Unthinkable Love : Part 2

This is the second chapter of Unthinkable Love. If you have not read the first one then go read it!

"Jack," A voice called, awakening me. "Time to get up."

I felt someone lean over me and then a pair of lips were pressed to my neck. Smiling, I opened one eye and saw Dan smirking at me. "Good morning." He said, his voice husky from sleeping.
"Morning?" I moaned, closing my eyes again as if I was trying to deny the fact that the sun had risen. Dan scooted closer, wrapping his arms around me. "I know how you feel. I could lie here all day with you."
I chuckled at what he said but really his suggestion was all I wanted to do. "Do we really have to go see the first matches? I asked.

Dan and I had come to see the U.S open and we had stayed the night in a hotel, planning to get up early and go to some of the first matches. A smile slipped across my face as I remembered last night. We had spent most of it making love to each other. My dick jumped a little just thinking about it. Dan interrupted my thoughts by answering my question. "We're not going to the first matches."
"What?" I gapped at him, confused.
"If we had wanted to go to those, we should have gotten up a couple hours ago."

I quickly rolled over and glanced at the clock. It was almost ten! "Dan, I'm sorry. I know how much you-" I started to apologize but Dan put a finger to my lips.

"Hush, I woke up at six but then decided I would rather lay in bed with you longer than see the first matches." Dan told me, leaning down for another kiss. Fireworks went off in my head as our lips met. I loved him so much! Dan's kisses began to grow more excited but I had to cut it off and push him away. He looked at me confused and I smiled to reassure him. "Go shave." I told him. His two day growth of beard was just enough to be annoying when kissing. Dan laughed and threw off the covers, getting up and strutting butt naked to his bag. I ran my eyes down his muscular back to his perfectly shaped butt. At least I thought it was perfect. I thought everything about Dan was perfect. His dark brown hair, piercing eyes, tanned skin, and wonderfully sculpted body. I normally wasn't too keen on body hair but I even thought that the light covering of hair on his chest and the slight trail off hair that went from his belly button to his pubes was perfect. "See something you like?" Dan asked, catching me gapping at him. A dozen slams or comebacks flashed through my head but for some reason I didn't say any of them. "I love what I see." I said, surprising myself and evidently him, given that a shocked look crossed his face. A sly smile spread across his face and he began to cross back to me. "No." I held up a hand. "Shave first."

"Same thing my wife says." Dan laughed and exited the room, grabbing his shaving bag.

"Same thing my wife says." Dan's words echoed in my head. "Same thing my wife says." My mood did a nose dive as I suddenly was hit by reality. Dan was 31, married, and had three kids. I was 18, just out of high school, and my dad was a pastor, who had no idea that I was gay. I had never told anyone about my feelings for guys until last night. At the memory of last night two emotions clashed inside of me; love and fear. Last night the man I had had a crush on for four years and admitted that he had had the same feelings for me but I was scared about the implications of last night. Dan and I had had sex. I was in love with him but that love would get me scorned and in a way disowned by my family and my friends. Frustrated and confused, I threw the covers off and got up. I grabbed my underwear that Dan had thrown across the room last night and slipped them on. Rummaging through my bag I grabbed the first shirt and pants I could find and through them on, not caring what I looked like. Dan came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me back into him.

"Dan, no…" I began, pulling away.
"What? I shaved." He said, smirking and reaching for me again.
"No, Dan!" I said, more sternly. "We can't do this."
Dan froze, all his playfulness gone. "What's wrong?"
"Dan, you’re my tennis teacher… Your more than ten years older than me and my dad's the pastor of our church. We can't do this." I turned away from him, fighting back tears. "This is crazy and we should have never-"

"Stop it!" Dan interrupted me. "I know that I'm more then ten years older than you. I know that everyone we know would reject us if they knew what we had done last night. I know that this is crazy!" Dan paused, turning my to face him... "But I know that I love you, Jack. I know it's crazy… but I know were in love."
Wrapping his arms around me, he kissed me. I kissed back eagerly, forgetting my fears.

"Let's forget about everyone else and focus on us this weekend." Dan said, pulling me closer. Agreeing, I kissed him. Abruptly Dan pulled back, a disgusted look on his face.
"You stink." He stated. "You need a shower."
Shocked at his abruptness and embarrassed, I stepped back, not really sure if he was serious.

"Come on. You told me I needed to shave and now I'm telling you that you need to take a shower." A sly smile spread across his face and then before I could react he was pulling my towards the bathroom. Quicker then I had put them on, Dan had my clothes off and pulled me into the huge walk in shower. I instantly tried to jump out of the water when Dan turned it on because it was so cold but Dan caught my arm and pulled me to him.
"It's freezing." I complained.
"It'll get hot." He told me. "But until then, I'll keep you warm."

I laughed out loud and pressed myself to him. We kissed, chest to chest and cock to cock. Feeling his hands run down my back to my butt, I moaned into his mouth. Slowly Dan slid his fingers into my butt crack, almost sending me over the edge in ecstasy. Then moving his hands to the base of my ass, he lifted me up like I was a five year old. I parted my legs and wrapped them around his waist as I felt the head of his hard dick find my whole. Gently, Dan pushed his cock up into me, filling my ass. He leaned my back against the wall of the shower while still holding me up and started to pump his cock in and out of me.

Grunting, I could feel his cock growing even larger with every thrust. My dick was rubbing up against his abs and throbbing it was so hard. As the water started to heat up do did Dan's kissing. His lips grew more and more passionate, roaming my mouth and neck. Dan started getting close to blowing his load and started pumping even faster, making my cock stroke up and down his abs more. By now the water was so hot that it stung as it rained down on us but I didn't care. "Dan… Oh, Dan." I cried, getting ready to cum. Dan cried out along with me and shot his cum up my ass. As his warm cum filled me, my cock erupted, sending my cum allover Dan's chest.

Slowly, Dan lowered me to the floor painting and hovered over me on his hands and knees. Water rained down around him and I couldn't help but think how sexy of a picture he would make. Dan smiled one of his amazing smiles and gave me a quick peck on the lips.
"I think your clean enough now." He joked.

"We're here!" Dan cheered like a two year old at Disney world, as the stadium came into view. "I'm so excited! I'm so excited!" Dan began to jump up and down. I laughed at his childish antics. "What's so funny?" Dan asked obnoxiously loud, using a little kid voice.
"Shush!" I chuckled. "People are going to think you're drunk."

"W-what? I couldn't… couldn't hear you." Dan slurred, stumbling on purpose. I glanced over at him, making sure that it was Dan walking beside me. He was acting so different on this trip. I was seeing so many different sides of him that I never knew existed. Last night he was romantic, this morning he was passionate, and now he was playful; acting like he was drunk just for the humor of it. Dan put an arm around my shoulders and began to pretend to lean on me for support. "Dan, stop it!" I tried to sound serious but couldn't help but giggle at his clowning. Then Dan let out a loud burp and I almost fell to the ground, laughing. I leaned over and gave him a quick peck on the cheek. "I love you…" I told him. Dan shot me one of his million dollar smiles and we resumed our walk. I longed for Dan to take my hand as we walked but knew that that was pushing it for both of us. We both weren't ready to publicize our relationship even if we were a hundred miles away from anyone that knew us. I'd known that I was gay since I was 15 or so but I had never told a soul until last night. Who new how long Dan had been keeping his sexuality a secret? He had been married for ten years and-

My thought stalled. "Is Dan gay?" Know that I thought about, he had never actually told me that he was gay. "He has to be… He told me he loved me and we had sex last night and this morning." I reassured myself. But he was married and he did have kids so… did that mean he was bi? Was he attracted to both girls and guys? I knew that he was attracted to me but was I some weird exception? I glanced over at Dan and right away I could see some very "straight" features about him or at least I saw some major differences between Dan and the stereotypical gay dude. Dan didn't have a clue when it came to clothes. He didn't dress like a freak or anything but he didn't dress… with style. Today, he wore athletic shorts and a plain t-shirt that advertised his favorite football team. I, on the other hand, wouldn't step out of the house in a "plain" t-shirt. "Is Dan gay?" I asked again. "Or is he really straight and I'm just a irregularity?"
"Ok, over there is where we need to go." Dan informed me, pointing towards our right.

"But the stadium is straight ahead?" I asked. Dan chuckled and explained that although all you see on TV are the games being played on the stadium court, there are several smaller courts that they play on.
"Later in the tournament we'll watch a match there but for now we'll stick to the smaller courts."

I shrugged and followed his lead, knowing that he knew a lot more than me on the subject. We arrived at the courts just as one of Dan's favorite players was about to play so we quickly grabbed two seats in the bleachers. "Our you hungry?" Dan asked. I hadn't thought about it until he asked but I was starving. In our rush this morning we had forgotten to eat anything. I was about to answer Dan when my stomach did for me, letting out an obnoxious growl. "I'll take that as a yes." Dan laughed. "There's probably some vendors around here somewhere. You save our seats and I'll see what I can find." Dan trotted off leaving me with nothing to do but go back to the questions in my head. "Is Dan gay?" I asked once again, my mood souring quickly. I had to ask him. There was no other way around it. I wouldn't get a moments peace until I knew the answer.

I glanced around, looking to see if Dan was coming back and I noticed a guy standing beside the bleachers. He was looking straight at me with a puzzling grin. I nodded at him and then looked away. A couple seconds later I glanced back and he was still there, gazing at me. I raised an eyebrow, intrigued. The guy was a total knock out with sandy blond hair, hansom face, and tanned skin. He wore a tight green tank-top that showed of his athletic build, a blue and white striped swimsuit, and flip flops. Overall he reminded me of Barbie's boyfriend, Ken. He flashed me a smile and then started to make his way towards me. My heart started to pound as I watched him stroll coolly up to where I was sitting. "Hey, cutie." He said, sitting down in the seat Dan had vacated.

"Uh… Hi." I replied lamely.
"What's up?" He asked casually like he wasn't a total stranger.
"Nothing much. Just watching the match." I looked him over, trying to decipher his intentions.
"I was trying to watch the match too but I kept getting distracted." He told me. "I saw you and it was pretty hard to focus on anything else."

I blushed, surprise at his bluntness. I had no idea how so respond to something like that and even if I did, my mouth had gone dry.
"I just came from a pool party but I left early because it was kinda lame. It was mostly girls." He paused and glanced over at me before continuing. "Now give me a bunch of guys running around in nothing but their swimsuits, that's a pool party."
I glanced down and saw that the guy was now messaging his cock through his shorts. Aroused, I felt my cock jump. The guy must having been watching for the twitch under my belt because a sly smile spread across his face. "You like those kind of parties too?" He asked leaning closer.
"Y-yeah…" I said before I knew what I was doing. "Idiot!" I reprimanded myself.

"How about we go have our own little party? My cars not far from here." He said, reaching over and resting his hand on my leg. I was getting hornier and hornier and I wanted to do nothing but say yes but reality was sounding warning bells in my head. "Why are you even considering doing anything with this guy? You don't even know him!" A voice yelled in my brain. Suddenly I was aware that the guy was running his hand up my leg towards my cock. I knew I should push him away but for some reason I didn't. The guy grabbed my growing dick through my jeans and gave it a squeeze. "Come on, cutie. Let's go party." He whispered, for he was now barley inches away from me. I was about to relent and go with him when a thought froze me to my seat.
"What about Dan?"

Dan's confession of love for me last night flashed through my head. "I tried not to, believe me. But I couldn't get you off of my mind. I fell in love… I fell in love with you."
My heart swelled with the very thought of Dan. I looked at the guy, who was now standing and looking at me expectantly. I had to admit that he was hot and he had made me horny but the more I thought about, the more I realized that I didn't want to go with him. I was in love Dan and he was in love with me. I just couldn't be with anyone else. Noticing my hesitation, the guy leaned back down and grabbed at my crotch. "Come on. You know you want to."
"No! I'm with someone." I explained, pushing him away.
"I think I could easily make you forget who your with." He said, smiling a sly grin.

"No." I said firmly. The guy opened his mouth to say more but must have decided it wasn't worth it because he spun and walked down the bleachers. I watched him until he got to the base of the bleachers, where I saw Dan standing. From the look on his face, I knew that he had seen the whole incident. My face burned as Dan made his way up slowly to me. Without saying a word, Dan handed me a hot dog and sat down. I tried to say something but I was so embarrassed and humiliated that I couldn't. The longer the silence stretched on between us the worse I felt. Finally, after what seemed like hours, Dan broke the silence. "Thank you…"
I turned to him shocked. What did I do for him to thank me?
"What?" I muttered, my mouth dry. "Thank you." He repeated, gazing straight ahead. "Thanks for not running off with that guy."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I'd thought Dan was angry but he was thanking me? This was totally not what I expected to hear.

"Jack, I know you had to have wanted to go with that guy. I mean he was drop dead gorgeous…" Dan paused and looked over at me. "Maybe you should have gone. I'm no good for you. You're young and you should be running around with a guy like that, not a guy more than ten years your senior. You should find someone who you can be open with your love. You shouldn't be with a gay guy who is married and has kids."
"So you are gay?" I asked after a moment of silence.

Dan sighed. "Yes. No one knows though. No one ever did. My family was very religious and I just couldn't tell them. I tried to hide it from them by dating girls and then finally I forced myself to get married…"
Dan fell silent, looking away. The crowd cheered around us as something happened in the match but neither Dan or I were paying attention. I rested a hand on Dan's shoulder but didn't say anything. I was too busy processing everything in my head. I hadn't realized until now, how much Dan and I were alike. I had never thought I would actually act on my sexuality, until last night. I had planned on living my life like Dan, pretending to be straight. But as I looked at Dan I knew that I couldn't do that. I knew that I could never be happy pretending to be something I wasn't after having this relationship with Dan. Looking over at Dan, I was overwhelmed with happiness. "This can't be wrong. These feelings can't be meant to stay hidden." I told myself.

Reaching over, I grabbed Dan's hand. "Come with me."
"Where?" Dan asked surprised.
I didn't answer but pulled him up to his feet and started leading him down the bleachers. At the base,

I scanned the area, looking for somewhere private. Spying a building with bathrooms, I pulled Dan toward it. I found the "family" bathrooms and quickly swung open the door. Spinning, I grabbed Dan's shirt, pulled him inside and shut the door. "What are-" Dan started but never got to finish. I covered his lips with mine and pulled him against me. Dan reacted quickly, wrapping his arms around me. Sliding my fingers down his chest and abs, I slipped my hands into his shorts and gave his balls a squeeze. Dan yelped in pleasure and slapped my butt. With my hands still down his pants, I began to stroke his rapidly growing cock. Having Dan's dick in my hands and feeling the size of it, I got so horny to have it in my mouth. Breaking away from Dan's eager lips, I dropped to my knees. Dan's dick was so hard it was making a tent in his shorts. A dark circle had started to form, at the point of his tent, where precum had soaked through.

The sight just turned me on more and I moaned as I slide Dan's shorts down. His dick sprung out of his shorts and stood erect. I was so horny I want to swallow it right away but I knew it would be more fun to tease Dan a little before. I grabbed his balls with one hand and started to fondle them while licking the very tip of his rock hard cock. Dan whined and stepped into me, trying to get me to swallow his dick but I resisted. I started kissing the inside of his legs and pubes while running my hands up and down his muscled thighs and defined calves. Dan shuddered in anticipation and moaned for me stop. Knowing he was getting close to going crazy, I ran my tongue agonizingly slow up from the base of his cock to the very tip and circled around his slit before plunging his warm dick into my mouth. Dan screamed in ecstasy, relieved that my teasing was done.

Sliding my hands to Dan's ass, I wasted no time and started to slide my mouth up and down his rock hard meat. Dan's breathing started to get ragged quickly and I knew that it wouldn't be long and he would blow his loud. Stepping up onto his toes and gripping my hair, he shot his warm cum into my mouth. A loud moan escaped his lips as I pumped every last bit of cum from him. I rose, pausing to kiss his abs, chest, and neck. Finally, I met his lips with mine and he kissed me so passionately I could hardly breath. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled myself against him. His arms encircled me and I knew that I belong there. After breaking of the kiss, I saw a tear slip down his cheek. "Dan, I know your 13 years older than me. I know your married and have kids. I know that I'm just barely out of high school." Dan reached up and cupped my face as I continued to poor my heart out. "I know that my dad is a pastor, I know that almost everyone we both know would look down on us if they knew what we have done on this trip. I know it's crazy!" I paused, kissing him quickly. "But I love you."

Stay tuned for the next and last chapter!