When I'm with you : Part 2

It was friday night, and let me tell you, the week had pretty much been the same. I would spend my time staring at the back of Eddie's head or at his arse, he'd smile at me, raise his eyebrows at me and then i'd go home and play with my cock over him. After i'd finished jerking off i'd get a text from TJ (probally a text he sent all of us) telling me about the amazing blowjob he'd just got off Eddie at the park and i'd get a pang of jealousy. I'd always had some sort of friendly rivalry with TJ. Probally because we were both very simular, about 6ft1', lightly tanned skin, muscled arms (his slighty bigger),tight six pacs, well defined pecs and beautiful muscular legs. His eyes were green, mine were brown, but we both had chocolate brown hair. TJ and I were both extremely good at football, always trying to be better than each other, always trying to see who could sleep with the hottest girl, you know, fun, silly competitions like that. I was lying in bed thinking about all this when my phone went off...
"Hey! What you doing?" TJ's voice came down the phone loud and clear.
"Nothing just chilling."
"Parents are away, party at mine, be at mine for half eight!"
"Alright" I muttered and hung up the phone.

I went to get a quick shower before I chose what to wear for the party, I wasn't all that excited, but maybe I could get Eddie drunk and fuck him just to beat TJ at something haha! No but I wouldn't treat Eddie like that, he was special and beautiful and... Oh nevermind. I put on some baggy jeans and a plain white top, "Mum! Can you take me to TJ's please?" I called down the stairs, I heard footsteps at the bottom of the stairs, "Your Mums gone out, I can take you if your ready to go right now!" My dad called. I ran downstairs, grabbed a crate of beer from the fridge and walked out into the cold, dark air.
"So, big thing or just the guys getting together?" my dad said, one hand on the stiring wheel and the other fiddling with the sterio.
"He said it was a party, so i'm guessing quite a few people will be there" I replied, staring at the window, I then glanced at my father.
"Dad?"
"Yeah?"
"What do you do, when you want something, but your too afraid to ask, because your scared of the outcome?"
"I say you go for it son, what have you got to lose, you'll be rejected for lots of different things in life, so it's not going to be that awful if it does happen, what's up, is there someone you like?" He smiled at me quickly.
"You could say that" I sighed, "Thanks for the lift Dad!" I said, climbing out the red sports car, it was my dads pride and joy. I turned and he waved before speeding off. I could already hear the music blaring and people laughing as I walked up to the front door.

I knocked three times loudly so they could hear me over the music, Harry, another close friend who played on my team opened the door.
"Eyy Kai!" he slurred, he'd obviously had one to many as he pulled me in for a strong hug, well he was more supporting himself on me than hugging me. The house was full of people from my school, all drinking and grinding on each other to the music. I walked into the kitchen to put the beers in the ice bucket and ran into my boys.
"Oooh! Someones looking sexy!" TJ giggled twisting my nipple through my T-shirt. I pushed his hands away, "Get the fuck off!" I laughed, he was always doing stuff like this when he'd been drinking.
"Here I wanna show you boys something" TJ whispered, I grabbed myself a beer and we all fallowed him into the front room. He nodded towards this girl in tiny shorts and a tight black top, she had massive boobs and a tiny waist, she was dancing with a group of her friends yet her bright red hair made her stand out amoungst them.

"That, My friends, is what i'm getting at tonight" TJ said with his usual pride. "I thought you liked Eddie..." I said quietly. TJ looked at me like I was stupid, "Yeah, but he's been giving me head for the last five days, the boy won't even let me get into his pants and thats the thing I want to do most, I won't stop trying but at the same time i'm not going to turn down any pussy that comes my way, especially a pussy that belongs to Lauren Matthews!" He laughed and threw his big arms round mine and Tyler's shoulders, dragging us back to sit on his sofa. Through the army of dancing people was able to spot Eddie, he was dancing with a group of people, he looked as if he'd had a few drinks but wasn't completely drunk. He danced beautifully, his rythem was perfect, he was built to move and dance. I could see him and he could see me, he smiled properly now, the same seductive smile he'd given TJ. I checked my phone quickly, and when I looked up Eddie was gone. I looked to my left and noticed TJ wasn't there anymore, "Oi Kai!" he called out to me. I looked up and saw him with his arm round Lauren, "I'll talk to you later yeah!" he said with his trademark wink. "Fucking arse hole!" I laughed.

It was nearing 2am, and only a small handful of people were left in the house. There were beercans everywhere and a few broken bottels, but apart from that the house wasn't too wrecked. Me, Dan and Rose were putting some cans in a bin bag when Eddie and TJ walked in together.
"So, you fancy staying round tonight?" TJ said to Eddie.
"Why? Lauren wasn't satisfying enough for you?" Eddie said calmly but there was a hint of anger in his voice.
"Babe please, a man needs what a man needs" TJ grinned, not caring that he might of hurt Eddie.
"Theres no way i'm fucking you now, let alone sucking your cock if it's been in some girl, i'll be over tomorrow, at like 1, okay?" Eddie said, with the anger gone and the cute half smile back, they kissed and he walked out the house. About ten minutes after Eddie left I descided I didn't really want to sleep over and hear about TJ's wild sex with Lauren. I told him i'd seen him on monday and said bye to the guys. My head was pretty fuzzy from the alcohol so I descided i'd walk home in the cold fresh air, it was only a half hour walk from TJ's house to mine.

I was strolling through the park, it was pretty cold as the wind blew on my bare arms. I saw someone sitting on the swings, I couldn't see their face, but when I saw the figure of the person I got a warm bubbly feeling in my stomach, and as I approached them the feeling got stronger. I sat on the swing next to him...
"Hey stranger" his beautiful soft voice was making me sweat, "You fallowing me?" I looked up at Eddie and he smiled a normal sweet smile. I could hardly breath, his gold eyes shone through the dark, he had a light to him which I longed to own. I got off the swing, stumbling a bit, how could a boy have this effect on me? I went to sit on the bench facing away from the swings, I stared across the empty field infront of me, going on forever into darkness. I heard soft footsteps and felt Eddie's hand stroke my shoulder as he walked round the bench to sit next to me.

"You never talk to me" he said softly.
"Yeah, because your TJ's boy."
"I've given him head a few times, no commitment, i'm only TJ's boy to you, if you want me to be." He glanced at me, raising his brows.
"I saw that you got annoyed when you found out he'd had sex with Lauren" I whispered. Eddie looked at me and shook his head as if he was trying to figure something difficult out. "I don't like being played, but I should of exspected it from someone like him." He shivered, and I absent mindedly put my arm round him, I felt tingles in my skin.
"Is there anyone you like?" Eddie said, striking up conversation.
"I met someone a few days ago, their...beautiful" I whispered, staring with Eddie across the park.
"Do they know how beautiful you think they are?" he asked.
"Oh they know, how could they not, they must know how they make me feel!" I mumbled, breaking my stare across the field and looking at my feet.
"How do they make you feel?" Eddie said, softly snuggling into me.
"They're just like the wind, everything else moves when they're around..." I said breathlessly, "They look so delicate, I just want to hold and protect them forever."
"That's a beautiful thing to say, you must really care about this person, even if you have only known them for a few days" Eddie said, his breathing had picked up, he knew it was him, he knew, he knew!

We sat in silence for a while, the music of the wind around us. I wasn't cold, I wasn't jealous, I wasn't uncomfortable, I was just sitting here, with someone who made me feel so...right! And this moment was beautiful like Eddie, since the day i'd met him he made me feel on edge but now I felt peaceful. "You should tell him" Eddie said louder than we'd been speaking before, breaking the silence.
"Huh?" I said nervously.
"You should tell this person how you feel, what have you got to loose?" Eddie said, which reminded me of what my dad had said.
"Maybe I will" I said, holding Eddie closer than me, rubbing his arms to keep him warm. Eddie and Dad were right, the worst thing that could happen was he rejected me, and if so i'd just get on with life. As I said before girls just kind of threw themselves at me, I never actaully went up to someone and asked them out, but theres a first time for everything! I was deep in thought when suddenly my arms felt empty. I looked up and Eddie was standing infront of me, "I'm gonna go home now" he said smiling at me, he turned and walked away from me.