When I'm with you: Part 7

I was chasing Eddie through a forest, it got darker and darker but he was glowing, like he was made of ultraviolet lights. It was silent, apart from the sound of our feet through the fallen leaves on the hard ground beneith us. I think I was fully clothed, although I don't remember it all in detail, I just remember chassing Eddie, everytime I would catch up to him he would sprint faster. He was only in his tight boxer shorts, giggling as he pranced away from me. Soon it was pitch black, I scraped my face on trees and bruised my shin on a fallen log, but I stumbled along, chasing him, fallowing him. Soon he stopped dead in his tracks, and turned to face me. "Do you love me Kai?" he smiled, staring right into my eyes. "Yes Eddie, I do" my robotic voice stated. He walked over and slipped his arms round my neck and grinded against me, I lifted his head and pressed my lips against his. My tongue stabbed at his lips until they parted and our tongues danced round each other. As he pulled away my whole body started trembling. I grabbed a pointed stick from off the ground. "Eddie" I whispered, then I stabbed the stick right through me. I screamed in pain, "Kai!" Eddie shouted at me. I yanked the stick out of my guts and rammed in straight through my head, "KAI!"...

I sat straight up in bed. I was covered in sweat and shaking, Eddie was sitting on my legs, staring at me with a concerned look on his face. I ripped the covers down and searched myself, running my hands over my stomach. Then I remembered last night, I checked my arms, both of them, but there was nothing but soft brown hairs running up and down them. "What are you looking for..." Eddie questioned, taking my hands and holding them. "Last night...You made me cut myself, it was a deep gash, it was bleeding and everything..." I stuttered, I must of still been asleep, I had cut myself, I had felt the pain and seen the blood! "No I didn't...Why would I make you hurt yourself Kai, I love you?" he said, his eyes wide, shaking his head. "You told me to prove that I loved you, I sliced my arm with the..." I looked over at my desk, I was pretty sure there were huge scissors there last night, but this morning there were none. Eddie sat right on my lap and wrapped his legs round my waist, "You just had a bad dream Kai Kai..." he whispered, kissing my forehead, then my nose, then my lips.

"Eddie...I hurt you last night didn't I?" I tried to sound serious but I gasped as he started sucking on my nipples. "Yes, but it's okay, you didn't mean it..." he mumbled, brushing his lips all the way down my stomach. Soon he was down to my already hardening cock. His small tongue flicked out and he dragged it all the way up my shaft, making me shudder. I felt two hands on my shoulders, pushing me back gently into a laying position, he mouthed the word "relax" to me, then slowly eased the tip of my cock into his mouth. As soon as I felt those soft full lips wrapping round my shaft I started shaking. I slowly pushed his head down until his lips were at the base of my cock, "Ohhh, i love you so much!" I groaned as his warm silky mouth slid up and down my cock, lubricating it with his warm spit. One of his small hands reached down to stroke and massage my balls while he roughly sucked the tip of my cock. "Eddie i'm gonna-" but my warning was too late I had filled Eddie with bucket loads of hot cum which he happily ate up.

Eddie came back up to my face and kissed me as he gently stroked my shoulders, trying to calm me from my early morning orgasm. "Your house is awfully quiet" Eddie said once i'd calmed down. "Yeah well mum and dad normally visit my grandparents on sundays" I said and then laughed as I saw the mischievious smile spread across his face, "what are you thinking?" I said, tilting my head and looking at him. "Lets go take a shower" he said raising his eyebrows at me. Quick as a flash I was up, I wouldn't miss a shower with Eddie for the world!

We padded naked to the bathroom and I turned on the shower. We both climb in and stared at each other silently. I looked him up and down then placed my hand around his waist and pulled his wet naked body against me. Eddie stood on his tiptoes and kissed and nibbled on my neck and shoulders making me shudder with pleasure. I reached round and rubbed between the cheeks of his arse to find the small tight hole I gently massaged it making him moan as he sucked on my nipples. When he was shaking with excitement I slipped my middle finger straight up inside him making him jump. When he relaxed I started pushing it in and out of him making him giggle and pant with each thrust of my finger. When he felt loose enough I crammed another finger up him, making a small scream come out of his mouth. I started sliding my fingers deeper and faster inside him, "Oooh Kai!" he groaned and started pushing back against my fingers, begging me to go deeper.

"Eddie...I can't wait..." I panted, I removed my fingers and turned Eddie around, then pressed my solid cock between his cheeks. "Do it Kai, do it!" he moaned excitedly. I pushed Eddie against the wall so the spray of the shower was running over the both of us. I held onto his hips, feeling him shaking with excitement. He reached round and guided my cock into his tight hole. "Oh fuck..." he moaned, his whole body tensed up, making him squeeze around my cock. I put my head on his shoulder and kissed and bit gently on his neck making him shudder but relax. Once his body had adjusted to me entering him I slowly started to push my way in and out of him. Each time I had sex with Eddie he felt tighter and warmer and better. "I love you!" I whispered in his ear. The pace picked up and I started pumping him with short quick thrusts making him moan sweetly but loudly, so it echoed off the walls. He was just so wet and tight! I couldn't even think straight! I plowed harder into him, I could feel myself close to climax but I didn't want it to ever end.

About five minutes had gone by, I kept feeling his body tense, shake and then relax. I was giving Eddie multiple orgasms and we were both loving it. About the fourth time it happened and his already super tight hole squeezed even tighter around me I gripped onto him, I gave one more deep thrust and exploaded deep inside Eddie making him cry out in excitement as he felt my cock squirt into him. We stood there, quietly, Eddie rocking slightly back and forth until I went limp and slid out of him. I gently turned Eddie around, his eyes were closed and he was still shuddering slightly, "Eddie..." I whispered softly. His huge golden eyes opened and looked right into mine, he smiled shyly at me and giggled quietly. "What's the matter" I asked, holding him close to me. "Nothing...That just felt really good...and i'm tired now" he whispered, pressing his face on my chest. "Lets get you washed and dressed, I think it's time you went home, school tomorrow" I sighed, running my fingers through his hair. "Oh...I don't want to go to school!" he mumbled. "We've only got a week left, then it's half term holiday, we can spend loads of time together" I replied. Eddie looked up at me and smiled. We both knew a week together would be great. I held his tiny soaking body against mine. Eddie meant everything to me.

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"See you tomorrow Kai Kai" I whispered, pressing my lips against his while everyone walked round us, out of school. I hated mondays but Kai seemed to make them slightly better. Plus, we had a week off next week and I was very excited for that.
"Bye baby" he said between kisses. We turned to walk our seperate ways, I smiled, knowing he was missing me already. But of of course, I missed him back. It's weird how you can spend so much time with the same person and never get bored. Well, I know some couples did, but me and Kai always had stuff to do and many subjects to talk about. I was texting Hollie about some film she wanted to go and see on the weekend, this street, as always was really quiet, so I obviously noticed the voices of a group of boys behind me. I put my phone in my bag and slowly turned round, the second I did a hand went round my neck and I was staring into Barry's repulsive face yet again. "Stupid little prick. Been running to your man, been telling on me!" Barry sneered, his friends behind him started laughing. I spluttered and Barry loosened his grip round my neck, but only slightly. "I don't know what the fuck your talking about!" I gasped. Kai had told me the other night he hadn't even spoken to Barry about the beating he'd given me.

"Your faggot boyfriend has been giving me the dirtiest looks. Always looks like he wants to fight me, but he never does, he's too scared" Barry laughed, looking behind each of his shoulders to make sure his friends were getting in on the joke. "Kai isn't scared of you! I told him to leave it be and not sink to your immature level!" I said, I was angry as hell, I didn't want anyone to think Kai was weak. What made him strong was the fact he didn't kill Barry even though everything inside him screamed at him to do so. "Oh, so he won't mind if I do this!" Barry said. Before I could reply his fist slammed into my face. I fell onto the floor and his foot pounded my face. This time his friends didn't join in, they just watched him, laughing slightly. He punched and kicked my legs and face, the two places which would bruise the most. He did this because he knew Kai would see them, he wanted Kai to come up to him and say something so that he could fight him. I groaned and tears spilled down my cheeks. The pain was making me feel sick. I started to feel extremely dizzy, "Kai!" I cried out, but I knew he couldn't help me, he couldn't save me this time. A swift kick smashed into the back of my head, and the world went black...

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I woke up in a white room, my head hurt badly and I groaned as my blurred eyes adjusted into vision. "Eddie your awake!" I heard my mother cry as she hopped up and stood next to my bed. "What happened? Who did this to you?" Jake questioned in his usual demanding voice. "These guys tried to mug me..." I lied while struggling into a sitting position. "How did you know I was here?" I croaked, my mouth was dry as fuck. "When you were bought into hospital Annie recognized you and called me right away, luckily for you a police car went down the street you were beaten up in and found you otherwise you would of lost a lot of blood" my mother said, hugging me tightly, I winced, she was not being careful of my bruises.

I went through many more examinations and a talk on how to clean my stitches before I was allowed home. Luckily no brain damage had occured, but I didn't care about myself, more disturbed of what Kai would think of it when he saw me tomorrow. When I got home I examined myself in the mirror, the cut that had been stitched up was just underneath my hairline, I could easily flatten my hair down at the front of cover it up. I ran my hands over my bruised face, I descided i'd get up early and try and match some of my mum's make-up to my face so the bruises weren't visable. I shouldn't lie to Kai, I know I shouldn't, but I was doing this so that he wouldn't get himself into trouble, I don't exspect anyone to understand, I know its difficult to, but i'm going to lie to him to protect him.

I'm going to shower in the morning, I'm far to tired right now. I stripped off into my underwear and climbed into bed, gently pulling the picture of me and him off the wall. I pressed my face up against the picture and thats when tears started to spill down my cheeks. I thought they would never stop, no matter how much I wiped my eyes and nose, more and more teardrops would replace them. I was in pain. Not because of the beating, but due to the fact that someone wanted to hurt me to hurt Kai. Who am I kidding? Of course Kai was going to find out! And when he did it would rip him emotionally apart. I cried loudly, not trying to hide the fact I was upset from anyone. My dad knocked and Jake softly called my name through the door, but it was locked. Kai was the only person allowed in, and he wasn't here...

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My alarm rang signaling that it was 6am. I groaned but I knew I would have to get up. I crept into the bathroom and opened a draw filled with my mothers make up. I found one a near enough colour to my face and poured it on my fingers. I even used a brush to try and blend it perfectly. When I had done a decent enough job, I got some water and flattend my hair over my stitches, they weren't noticable now, even this close up in the mirror. This process had taken me a good half an hour and I hated knowing i'd have to do this every morning until the bruises went away. I sat around for ages until it was actaully time to get dressed. When I walked downstairs everyone noticed straight away, but of course they had seen me yesterday. "Eddie what have you put on your face?" My dad sighed, getting up to examine me. "Just some stuff to cover it up, I don't want people asking questions" I muttered. I couldn't be bothered with them today, so I just left, i'd buy something to eat on the way to school.

I walked into my form room and straight away was smothered in Kai's huge warm arms. It hurt slightly, but I made sure I showed no pain on my face. "Hey, I missed you" he laughed, rubbing his nose against mine. I thought i'd gotten away with it, that was until he ran his fingers through my hair. I felt him pause and knew that he'd already spotted the cut on my head. "Eddie...what happened..." he said quietly, so that everyone else in the room wouldn't notice. I breathed deeply and looked up at him with a stupid smile, "I fell" I said, and laughed fakely. "Oh...Oh no!" Kai said and started planting kisses all over my forehead. Anyone else would of noticed I was lying, but that's the thing about Kai, while he was gorgeous, sweet and funny, he wasn't the sharpest tool in the shed. "I'm fine Kai, let's go sit down" I muttered, pulling him towards everyone else, hoping someone would start a conversation to take Kai's mind of my injury, luckily the make up had done a good enough job on the other damage otherwise he would of worked it all out straight away.

The day went on and Kai was caring but pretty much oblivious to my injuries. I thought I had gotten away with it, that was until we were walking out of school and he asked to have a "quiet word" with me, it turned out to be the complete opposite of quiet...
"After all that happened with your dad I thought we were past keeping secrets!" Kai snapped, and I suddenly felt my stomach drop.
"What?" I said, playing it cool.
"So I ran into Barry and he asked me if I liked your stitches, I didn't understand at first, but now I fucking get it!" Kai said, raising his voice.
"Kai, I just didn't..."
"Your know what, fuck this and fuck you! I'm meant to protect you, be there for you, and all you do is lie to me. If you don't appriciate me then maybe we shouldn't be together!" Kai said, glaring into my eyes. I was so scared of him when he got like this.
"Kai, I wanna be with you but it's really hard, I don't want you to get all angry and worked up about this, i'm hoping Barry will get bored and give up and we won't have to worry about this anymore" I said, I tried to smile and touch his arm but he pushed me away. He gave me this most awful look and without saying another word he stormed off down the road, he was meant to be coming to mine tonight, but he just left me, standing all on my own...

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I still felt angry, annoyed and as a whole, extremely upset. However something bad had just happened to my boyfriend, I needed to get over the fact he lied to me and I needed to be there for him. It was coming up to about half eight at night before I descided it would be best to go over and talk to him in person. I pulled on some clothes and quickly but quietly left the house, I didn't need my parents asking questions when I was in a rush to make things right. It was freezing outside, then again it was mid november. I started to feel nervous as I approached Eddie's house. As I got to the front gate, I was seriously tempted to just turn around and run all the way back home, infact I was going to when all of a sudden the door flew open. "Hey!" Eddie's mother beamed at me and soon his father was by her side, "You looking for Eddie? Were off out, nice to see you!" she cooed as she hurried out the door and went over to her car. I nodded and smiled awkwardly, before walking slowly into the house and quietly shutting the door behind me, I heard the car start and then it slowly drove off down the road.

I roamed the house for a while, there was no sign of Eddie downstairs so I crept upstairs, trying to make as little noise as possible, I don't know why, I guess I wanted to suprise him. I walked past Jake's room, the door was open. Empty. I guess he was out somewhere. Eddie's door was open but only slightly, I reached out my hand to knock when I heard something from behind the door. Eddie's soft giggling and gentle moans. My body tense up, I could of sworn I heard another guy's voice, whispering things to him. I gently pushed the door. Eddie was on his back, while another guy, I don't know who, was ontop of him, having sex with him. I shoved the door open hard, Eddie looked up at me and laughed. He then turned his attention back to the guy who was quickly sliding in and out of him. They wouldn't stop even in my presence, I felt my blood start to boil as I built up all my strength to charge in and knock the shit out of both of them.

I had never felt so jealous, so furious and so shattered. I could feel the rage burning up inside me, this was why Eddie told me nothing. He had another guy to tell! A guy he was willing to lose me over. I heard a door open from behind me and light footsteps, I ignored it, staring at my boyfriend and some guy fucking on the bed. "Kai?" I knew that voice to well! I spun round to face Eddie. I couldn't believe it, my gaze quickly darted back inside his room and onto the bed, which was empty. The bed sheets were perfectly neat, and there were no clothes on the floor, no smell of sex in the air, just Eddie's room. I felt a soft hand on my cheek, "What are you looking for?" he said softly, bringing my eyes to his. "How could you do this to me?!" I screamed and pushed him away, I needed to get out of there fast.
"Do what..." Eddie looked seriously confused, but at the time I wasn't taking his facial expressions in.
"Have sex with another guy, I just watched you!"
"Oh right, and when did you see this?" He said, folding his arms and raising his perfect eyebrows.
"Just now, before..."
"Before I got out the shower Kai?"
"Yes..." I nodded, my eyes glued to the floor. Eddie, still wrapped in a towel, took me by the hand and guided me into his room. I sat on the edge of the bed and he crawled into my lap. He pressed his lips against mine, we weren't kissing, our lips were just touching and we stayed like this for a while, before he softly said, "Your not well Kai..." I nodded and felt tears spill down my cheeks. "I love you, and I don't want to be with anyone else, okay? Please, you have to remember that" Eddie whispered, softly kissing my neck.

"I love you so much Eddie..." I sobbed and cuddled him closer.
"See this body?" Eddie said softly, removing his towel and putting my hands on his hips, "this belongs to you, while it belongs to you no one else is allowed to touch it, i'm making sure of that." Eddie smiled at me then giggled quietly. I laughed slightly too, partly on the fact of how stupid i'd been, but also because Eddie made me full to the brim with happiness and overwhelming emotions.
"Right, let's relax, and when your ready, tell me what's going on." he said.
"I keep seeing things, like cuts on my arms and none of it's really there, it's like theres something inside me, and that something is trying to hurt my feelings..."
"You say I made you cut yourself, you pictured me cheating on you? Are they always to do with something i've done?" Eddie asked.
"Yeah..." I nodded my head, full of shame.
"I think it's because I got beaten up, twice now, and you haven't done anything, and it's eating you up inside. But just remember Kai, i've asked you not too! Your not weak, your just listening to what I want, and that's amazing." he said, kissing me softly on the lips.
"Yeah but i'm gonna need to get this anger out at some point and once I do-" I trailed off, and stared at Eddie's neck. Love bites were all the way up it, and I knew for a fact it wasn't me who had given them too him.
"You fucking Liar!" I screamed, pushing him off me and onto the floor.
"Kai what is it?!" Eddie said, lifting himself up off the floor, I had clearly hurt him badly as he smacked to the ground.
"Those marks, all up your neck, who gave them to you!" I demanded, standing up and towering over him.
"Kai, come here, where there's more light..." Eddie said gently, pulling me right underneath his bedroom light. He tilted his head and I examined his neck again, nothing, apart from a few scratches that Barry had given him. My breathing slowed down until it was at a normal pace.
"See..." Eddie whispered, turning to face me "Nothing there..."

"I'm so sorry Eddie!" I cried, and sat back down on the bed.
"Your sorry? Well theres only one way you can make it up to me..." Eddie giggled.
"What's that?" I asked. Eddie laughed and fell backwards onto his bed and layed with his head on the pillows. He then spread his legs and sucked on his finger. Slowly, without breaking eye contact with me, he ran his hands down his stomach and between his legs, his hand only stopped when it reached the dark hole where he slowly jabbed his lubricated finger inside. "Oh I see!" I laughed, crawling between his legs, as I got closer Eddie removed his hands and grabbed the back of my head, he pushed me forwards until my lips were against his arse. I kissed the entrance then jammed my tongue in, making Eddie moan with delight. I pulled his legs apart even more so I could get my tongue in deeper, lubing him up, making him beg for me.

Once I was finished and he was soaking wet I lay next to him, waiting for him to catch his breath. "I guess it's my turn!" he gasped and kneeled next to me. Quickly he undid my jeans and slipped them off, along with my underwear. A small hand wrapped around my cock and stroked it gently, he pulled back my foreskin and gently kissed the end. The kisses turned into sucking and soon I was trembling with pleasure as his mouth envoloped my cock and slipped all the way down it. "Fuck!" I almost screamed and pushed Eddie's head down. Pretty soon Eddie picked up a quick rythem and started sucking my cock in and out of his throat, making it throb and thicken until it looked like it was about to burst. "Eddie please, come on!" I groaned, lifting his head and pulling his mouth off my cock.

Eddie got on all fours and poked his round bum up in the air. Two months on and it still captivated me. I spent a while just looking at it, squeezing the soft cheeks, until I couldn't stand not being inside him any longer. I spread his cheeks slightly and spat directly into the dark entrance twice, getting him completely ready. I didn't open him up with my fingers this time, I wanted him to be as tight as possible. "Ready?" I whispered, leaning over to his ear. He just nodded and gripped onto the bedsheets, this was going to hurt, but I would try and be as gentle as possible. I lined my cock up against his hole and pressed forward breaking past the ring and sliding inside him. Eddie screamed my name and a few drops of sweat rolled down his back, "Shh, nearly all the way in..." I moaned and carried on pushing until Eddie's cheeks were against my hips. I loved to hear him whimper and groan as I filled him up.