Welcome to my world

My names Michael this is the first time I’ve done any thing like, I’ve just turned 18 and these events were best only a year ago. this is a story about my first time and the disaster that followed, I want to show people what its like trying to come out now, some people thinks its a lot easier than it was, and that might be true about having sex with a guy but if your looking for love then its a lot more complicated as I experienced. This is a story with real people with real problems, if all goes well and I get good feed back from you guys then this will be nothing but introduction.

The sun shown through the open window, my vision was blurred as my eyes opened. The air was heavy with the stench of booze and sick. When my eyes eventually adjusted on the ceiling I slowly sat up, the floor of the room was covered in half naked and naked bodies as I stood up I felt something slide off my leg I turned round to see the girl who had been my “fun” for the night, I looked at her and felt a since of disappointment in myself, when would I learn, when would I except who I was. I made a move for the door my limbs heavy my head felt like it was getting bashed repeatedly, the room felt larger then it actually was I traipsed over the mounds of bodies fell shoulder first into the door and then I was out into the hall. Hunger had set in so I made my way sluggishly to the kitchen. When I entered the kitchen I noticed the patio doors were lying wide open, I stepped out into the garden a figure stood at the edge, it was Ryan. Ryan went to my school he was regard by everyone as the most popular kid, girls dreamed about him, guys wanted to be him, me, my heart jumped if he so much as looked at me. He was smaller than me but I was 6 “, his dark hair was cut short but still stylish, he looked up at me smiled “Hi” he said cockishly My heart raced his smile was like ecstasy “Hi” I said sounding a little too excited; he seemed to notice my excitement.

His grin grew as he walked towards me as if he owned the world “Nice cock by the way” He then walked back into the living room I looked down and there it was, I had been standing naked the hole time, and not only that but my cock was at its full 7 and a half inch glory. I was red with embarrassment.

“Your ears are burning” he called from the kitchen “you want some tea, am making some if you want it” I darted through the kitchen and ran back to the room were I had left my boxers and jeans pulled them on then ran back down stairs just in time for the tea. I sat across from him at the table and gazed into his deep brown eyes. “Your Michael am I right” he said sarcastically I laughed “how did u know “ I was the subject of most of the gossip in the school; I was the little rich Emo boy how used daddies money for drugs, booze and cloths, I had been kicked out of private school for possession of weed and alcohol and consuming it on the school premises, so my parents as punishment sent me to public school.

Ryan glanced down at his watch “Ah shit look at the time a need to head home catch you later mate, enjoy the tea.” He dashed out the room and then next thing I heard was the door slam shut Wow if that wasn’t the most pointless meeting in all time I don’t not what is I thought to myself I sat drinking my tea letting my head calm down, the house began to wake up. I was thrown out at about 12 in the after noon so I headed home.

On the long walk home (if you can call it a walk it was more like a crawl) all I could think about was my meeting with Ryan, I never would have thought that a conversation as short as that could ever have this much affect on anyone.

When I got home I took my meds (I suffer from insomnia so without my meds I don’t sleep.) and then collapsed in my bed. That day I had the first of many Ryan obsessed dreams, We were in my room just sitting there talking, then he leaned forward and kissed me, my blood raced as I felt his lips close on mine. He moved his hand up my leg as we kissed until he reached my crotch, he started to undo the buttons on my jeans, I broke from the kiss and pinned him on my bed with me on top of him I pulled his tee-shirt off revelling his toned muscular chest, he raised his head from the mattress and kissed me passionately, he then throw me on to my back and pulled my tee-shirt off and started to kiss my body, the feel of his warm breath on my neck sent shivers down my body, he moved down my toned chest towards my jeans again he then used his hands to open them he pulled them down to my ankles and was about to pull down my boxers when, my bed room door flow open smashing the mirrored wardrobes behind it, I turned back round and in his place was Isabella, lipstick smudged round her lips, her tears died back with mascara running down her face, she held up her bleeding wrists and screamed “FUCKING FAG LOOK WAT YOU MADE ME DO.” I awoke sweating in my bed. I looked round at the clock it was 6am. I got up and walked to my en-suite took a shower and got ready for school. I was first down at the breakfast table as usual, then my sister Alice walked down the stairs (my sister Alice is a part-time model and art school student, and although it pains me to say this she is extremely good looking every guy in my school wants her, in fact every guy who ever meets her wants her.) “Hey little brother you want a lift to school” she smiled “Its cool mum said she’d take me” “That would be hard since mum and dad are away to India for the month” she giggled

My mum and dad worked away from home a lot, part of there fun job which I don’t even really care about. My sister dropped me off at school and found a reason to walk me inside, every guy there was dazzled by her I flung my head down and let my fringe cover my face, I hated when she did this.

I met up with Isabella in side she was my best friend and in her ideal world my girl friend. I must admit though if I was straight I would defiantly go for her. She had long dark black hair and a milky complexion, and she was so great to be with, but something’s just aren’t meant to be. The day went by like every other until just before lunch I got pulled up by the head master and taken to his offices.

“Michael when was the last time you went into gym class” he questioned waiting for me to come up with some shitty excuse like my doctor says. “Erm never” “Well then you wont be surprised when I punish you then” he looked extremely pissed of with the bluntness of my honesty “ok, what’s the punishment” I rolled my eyes and looked at him sarcastically “Your are to join the swim team and attained the after school class. The first is tonight. You are to borrow the school swimming kit tonight.” “And what if I say no, you can’t make me go what if I cant swim” A smile spread across his face, finally I he could mock me, he reached into his desk and pulled out a document with my old private schools insignia on it. He began to read it out “It says here that you won the championship last year with your school, so much for you can’t swim, and if you don’t attend then you will be expelled as simple as that.” For the rest of the day I was in a rager I didn’t want to sit on a fucking bus filled with jocks trying to abuse me for being hotter than them fucking twats. At lunch all I did was bitch to Isabella, “Fucking cunt” I moaned “I mean who the fuck does he think he is” “Aw cheer up do you want some happy pills they always get me through days when it rains, I hate the rain don’t you it makes it seam like the worlds crying and that makes me sad,” Isabella said her eyes distant, she was in a world of delusion. She is by all manner of the word insane, her shrink keeps her on more meds than anyone I’ve ever met but that’s only when she’s in school at weekends she aloud to be herself.

“Argh I cant be arsed with your shit, fuck the world let it cry for all I fucking care, why do you need to be so fucked when I need you” “Such an angry boy you’re only like this usually when u don’t get sex, do you want some, we don’t need to eat, eating’s for the hungry” she turned and looked at me with her massive grey eyes “I can’t take advantage of you when you’re on your meds bells but I promise at the weekend we’ll go at ok?” I said with a grin “That’s fine with me but my boyfriend might feel a bit shitty, but you do have a nicer cock than his, yours isn’t to big you no unlike him and his anaconda and plus yours so much better to look at ” she laughed “Have I ever told you that Sam makes me feel so inadequate” I wasn’t lying and nether was she, I had seen Sams’ cock before it was fucking huge.

The time finally came I was first on the bus I took my place at the back put my ipod in and listened to the used. Then Ryan stepped onto the bus walked up to the back sat down beside me and took my earphones out.

“I didn’t think this was your scene” he smiled I was instantly cheered, It felt like I’d just seen snow for the first time “Its not” I laughed “am being forced by the head to so this for skipping gym class” “Really and here’s me thinking that it was because of my great witty banter” “Dude I would rather suck your cock first before I listened to your banter”

Which was the truth :P. For the rest of the bus ride we just talked shear random shit, but it was great. The swimming wasn’t so bad, the only problem was all the guys got showered in there trunks, and we all had our own cubical to get changed in so it wasn’t as if I got to see Ryan naked. After we got dried Ryan came up to me and began talking again. When got back on the bus he hit out with “So dude you up to anything to night” “Fuck all I was gona just go home and play some playstation 3, what about you” “well nothing ether” he smiled “you want to come back to mine, no ones in my mums away all week to my grans house up north and am kind of in myself” “sure” I said I couldn’t believe I was going to his house my head began to fill with ideas on how to get him naked. Once we got off the bus I phoned my sis and told her I was going to be at my friends house.

Ryans house wasn’t far from the school. It was small but very well kept; he took me up to his room which was covered in posters of sportsman. That night, time flew by we sat and talked for ages and played his xbox 360 it was fun but he kept wining, for to reasons 1. I couldn’t stop looking at him and 2 am not very good at gears of war. Then he brought up the vodka from the kitchen.

“I don’t really feel like going in to school tomorrow” Ryan said with the smile that made my heart melt “you can stay here and drink if you wan” “Why not” I laughed and grabbed the vodka, I closed my eyes when I was about to take a sip and when I did, it was not vodka that I felt touch my lips, it was something a lot better, it was his lips.

I put the vodka to the one side and started to kiss him, at the exact same time, we razed each others tee-shirts over our heads and he pulled out of the kiss and began kissing my body, I opened my eyes, his body was far hotter than I had ever thought I lay back and let him work, every were he touched tingled I loved the feel of his warm body on top of mine, he moved his hands down to my jeans, he ripped them open and tore down my boxers revelling my 7 1/2 inch hard on, I closed my eyes a I felt his lips close round the head of my cock, he moved his head back and forth, he took every inch in “aaaahhh fu fuck aah fucking hell you’ve done this before” He continued to suck I could feel it build up, “Shit am gona cum” my heart raced I tried to hold it in but I couldn’t this was the best blow job I had ever had no girl even came close, I blew my load in side his mouth he didn’t swallow straight away he moved it round his mouth like mouth wash before swallowing, this mad me more horny I moved towards his chest and began to like his perfect v section I ripped the buttons on his jeans right open and pulled them down to his buldge was massive I moved my hands back up to his boxers and began to pull them down, then a perfect 8inch cock popped out and then perfect balls, I put his cock in my mouth and almost gagged as he graded my head and thrust it down, the smell of his sweaty cock and balls put me on a high and I began licking and sucking on his huge poll, “fuck yeah argh, suck it, suck it, fucking yes man” I could taste the precum oozing out his cock, “Am gona cum get ready for this” I could feel his cock throbbing in side my mouth, I felt so horny, my cock began to swell up again, then he blew and a torrent of cum flooded into my mouth.

“Ah man that was awesome” Ryan exclaimed his face beaming “you don’t no how much I’ve wanted you but I always thought you had no interest in me, until the party” “Now am glad I forgot to put my cloths back on” I smiled “You want to go all the way? I have a condom in my drawer” Ryan said an nodded to the drawers, I went over and pulled the condom out, “Let’s do this now who fucks who” Ryan didn’t even answer I grabbed the condom ant put it on his 8 inch cock, “spread those cheeks bitch and say good by to your cherry” I lifted my legs into the air lay on my back and pulled my cheeks as far back as possible, Ryan and moved forward anticipation on his face, he put my legs on his shoulders and began to prod with his fingers, then he slowly pushed his cock in, I gasped as I felt him enter, my entire body shuddered, I looked up at his face, his head was thrown back and he was gasping, he began to thrust slowly but he soon picked up speed I felt his sack bounce of my ass cheeks my hole began to burn as he thurst, he leaned forward and kissed me and then let out a load moan, “fuck me harder” I commanded

His pace picked up I my entire body felt like it was on fire the lust built up in the room all that could be heard was our moans. “shit am man am gona cum” and with that he blew his load and pulled out of my ass. Then we slept there in his bed naked our to bodies covered in each others cum.

To be continued..........