Two tongues on my cock

I was really pissed and heartbroken. The first guy I ever loved and kissed and fucked had left me. He was gone. I didn’t know what to do, but there was nothing. I was hot looking. I knew it because I had guys come on to me all the time who were gay when I went out with friends.

He just freaked out and wanted his space after the little “I love you’s” were coming. 

Well fuck him I thought(I want him back so badly though)

I had decided I was going to fuck any hot guy who wanted me for a while. Just have fun, anything to escape my agonizing pain over him not by my side. It was a temporary solution. 

I went down on some guy who’s name I forgot. He was in a play I was helping build a set for. I went down on him and never called him after that. It took me hours to get into his pants. I was walking home from a bar the next night with a bunch of straight guys and had a girl’s arm around me. I passed him on the street. He looked really confused and probably thought I was some nympho. (I didn’t do any chick though. I wasn’t that depressedJ

I was at my friend josh’s house. He was some guy I hung out with a little. He had a new boyfriend Randy. I was sitting around their kitchen table when Randy came up and hugged Josh. It kinda turned me on to watch them hug playfully. They were both steaming hot. I wonder what they look like when they fuck and who’s on top. I bet josh is. 

Later on I saw them kissing a little from the other room. I almost wanted to jack off right there but we all left for a party.

To make a long conversation short :at the party they asked me if I wanted to do a threesome that night. They said it would be to celebrate their one month anniversary. I would have rather died than watch my ex boyfriend get touched by another guy, but I decided to go for it. I was not in the relationship.

I was scared though. I really didn’t know if the whole 2 guy thing at once was gonna be cool. I like to be the full attention. 

We all had a glass of wine. I wasn’t sure if I was in my nightmare or my wildest fantasy. 

We went up to Josh’s bedroom (all 3 of us with wine glass in hand) I sat on the bed. Josh and Randy started kissing and taking off their clothes. My cock was rock hard watching them kiss. Josh pushed Randy a little into the dresser and started to kiss his chest. He still had a shirt on. Josh started sucking Randy off right there. Randy started to moan a little which made me harder. Randy’s eyes caught mine as he looked up at me. 
I started to feel out of place until Randy smiled at me.

Josh stopped sucking Randy off so he wouldn’t come soon I assume. Both guys started to strip me naked and laid me on the bed. 

They both started touching me and commenting on my body. I had four hands touching me from my chest to my legs. I was nude except for my briefs which had a huge thick rod tent. Josh rubbed his face into my cock. 

Randy took out my cock and held it at its base. They BOTH started licking my cock up and down. I had two tongues licking up and down and across the head, but no sucking. It was the ultimate tease. 

Josh took out a condom. The next that happened was Josh fucked Randy while Randy sucked me off. I came about two minutes before josh did. It was like watching a porno movie and have someone suck my cock at the same time. 

The longer I was with Randy the more hot I thought he was. I wanted to fuck him too. Josh went to make a phone call after he came.

“He’s so into his damn business. I am so sick of coming after it if I come at all” Randy said referring to Josh being on the phone a lot due to his business. 

“I bet.” I said an laughed at the double entendre. 

“I heard your boyfriend broke up with you. Josh said you called him every night for a week crying about it.”

Thanks for bringing it up I thought.

“Yea, it’s been hard on me but I try to forget about it. “

“That guy must have been fucking crazy. I don’t know where he is but you’re the fucking jackpot as far as hot guys go. I can’t even begin to fathom it. You?”

I laughed. I wished he’d shut up. 

I leaned over and kissed him with tongue. I wanted to kiss his mouth and I wanted him to shut up too. WE made out for about 10 minutes while josh yelled in the other room at one of his associates. 

We would stop on occasion to laugh.

I never saw him again. I fucked about 4 more guys before I took my ex boyfriend back less than a year later. I still think about Randy sometimes. 

My boyfriend’s hotter though, and I really do love him for some fucked up reason even though he did cheat on me. No matter how many guys I fuck(which to this day has been about 6) I fall for my boyfriend every time. Must be because he was the first one. I remember the first time he kissed me and the kiss never happened b/c I kept looking away. He held me for a while on the couch. He kissed my neck and then we actually kissed and at that second I knew I was gay or at least bi. 

We ended up moving in together. He cheated on me again while living with me in my place. The guy he cheated on me with was a guy I fucked while we broke up. The guy came over looking for me at my place when I wasn’t home, sucked off my boyfriend, and then called me that night to tell me. He wanted to get me back and come between me and my boyfriend. 

I broke up with my boyfriend. I never went back to the other guy. I actually think about taking my boyfriend back sometimes. Am I crazy?