What is love?

Today was the day, I was going to America, after a year and a half I am finally ready to go to America, I thought this day was never going to arrive. As I lye there in bed and stare openly at the ceiling I began to imagine all of the things I was going to do when I got there: travel, go apartment scouting, job hunting, and apply for college.

For everybody who is wondering what I look like I am 6' 0" and weight 160lbs, I am Italian and I have short golden hair always styled in a fohawk. I have a faded six pack and my eyes are green. Not your typical Italian that you picture when your playing Super Mario Bros. I know. I just graduated high school a month ago and now I am setting out to America after years and years of waiting for my Green Card to get accepted. It came the exact day I graduated and it was the happiest day of my life, and it was the day my life was ready to begin.

As I came to realization the my plane was leaving in about 3 hours I got up in a start and began to stumble over everything that was there. I jogged down the hallway and made my way into the bathroom, we feet were completely cold and frozen from the hard cold bare tile and I felt nasty from the mucky air. As I walk past my laundry hamper I grabbed my cloths I had lyed out the previous day, skinny jeans, and a tight black shirt, and my converse. I turned on the water and let it warm up and as I did I grabbed my tooth brush and began to scrub my teeth mercilessly getting all of the crap out of them and as I continued to hack away at my teeth I jumped in the shower. The water was warm and as I stood there it trickled down my body, it felt amazing, after I was done with my teeth I grabbed my shampoo and scrubbed my hair clean.

By the time I was done I had about an hour and a half left until my plane left so I grabbed my luggage and hopped in my moms car and we left in a start. When we got to the airport a small group of friend has been waiting for me: my mom, sister, 2 of my close friends, and Josh. As I said goodbye to them all Josh called me over, he looked nervous and he had tears streaming down his cheeks. I asked him,"What is wrong Josh?" He looked at me with the saddest look ever in his face and said,"Skyler I love you, and I always have." As he said this I became breathless, he put his hand on my cheek and kissed my lips, and when he did he whispered goodbye and ran off into the crowd, I began to shout,"I am sorry." As I said this I began to break down into tears and I walked into the flight terminal. The hallway was long and narrow it was cold but all I could focus on was how much I hurt Josh, never realizing it before but it was quite obvious that he was in love with me. I entered the plane and took my seat and as I did I feel asleep instantly with his wet tears still on my cheek.

When I woke up it was about 3 o'clock in the morning and I had to use the restroom so bad, but I was scared to get up so I didn't wake up the young lady that was sitting next to me. I couldn't bare the feeling so I stood up in a quiet manner and slowly slid past her and made my way into the bathroom where I went to my business. When I got out I returned to my seat, when I sat down my eyes grew heavy once again and I was out like a light.

When I woke up the next morning it was about 10 minutes before landing time, so I got my stuff together and we landed I went through all of the things where you get you luggage and I was gone. I made my way to the front of the airport where I got into a taxi and said take me down town please. As we traveled in downtown LA I began my sight seeing and as I did I was in love with America already. As I got out I handed the cab driver $20 and I was gone I was surrounded by people and building and it was amazing. I began to walk around when I saw for rent signs on apartments in Malibu, so I walked into the vacancy office where I was greeted with a warm smile from a man named Steve. "Hello" he said in a warm smile. "Hello sir, I was interested in your apartments and moving in today please." "Sure, we have several ones, which one would you like" he replied in a warm tone. "Something pricey while nice at the same time please." So he handed me a pair of keys and I filled out all of the proper forms and paid the man up front and I was on my way in the matter of 30 minutes.

*** 1 MONTH LATER

By this time I was now your typical LA boy, I was dressed like a total gay guy and I didn't give a fuck what anybody thought of me. I had a new man each night of the week and I was in college which meant drunken parties daily. And tonight was the night I was going to another one, so to pass the time I was going to go buy some cloths and as I did I would look for something I wanted to bring with me tonight. As I made my way to the mall I got a few glances from several guys and girls but I brushed them all off because I know none of them are worth it at all, so I simply continued to walk on.

That night when I showed up to the party there were people doing drugs and alcohol. I made my way around the room strung out on extacy and it was amazing when something caught my eye. He was tall and gorgeous and his lips looked so tasty. I made my way over to him and told him I needed to tell him something and as we made our way out of the frat house he looked at me and said,"what?" is a very bland and monotone like tone. I looked at him and smiled and told him,"your cute." He looked at me and he began to chuckle,"I don't roll like that bud." I remained calm and said,"you should kiss me to see if you like it, or to try something new." He looked at me and as he did he whispered,"sure" and by this time he was against the wall now chest to chest where I leaned in and I kissed him, he kissed me and he began to make out. I pulled away and said,"so your liking it." He smirked a little and said,"your quite adorable and you seem sweet so sure I will try this with you I suppose." He than pulled me int and he kissed me again and I said,"would you like to come back to my place?" He looked nervous and I said,"I wont hurt you I promise." He than gave me a nod in approval and I grabbed his hand as I walked off and we were now on our way to his car.

When we got there I unlocked the door and we made our way into the dark room, when I turned on the lights he locked the door behind us and I set my keys down. "What is your name?" I asked him. He replied,"Stefan." And in a matter of seconds he asked that same thing. I am Skyler, it is nice to meet you.

He was as tall as I was he had black hair and he was about the same build and his eyes were a breath taking green. I walked up to him and we began to kiss and when we did we picked me up, I wrapped my legs around him and he had me against the wall and we began to make out again. This time I wiggled free and took his shirt off as we made our way to my bedroom, he took my shirt off of me and we fell to the bed where we continued to kiss, he than bit my lip genitally and I started to get hard and he could feel it as he began to giggle a little bit.
I rolled over now on top of him and I unbuttoned his pants and pulled them straight off of him, and he was hard and it was big. It was about 7 and 1/2 inches and it was amazing. I began to play with it through his underwear and he began to moan and I knew he liked it as his head cocked back and he moaned with a cute,"uhh" escaping his lips and tickling my ear. I slid my hand into his blue boxer briefs and started to stroke his amazing dick.

I kissed him and he slid my pants off and he saw my dick now fully erect in it's glory of 8 inches. I pushed him on the bed and got on my knees I took him all the way in my mouth and it was smooth and nice, I used my tongue and I stroked the head of his dick a few times and this made him flinch in a good and sexy way. He pulled me onto the bed where we got into the 69 position and he started to suck me off and it was warm and wet. I moaned a little bit as he used his tongue and it was nice and amazing. I leaned over and grabbed a condom from the drawer and slid it onto his dick and spit on it a little bit as he lye there I go on top of him now looking down at him as I slid onto his dick I moaned a little from the feeling and the pain that came with it.I continued to slide down his dick and it continued to hurt until I felt my ass now against his pelvic bone and the pain subsided for a minute until he grabbed my hips and began to bounce me rhythmic like up and down, it hurt but after a while it subsided and it felt better with every thrust he put into it.

He flipped me now onto my back and reentered me and we looked one another in the eyes until he net down and kissed me, when he did I kissed him back and I could feel him begin to twitch and he moaned quietly in my ear,"I am gonna cuuuuuum." And as he did he moaned and it felt so nice he fell onto me now and collapsed both of us drenched in sweat he rolled off of me and we continued to kiss one another and I rolled over and grabbed another condom for myself and as I did this he whispered,"Be careful it is my first time." I looked at him and said,"I promise" and as I did this I rolled the condom on my dick and he lye on his stomach ass up. I shoved the tip of my dick into his ass and he moaned a little bit and I slowly entered him and he would grab the sheets and moan a little more each until I came to a stop now fully inside of him I began to slide my dick in and out slowly until he loosened up and he asked me to go faster.

I was now pumping my hips in and out while he lay there and moaned grasping the sheets and I sucked his neck which made him moan in pure bliss. I went faster and the warmth of my shaft every time it left and reentered made me even harder. His moans were soft and gentle and I was loving every little noise he made as he bit his lower lip. I flipped him onto his side now where I could enter a lot faster and I began to by my pelvis in and out quicker now and his moans became more blissful and he was asking for more. I started to cum and he was loving every moment of it and I lay there with my dick inside of him as we cuddled close together and he whispered,"I love you..."

STAY TUNED FOR PART 2!