of work to get it out (if it ever comes out). So be glad to have one already. Once we've started with the dildos and your ass gets more streetched, we'll plan some rosebud training. Basically, you'll have to open your cunt and push, like when you're shiting. But when you do it long and hard enough, the rosebud will come out and with time will expand. But first thing first. I'm still waiting for your dildos selection. Send it to me quickly so we can start your training soon.

Here is the end of my story. I don't have the emails that followed. My training lasted for about six months after that and then our relationship stopped. I'm still not sure how and why. Maybe the distance is makes a relationship impossible. I stil think a lot of this period of my life. i've had some oter Masters. Most of them online relationship. But it never lasted as long as this one. And it was never as intense either. I'm still looking from time to time but I'm starting to think that it was this kind of relationship and bound that happens only once in a lifetime.