When I'm with you: Part 4

Beep beep...beep beep... My phone alarm went off. I hoped out of bed, I was always an early morning person, always up and dressed before breakfast was served. I went for a shower, soaping up my body before coming back into my room, locking the door and letting the towel round my waist fall to the floor. I stared at myself, light skin, sandy blonde hair and light blue eyes. My cock was hard, it always was when I woke up in the morning, it stood up, around seven inches, the redish pink head peeking out the top of my foreskin, I never touched it though, father said wanking made you go blind and it was sinful. Being on the school football team kept me healthy, although my love of all things chocolatey had made me slightly larger than I should of been. I wasn't fat though, just instead of being hard and toned I was soft, the very few girlfriends I had said my body was cute and nice to cuddle up too. For a boy of seventeen I must say I looked atleast three years younger.

Last night I had a very explisit dream. I was naked with a boy, my friend TJ to be exact, kissing in the lockeroom showers, rubbing our dicks together. The dream only lasted about two minutes before I shook myself awake, disgusted with my thoughts. I wasn't gay, because that was wrong. I put it down to all that had been happening lately with my friends and this guy named Eddie who had recently joined our year. They were my bestfriends and so I didn't have a problem with them doing stuff with boys, but father said people like that go to hell and burn, so I didn't want to get involved with it, even if it was 'harmless exsperimenting' as TJ had once called it. I went to my draw and put some pants on, I didn't wear boxers on the days we had football training or sport lessons because when i'm running about I like everything to be secure. I noticed they fitted maybe a little too snugly on my rather large butt, however I didn't have time to change because i'd be late. I got a clean shirt and put it on along with my jumper and school trousers. "Tyler! Breakfast is ready!" My mother called up the stairs. I grabbed my bag, already packed with my football kit, I did it the night before as I was taught to be organised, and ran down the stairs.

I walked into the dining room where my eight year old brother, my father (who was reading a newspaper and sipping tea) and my mum were sitting. I sat down at the table and reached for a slice of toast. "Tyler!" my mum snapped, causing me to drop the slice, "In this house we pray!" I sighed and bowed my head "Dear lord, thank you for providing me with food to eat, clothes to wear and a roof over my head" I muttered before grabbing the slice of toast. I buttered it up and started munching away, in about three minutes I had downed three slices. "Slow down, why are you eating so fast kid?" my father questioned. "I said i'd meet TJ before school to help him out with this science homework we got" I replied. My mom sighed and my dad put down his mug and looked at me, I soon realised I shouldn't of said that. "By help him, you mean let him copy your answers don't you, sweetheart I really don't think it's a good idea, you hanging round with that boy" my mother said, she was trying to be kind but it still angered me.
"Why not!" I yelled.
"Keep your voice down son. We simply think that you shouldn't be hanging round with people like that. The wild parties, the drinking and whatever else that boy does each weekend is not the key to being a good student. I just don't want you to end up like him. With an attitude like his that boy is going to turn out to be a failure and everyone knows it" my dad said coldly.

Their dislike for TJ had started when we were fifteen. I'd had alcohol before, but only something like a glass of wine at christmas or on new years. TJ's parents went away a lot, but this was the first time he descided to throw a party. This was also the first time I had been introduced to vodka and many different types of beer. Even though I didn't really like the taste I loved the warm tingly feeling alcohol gave me and I was desperate to fit in with the party crowd TJ hung round with. I came home that night extremely drunk, and was sick for three days. Even though I had barely seen TJ that night as he was busying himself with many girls at the party my parents still blamed him for the condition of their, as they put it, little boy. I often had to lie and say I was sleeping round Kai or Dan's house when attending one of TJ's parties, my parents didn't know Kai and Dan went to these parties and got drunk, they only knew of their good grades. Sometimes I wish TJ had made a better first impression with my parents, things would be easier.

"You should hang round with George Mitchelles' son" my father started again, reffering to a guy he worked with, "He's in your year and from what I hear he's a real winner of a boy." If a real winner of a boy means a total nerd, who's extremely stuck up then Sam Mitchelles was champion. For the five years i'd known him he'd always had greasy hair and a lot of acne which showed no signs of clearing up. He showed off in class and was a snitch on other kids if they'd done something wrong, he thought the reason everyone hated him was down the fact that they were jealous of his intelligence and not the fact that he was a complete arse hole. To be honest i'd rather digged my eyes out with spoons then be friends with him. I left the house fifteen minutes earlier than I would of normally because I had to meet TJ.

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The day had been a normal drag of a school day and now I was getting changed back into my uniform as football practice had finished. On thursdays we were the only team that had after school practice. But as it was tuesday the basket ball team were here as well, so the lockeroom was packed with atleast thirty teenage boys. When I took off my football shorts I could feel my pants had twisted a bit and were riding up the crack of my arse. As secretly as I could I tried to untwist them, pulling on the top and trying to turn the twist with my fingers to straighten them out. It was uncomfortable and I started to get a little impatient so I started yanking on them. All of a sudden their was a loud tearing noise and everybody looked my way and bursted out laughing. My pants had split all the way up my arse leaving a lot of my plump arse cheeks on show. I yanked up my school trousers, threw my kit in my bag and ran out the lockeroom trying to to put my shirt on at the same time. I could hear the laughing even when outside the door, I was extremely embarrassed and felt like crying.

I sat on the empty football pitch for a good forty-five minutes, I knew for a fact everyone else was gone by now, or so I thought until I saw a tall, toned boy walking up to me. I felt slightly easier when I realised it was TJ. "Are you okay? That looked kinda embarrassing" TJ giggled, but I could tell he was concerned about how I felt. I just smiled at him, I was pretty much over it. "How comes your still here" I asked him. "Came looking for you, you looked really upset when you left" he smiled at me again. TJ was extremely attractive, even if I wasn't gay I knew it as much as any straight guy did. To be honest I was lucky a guy as popular as him even gave me the time of day. I wasn't like Kai, Harry or Dan, extremely goodlooking, athletic and a hit with the ladies. But i' m glad they liked me. "I had a dream about you!" I suddenly blurted out. After i'd said it I thought, seriously Tyler why did that come out your mouth, he's going to want to know about it. And sure enough..."What happend in it?" he asked.
"Oh, I don't know...TJ it doesn't matter, we were just, you know in the lockeroom at school" I stuttered.
"And then what?" he said.
"Nothing..." I blushed looking away from him.
"Oh my god...Oh my god you had some gay wet dream about me didn't you!" he laughed.
"Shut up!" I screamed shuffling away from him, for some reason my cock was hard.

TJ giggled and scooted closer to me and put his hands on the zip of my trousers. I tried to stop him but he just pushed my hands away, soon I was lying there with just my shirt, pants and socks on. I jumped as TJ pulled my cock out my torn pants. "Oh Tyler look how hard you are!" TJ said in a flirty voice, stroking my foreskin up and down, i'd never felt anything like it, it was great, but TJ was another boy. "Stop, its wrong..." I gasped but TJ wouldn't listen, he just looked into my scared eyes with his wicked green ones and kept stroking me, his warm hand sliding up and down my shaft was incredible, for a few minutes I forgot how sinful it all was. I started gasping and felt tingles all over my body, clear liquid was leaking out my cock and more was coming out as the feeling got stronger, it was then TJ stopped. I looked at him puzzled, "I don't want you to to cum just yet" he whispered and started un-doing his trousers.

TJ pulled out his already hard cock and stood up. "Up" he said, pulling me onto my knees by my shirt so hard I heard the stitches ripping. I felt something warm and hard pressing against my lips which were shut tight. I squeezed my eyes closed scared about what was going to happen, I didn't want this, this wasn't what I wanted at all. "Come on mate" TJ growled. I was terrified at this point, why was he doing this to me? Was he really that horny that he had to attack me? "No!" I gasped, but as my mouth opened his thick cock slipped through my lips. Oh god! Oh god! I thought as TJ's giant dick slid furth into my mouth, i'd never tasted anything like it, the warm flesh of his silky cock felt great against my tongue, but I couldn't allow it to happen, I wasn't gay...

I felt TJ's big hands on the back of my head, stroking my hair and guiding the speed of my lips round him. My pleads and objections were just muffled sounds as one of my closest friends raped my mouth. "Urgh fuck yeah i'm gonna cum!" TJ groaned, grabbing my head and slamming me down on his cock, I tried hard to breath out my nose but it was difficult and I found myself close to choking many times. TJ let out many moans, and I knew God was up there, furious, as he watched one of his many children recieve another boys hot creamy liquid in his mouth. I yanked my head of TJ's cock and spat it out onto the floor, but the taste of it was still on my tongue and i'm pretty sure I swallowed some of it. "That was fucking nice, sure you haven't done that before?" TJ giggled, sitting down next to me. I didn't know how to feel at that moment, I was so disgusted with myself that tears began to form in my eyes and soon they started rolling down my cheeks.

"Aww Ty come on mate, I was just fooling about, it wasn't that bad was it?" TJ whispered putting his arm round me, even though he'd raped my face I still cuddled into his muscled frame. "Its okay for you, your parents aren't strict Catholics who would disown you if they found out!" I sobbed. "Shh they'll never find out, no ones got to know" TJ said gently, staring into my eyes. All of a sudden his strong talented mouth was against mine kissing me roughly for about ten seconds before he pulled away, "cute little virgin boy" he giggled. Those words repeated over and over in my head.

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Half that night I lay awake, tossing and turning, replaying what had happened over and over in my head. TJ forcing my trousers off and stroking my cock, I thought about when I was sucking his dick and my mouth started to water. I pulled my underwear off so I was completely naked in bed and opened my legs. "Cute little virgin boy" TJ's voiced whispered in my head in a sweet but mocking giggle. I was probally the only virgin in my year at school, never allowed because I had to apparently save it for marriage to please god. Despite being desperate not to go to hell I was also desperate in other ways, it doesn't matter what race or religion you are, if your a seventeen year old boy your horny as hell. Only problem is most seventeen year olds could go out and get some. I wondered why my family taught me to worship god when I wasn't allowed to do the things that felt so right without it being sinful.

My cock was still throbbing from where TJ had stroked me so close to the edge but hadn't let me cum. It was around twelve at night and even though the rest of my family were asleep I knew that TJ was probally up, on his X-Box or shagging some girl. I picked up my phone and descided to call him, it rang four times before he picked up. "Hey mate" he said, not sounding tired at all. "I can't sleep, what are you up too?" I whispered, trying not to wake up my parents. "X-Box" was the reply which I had guessed anyway. "TJ, why did you do those things to me today?" I asked.
"Didn't you like it?" he giggled.
"No!" I stuttered.
"You can't lie to me Tyler, you were precumming out your pretty dick like it was the last thing you'd ever do!" TJ laughed.
"It was wrong, please don't touch me there ever again" I begged, but my hand was slowly slipping down to touch the head of my cock.
"Aww! But Ty, theres so many more things I wanna do to you" I could imagine the big grin on his face as he said that.
"Like what!" I whispered, stroking myself, i'd never done it before and it felt so amazing.
"Suck your dick till you cum, eat your nice arse out, stick my hard cock inside you and make you scream" TJ laughed.

I started to rub a bit faster, doing what TJ had done to me, gasping loudly as this was the first time I would ever orgasm and I was excited to experience it. A voice inside my head was telling me to stop, but I couldn't, I wouldn't, not now. It wasn't like I was having actual sex was it. "Umm...your playing with yourself" TJ giggled. I stopped dead in my tracks, "No i'm not!" I hissed. I heard TJ's cheeky laugh again, "I can hear you idiot, anyway i'm off to bed. And by he way, our lot are hitting the town on saturday night, gonna try out a few bars and clubs, you should come, if daddy will let you out that late!" he teased, and then I heard him hang up. I rubbed harder rubbing my pre cum into the head of my cock, I wouldn't last long. "Fuck..." I gasped, stroking myself to orgasm. I turned onto my front, my face burried into the pillow and my bottom up in the air and started moaning loudly, I saw a flash of white as I felt the cum squirt out of me.

I fell onto my front sweating and panting. When I cooled down I felt tears coming, I couldn't believe what i'd just done, the rules i'd broken. I'd have to get up extra early and change my cum stained sheets that smelled a little like TJ's cock. I was so tired and looking forward to the weekend that for a moment those thoughts cleared out my head and I was able to fall asleep...