Whatever Grady Want's...

All three of them walked over to the railing and looked down the boardwalk. Mandy asked Grady if I had ever met them and he said no.

"That's freaky then....because it is Micheal and Peter." She said. 

We all went inside when they knocked on the door. I watched Grady, Sarah, and Mandy share hugs with Micheal and Peter. I just sort of stood there feeling left out and waiting for Grady to introduce me to his gay friends when Micheal turned towards me.

"Hey! you must be Josh. I've heard alot about you." He said as Peter gave him look and a cough.

"Well not really a lot -- I mean hardly anything at all. -- I mean...what's was your name again" Micheal said in a pathetic attempt to backtrack. Obviously Grady had made mention to them about me. When I looked over at Grady, his face was nearly as Maroon as my shirt. Seeing that had the same effect on me and I nervously went back out to the balcony to retrieve my beer. 

Through a reflection in the sliding glass door, I saw Grady punch Micheal on the arm when he thought I couldn't see. I heard Micheal apologize to Grady, and that's not all I heard.

"Shit he is hot - So, does he ride the bus or not?" Micheal asked Grady

"Shhhh jeex Micheal!" Peter said. "Don't fuck this up for Grady, this guy works with Patrick." Peter said.

So that was it. I could hardly stay standing, and had to lean against the railing. Even with all that I had seen and heard, I still wondered if it was real. Was there any possibility that I might be mis-reading things. This is how deep years of lies and denial had taken me. But somehow, and for the first time, I knew that it was real. Grady was interested in me, and he wondered how I felt.

Half of the puzzle was solved, and all I had to do was to go in there and say:

"I'm gay, you're cute, wanna mess around?"

But to my utter shock and amazement, I couldn't. I was scared to fucking death because once I did that, I couldn't go back, and nothing would ever be the same. But at the same time, I didn't want to hide anymore. I had never denied my sexuality to any of these people.

I went back in and we all sat and talked as the remaining four guests arrived. As time went by, the beer was catching up to me and my uninhibited humorous side came to the surface. I couldn't escape the feeling that everyone at the gathering knew that Grady liked me, and thought that I was oblivious. I also noticed that everyone seemed "paird up" including Grady and I. We sat together in the living room, and stood side-by-side when everyone was gathered in the kitchen.

Later, we all walked out on the beach and took over a fire pit in front of the house. I found myself sitting on a blanket with Grady, and I was falling fast. As our conversation strayed away from the group and became private, Grady apologized for the incident with Michael. He paused and looked very frightened by what he was about to say.

"It's scarry Grady. You know what I mean?" I said.

"Then we can be scared together, because I'm shaking Josh."

"I don't want to be afraid anymore Grady. I want to say it, and just get it over with." I said.

"Nobody knows, then?" Grady asked

"Know's what? that I'm gay? - just me....well..and now you." I said.

"Me too...... Oh my God!..I think we just came out to each other." Grady said.

We excused ourselves and went for a walk down the beach. I noticed that Grady friends gave him a sort of "good luck" and "hope it works out" look. At some point, I looked at Grady and he reached over for my hand. We walked about a mile before we turned and headed back. I wanted to kiss him so badly, but I didn't the rules, and how all of that worked. But the desire became stronger as we got closer to his house. 

By the time we where parallel with his house, there was nothing left to do but walk back over to the fire ring with the others. I stopped and Grady didn't get to far sense he was holding my hand.

"Wait! -- Let's don't go back just yet." I said

I pulled Grady back towards me and took a hold of his other hand. We stood there in a foot of water and hugged. If Grady knew what I wanted, he wasn't being much help. But then it just came out with even thinking about it.

"Can I have a kiss Grady?" I whispered in his ear.

"Fuck! -- I thought you'd never ask." He said.

It was better then I ever imagined that it could be. I had dreamed about it so many times, but feeling Grady's tongue in my mouth was incredible. It went on for several minutes until we walked back to the others. Just before we got there Grady stopped, and so did I.

"Look Josh. My frineds all know about me, and I sort of told them that I was crushing on you." He said.

"Nice! -- So let's go then." I said

We walked back to the others and they where all looking at Grady trying to get a read on his behavior, but he just played it cool, teasing them. We all headed back into the house and I could hear people quietly questioning Grady with a "So, is he?' or "What happened?" but Grady just brushed them off. 

Mandy and Sarah where making mudslides in the kitchen and I went and got one for Grady and I. When I walked back out to the balcony, Grady was sitting at the end of the beach talking to Micheal and Peter. I set the drink down in front of him, straddled the bench behind Grady, put my arms around him, and kissed his neck.

Micheal screamed, and the girls came running out to the balcony. They where all so happy for thier friend, and in an instant, I became their friend, their gay friend. I was free for the first time, and it felt great. Peter, who had been quiet for the greater part of the evening suddenly came out of his shell. He stripped naked and announced that it was "hot tub time" and took off running naked through the house to the first floor patio where the hot tub was. 

Micheal got up and followed, and I followed Grady. By the time we got out to the patio, Micheal was naked and hopping in with Peter. As soon as I saw Grady taking off his clothes, I started stripping too. I got a brief glimpse of Grady, both front and back, and he was perfect in ever way. I was surprised to see a naked Sarah and Mandy come walking out with a stack of towels. 

I had always been so selfconscious about my nakedness until that night. I was the first to get out of the water and sit on the edge in all of my nakedness. I didn't care that they could all see me, nor did they seem to care. When I got back in the water, Grady followed and we started kissing in front of the group. For the first time I felt at peace with something that was no longer a secret, or something that I should feel ashamed about. That included my sexuality and my naked body. I was free! 

Grady whispered in my ear "I'm as hard as a rock." and of course I replied "Me too." He stood up in front of everyone with 7-inches of skinny boner sticking straight out.

"We'll be back in a few minutes" Grady said, and reached out to help my up. I got up with an equally stiff boner and everyone commented once our cocks where on display next to each other.

"Wow, you guy's are twins" Micheal said.

It was uncanny as I looked down and saw a hard dick that looked identical to mine. Not just in lenght, but in thickness, color, amount of pubes, size of balls, everything. Grady took my hand and lead me to an upstaires bedroom where we climbed onto the bed and right into a 69 position.

I took his cock into my mouth, and he took mine. It didn't take long for either of us, and in just a few minutes we both started to moan with a cum squirting cock in our mouth's. We never went back to the hot tub, but ended up snuggling naked under a blanket in the living room and watching cable. Michael and Peter stayed the night and everyone else left. 

We talked with Micheal and Peter for a little while, and then Grady and I returned to the bedroom to make love until the early hours of the morning. We finally fell asleep as the sun was coming up and didn't wake up until almost almost noon. 

We might have slept for hours longer if the sound of Patricks voice shouting "What the fuck" hadn't jolted us like it did. I was shocked for a few seconds, but relieved when he said that it would be in my best interest to not let anyone at work find out. 

"As far as I'm concerned, As long as you're good to my brother, that's all that matters. It's up to you what you decide to do at work." Patrick said.

It only got better from there, but it was this first night that I remember most then I think about Grady Goetz.