Wow, shocker.

 It was about 3 years ago when I realized I was definitely 100% gay. At first I was pissed, but now whenever I think about it I'm so happy I'm gay. Another mans body is definately better then a girls. The only flaw was there wasnt a really good looking non-girly acting gay guy at my school. I had never come out since there wasn't someone I wanted so badly I felt the need to.

Though I did have a lot of guy friends who sometimes I wished I could "magically" turn gay and then they'd fall in love with me, or something along those lines. My biggest crush was probabely a good friend who's name I wont mention. He was a bit taller then me, blonde hair, super tall and skinny, but with muscles. I had seen him naked once when we had some girls over and we all ended up skinny dipping, again I hadn't come out so I had to act straight, but no one could tell then cause the boner from seeing him I placed blamed the girls for. I remember his dick being about 5" flacid.

Not giant but I don't care, it has a lot to do with personality to. Sadly this friend was straight as a ruler and there was definately no chance. Thats pretty much what I thought about all my guy friends. Even one named Mick. Mick was taller then me by a few inches, had swoopy brown hair, he was not super skinny, he was actually kinda chunky but not like obese or anything. Come to think of it I never even thought about him during a masturbation session or anything, he always talked about some slut he had fucked or how some whore gave him a bj, But in just one night my perspective of him changed.

He came over on a friday, I was at my dad's which is a big house where he sleeps in the basement and I sleep on the third floor. I just have 2 futons in my room so whenever someone slept over they slept in one of those. When Mick got there everything was normal, we mixed some coke and rum (even though we were only 19 my dad was fine with drinking as long as there wasn't any driving). So we drank and watched some movies, played video games and as always Mick talked about some girl who gave him a name like Bubbles or some shit. It was about 2am when Mick looked over and just laid it out there. "Im horny as all fuck" he said. I looked over (obviously a little nervous but I was okay) I had never seen him naked so I said "I could go to jack off lemme find some porn." I looked up some boyXgirl porn since I was seen by everyone as straight and loaded it onto the t.v.

Being half drunk and shameless as he was Mick ripped all of his clothes off and sat on the adjacent futon in just some briefs. The briefs had a massive bulge inside and he wasn't even hard yet. I followed suit and took off my clothes leaving my briefs on, I wear em when a guy friend comes over incase he rubs me or something and I get a boner, can't let em notice that. My bulge is a pretty good size my cocks about 6" flacid but his had to be atleast 8" with the biggest balls I've ever seen. I started to get hard seeing him in underwear but he wasn't getting hard at all. "Is something wrong with the porn?" I asked him sarcastically. (now this next part goes completely along with "A drunk man speaks a sober mans mind") "I...I'm just not into it thats all" he said
"but u said u were super horny"

"ya but well Im gay okay?" i stopped i was in a mix of every emotion possible. "but what about all those sluts u talked about banging?"
"They were made up, all of em"
"Well can i say something"
"what...?"

"I'm gay too and right now u look so hot" he stared for a second and then got up he walked toward me and took off his briefs then he grabed mine and took them off. he then laid on me naked, our packages rubbing against each other, our lips in full makeout mode. i snuck around and grabbed his ass "do u like how my ass feels in your hand?" "ya i do allooootttttt" "why dont u jusst fuck it then its been done b4" i wasted no time with that we got on the floor and he laid down i positioned myself and laid on top of him and slowly i slid my dick inside of him. he just moaned with encouragement as i entered him.once i was inside i laid flat on him and just pouned him with a hip motion. " aw shit that feels good your doing amazing ahhh" "not nearly as good as ur ass feels" within a few moments i came inside him i pulled out and wiped off. "now u get to enter me" i bent over the futon and raised up my ass.

he started to finger me (me being a virgin) and finally he set up his cock he started to enter and it hurt like shit. it was excrutiating until he hit the right spot, he stopped and i settled then he humped me with so much force it was a mix of pain and pleasure. it felt complete with him being inside of me and i came a second time b4 he shot his load up my ass. we laid down naked on the floor and slept the night, the next day he left but we still fuck atleast once a week.