Yours Sincerely, November : Chapters 3 and 4

This chapter starts after Sean has left November’s house.

Chapter 3: Haley Naira

That day I slept like I never had before, I wasn’t this happy since I didn’t know when. Sean Raye, someone wonderful, he sure was kind and trustful. I hoped I could be as good friend as he was, it’s true I hadn’t spend a lot of time with him, but from what I had heard he was a dead useful friend.

However, Friday wasn’t as good as Thursday, to be honest it was a living hell, it all started normally but went downhill. I was so impatient to be at the mall with Haley, to know her, to walk with her, to kiss her… no, wait I wasn’t really sure of that.
Thinking of that, I didn’t notice someone touching my shoulder, until I felt someone turning me around.

“Hey, November, you were somewhere really far…” before me stood Haley, with her smile, her bright brown eyes, they were beautiful, however…something missed.
“Oh, hi Haley, I’m sorry. I was thinking of the mall” I said looking directly at her eyes with my blue eyes.
“Oh, you’re going?” she asked in an excited voice” That’s great! Meet you there at five, okay?
“Okay, see you there” I replied as she walked away.

When I arrived home, I made something for myself to eat, as usual, mom was either upstairs or at her friend’s house, dad was working or drinking, Sally was studying, eating or something but not at home, maybe in Diana’s house, she’s always there. Esther was doing homework, or if not, hanging out with neighbors, every neighbor was too young for me to hang out; I got bored when they came to the house.

I finished eating, and went to my room, it’s not big, but I wouldn’t say it’s that small, I really liked it, I painted it whenever I felt like to, now it was a deep blue with some black. Piles of books were stacked, some from the school and some I bought when I had the chance. I started doing homework but ended quite soon as it was all easy. I decided to dress up, something casual; I didn’t have any tight or sexy clothes. I didn’t like them, it’s that easy. I looked at my watch and saw it was ten past four, so I decided to start walking to the mall.
I saw some girls staring at me, but I ignored them completely, I was going to discover how Haley was, not other three girls.

I arrived at quarter to five, it was too early and no one had arrived. I decided to take my mind off things by walking into the pet shop. But I hadn’t stepped in it when memories attacked me. I was entering here with Marietta, she was in a childish attitude, not the bitchy attitude she had when she dumped me. She looked at every dog, cat and fish the shop had. I laughed at her childish attitude; of course I was quite childish then, too. Later on, we went to get some ice cream and sat down to eat it, I picked a small one, she a medium-sized.
I finished eating first and looked at her eat, it’s true I loved her, but, as with Haley, something went amiss. Then, when she had finished she started talking. She went through my family, as always.

“I’m really worried about you, you know, your family is never with you, you need their love” she said sounding really worried.
“I need you in my life, you’re the only thing I need to keep myself alive” I replied truthfully. I needed her love, I just did. When she left me, I thought of suicide, but luckily I was alive now, and regretting I had met her. The memories didn’t vanish, yet.
“You’re very mature for your age, really caring” she had said.

It wasn’t the first time I heard that, but hearing it from her felt special, it even felt special now.
“Hey, November, snap out of it!”
I turned around to see Haley smiling at me, I smiled back.
“You really get lost with your thoughts, don’t you?
“Yeah, sorry about that”
“Don’t worry, I like serious guys” she said flirtiously.
“You do? So, you must be looking for a serious relation?” I answered not as nice as I wanted to; this was the same thing Marietta had said to me.

She didn’t notice: “Yeah I really do want”
She didn’t notice my anger? From that moment I liked her only as a friend and nothing more, they say its guys who’re insensible, but it’s a big fat lie, girls can be insensible too.

The rest of the day, went by slowly, so I was getting bored. We went to the cinema, luckily as I could distract easily with a movie. But I was wrong: Haley kept on hugging me, and only because I was a kind guy I didn’t push her away, until she did the killing move.
She looked at me and said that we should get together. I stood there, shocked and repulsed; I said no, she started to cry, some of her friends took her away.

It had been a bad day. I ran all the way back home, as I wasn’t in a good condition I arrived breathless. I went to the kitchen and turned up my laptop, after having a good cup of water.
I always look at my e-mail when I start up, so I looked I had a message:
RE: Requesting pen pal.

Chapter 4: Pen pal
I was so excited I opened it in a second and read enthuastically:
Dear November,
I read your request and I wanna be your pen pal, my name is Yvette and I live in Australia. I’m not a homophobic person so I don’t care if you are gay or bi or anything. I have a gay friend. That should be proof enough that I don’t care what you are.
Please, if you want me as a pen pal answer back,
Yvette

I answered back that of course I’d like to be her pen pal, and making a big emphasis in her gay friend, however I wanted her to know that it wasn’t the sole reason that made me pick her.

I turned off the lap and went to bed. I put on my pajamas and laid back. Tomorrow was Saturday, a big empty Saturday, with nothing to do. I was looking at the ceiling as though I tried to see through it.

I was there lying when suddenly I felt a vibration. I turned to see but I was flying! My bed had turned into a flying mattress and it was speeding towards an unknown house. The mattress stopped abruptly in a window, not knowing why I knocked on the crystal. I was attended quickly by a handsome boy, who wasn’t wearing shirt on. He told me, wordlessly, to come in, and I obliged. He was wearing only his boxers, and I realized my pajamas had disappeared and I was there naked. The boy’s face was delighted, though I couldn’t make out any face. Slowly he began to massage my dick and I was moaning in pleasure. He was slowly taking off his boxers, which revealed a nice long cock. I couldn’t stand it and I took it in my mouth. The boy began to moan instead, he had a deep, masculine voice. I was licking his penis as though my life depended on it. He grabbed my head and kissed me, a passionate kiss, and a hot kiss too.

He then put me in a position I didn’t know of, and I felt something entering me, it was his finger, and it felt good. The finger began to enlarge and became a penis, it didn’t hurt but it felt awesome. I was masturbating at this. And I came…in my bed.
It was a dream, a dream that reminded me how lonely I was, and being a guy who doubted on his sexuality my sociability was about to go even deeper. I was on the hole, and I was digging. However, life takes awesome twists, and those twists were to me as though I had just found out, digging, gold. This thought comforted me.

So here’s these two chapters, hope you liked them, I decided to add the dream sex thing cause I wanted to please you guys, however I’m not good describing sex scenes, review for more!