A story : Part 2

The day of my birthday came, I celebrated with my family during the day and about six o’clock I headed for Eugene’s house. I was rather sad because Ryan didn’t call me all day, as I pulled up to Eugene’s house I knock on the door. I noticed that the lights were off; I walked in expecting to find Eugene sleeping in his couch. As I walked in the lights came on and both Eugene and Ryan yelled out “Surprise” a huge smile came across my face. “Happy birthday son” says Eugene while hugging me and then heading for the kitchen. “Happy birthday David” says Ryan, he hugs me and I hug him back. As I pull back to tell him thank you I stop and both our faces are close to each other. Could this be it? Could this be the day when I kiss Ryan? We are about an inch apart from each others lips but we don’t move away, Ryan has his hands on my waist and I have mine on his muscled chest. Ryan then starts to come closer to my lips we were almost there when Eugene calls us into the kitchen. We both pull away from each other but still our hands are on the same place. We both laugh “Come on” Ryan says to me while his forehead is on mine, he leads me into the kitchen while holding my hand. Eugene pulls out a round chocolate cake “It’s got some liquor on it too” Eugene says with a big smile. The night goes on and all three of us are having a good time. Eugene gives me a present it’s a photo we took when both of us went to the park to feed the ducks some Viagra. I laugh and thanked him for the present, Ryan then gives me his present. “It’s from me and the boys at the station” he says with a smile.

I open it and I laugh it’s the firefighter calendar my sister did for charity. “I know it’s outdated but I figured you would still like it” Ryan says. “Thank you” I say “It’s perfect” I then did something with out thinking, I lean in and kiss Ryan on the cheek. We all stay silent for a while until Eugene tells me to taste his chocolate liquor cake; I then see that Eugene has a big smile on his face his evil plan was working. We celebrated through the night until I excuse my self to use the restroom. I sit on the edge of the bathtub and start to cry, I know everyone has been so wonderful to me but there’s something missing. The one person I missed, the one person who I loved…Andrew. I then splash some water in my face and fix myself up, as I watch the water go down the drain I can’t help but think of what I must do. I then close the water off “Good bye Andrew” I say while a tear comes down my cheek. After the party Ryan walks me to my truck, we then hug each other as if trying to continue what we did in the living room. “Good night” I tell Ryan almost in a whisper, he smiles and opens the truck door for me. I get in and he closes the door, I start the engine and roll down the window. Ryan then leans in and kisses me on the cheek “Good night” he says with an inch of space between our faces. He then gets into his Camaro and takes off. For the first time in a year I sleep through the entire night without screaming myself awake.

It was around December when I am thrown into reality again, Eugene is in the hospital. He had a hard attack in the middle of the night, his heart monitor was the one that sounded the alarm and called 911. Ryan is the one who called me and told me what was going on. Eugene has been in a comma state for over a week now and it doesn’t look good. Classes were over by now and my boss urged me to stay by Eugene’s side. I then go to the park; it’s a big park full of trees, about three playgrounds, picnic areas, and a huge lake in the middle of the park. Next to the park is a huge six floor concrete building, its mainly used for training firemen. But today it’s the annual contest where all of the fire department crews come together and see who can do their duties the fastest. Ryan is the one who invited me to watch and cheer him and his crew on. At this point Ryan and I were getting closer, we started with holding hands, then cuddling, and then spooning. Ryan doesn’t pressure me to do anything he knows that it’s going to take some time before we can finally seal our relationship with a kiss. Ryan’s crew was next all of the firemen look sexy in their uniforms but Ryan is the sexiest one. The whistle blows and Ryan’s crew begin their duties, and then a woman comes out of the crowd yelling at someone. She is Ryan’s age around 25 years old, wearing a dark blue dress that comes down to her knees, has dark curly hair, tan skin, great legs, and a pregnant belly. Naturally I think she is in labor and run to her side but to my surprise she is yelling at Ryan. “You bastard I told you this is your baby” she shouts to him “It’s your responsibility to take care of me and your son” she continues shouting. By now Ryan’s crew is inside the building, my legs begin to shake. I ask her name “Sabrina” she says yelling at me but not taking her eyes off of the building. I then ask if she is sure that is Ryan’s baby, “Yes I am sure, he fucked me once and that’s all it took”. I look at her belly and estimate she is at least eight months pregnant, “The bastard broke up with me when I told him I was pregnant” she says while still looking at the building. My thoughts run wild, why did I expect any better? Why didn’t I see this?

A good looking guy like Ryan can have anyone he wanted. I guess he wants to be with me just to experiment and then when he has had his fill he dumps me and moves on to the next person. I leave Sabrina behind still yelling at the building, I walk into the park next to the lake. It was December so parts of the lake were iced up, but that didn’t stop two idiots from kayaking. I then start to ask myself “why in the hell did I take a chance?” I then start to feel the same thing I felt the night I found out Andrew died. But before I could go any further I see that one of the kayakers flips over and his kayak is upside down. I wait for a couple of seconds but no one comes, the second kayaker hasn’t notice what is happening. Then without thinking I take off my jacket, shoes, sweater, and everything in my pockets. I jump into the lake, the water if freezing and it feels like a thousand knifes are pressed up against my skin. I swim and swim until I am a good hundred feet into the lake, the second kayaker comes with full force. “Jack” he screams, I look at him for a second “It’s my boy…JACK” he screams. He’s about to get off the kayak when I tell him that I will flip the kayak over. By now I am shaking uncontrollably and I can see my breath, I then go under water and flip the kayak. As I come back up I see that it’s just a boy no older than twelve years old, I then tell the man to take his boy to the cement building. The father doesn’t ask why he just gets his son and starts heading to the cement building. I swim slower than when I came in the cold water is just too unbearable, and then I stop. I am still a good fifty feet away when I tell myself “What’s the point?” My arms move slowly now and my legs are barely kicking. Ryan is a liar, Eugene will probably not wake up from his coma and is more likely to die, and Andrew is dead. “What’s the point?” I ask myself out loud. I then stop moving my arms floating next to me, my legs are still, and my smoky breath disappears with me as I sink into the lake. I sink down a good ten feet but nowhere near the bottom of the lake, the sun is above just enough light comes into the water. I look around as if some water creature will come and eat me alive, nothing just darkness all around me. I close my eyes, the water is cold but I have been through much worse pain that this.

I then open my eyes I am still under the water but no longer requiring air to survive. I look up and see the sun coming into the water, but then I look down and a light is at the lakebed. This light at the bottom is big enough to be a light bulb at the bottom of the lake. Without thinking I start to swim down to the light bulb light, slowly moving my arms and legs. It’s as if I don’t have any hurry to get to it, I just swim and swim without any thought. As I get closer to the light bulb light my pain starts to go away, I feel nothing it’s as if all the pain I am carrying is slowly washing away by the water around me. “Stop” a voice tells me, I do and look around. Nothing just darkness all around me except for the two lights, “Go back” the voice tells me. I am still looking around but no one is here but me, “Go back” says the voice one more time. It almost sounded like Eugene, “No” I think to myself. “Go back son” Eugene’s voice tells me, “No” I think to myself again. “It’s not your time son” Eugene voice tells me, I then think “Not without you” I look around one more time. “Please” I think, no answer comes from the darkness of the water. “Okay son” Eugene’s voice reassures me, “Hurry” Eugene’s voice tells me. I then start to swim back up into the sun, “Hurry” Eugene’s voice says again. I then start to swim with everything I got; I swim like a maniac closer to the sun.

Then my eye sight is blurry, there’s some voices coming all around me but I can’t understand them, and there’s a blurry figure on top of me. My eyes then focus the blurry figure on top of me is Ryan, his green eyes lock on mine, he is wet from head to toe, he is looking at me with a worried expression and his hands are pumping my chest. “Come on David” Ryan says to me but I just mange to hear it. Then air comes back into my lungs and I spit out what ever water enter my lungs, Ryan then grabs me and holds me in a sitting position. “You’re ok” he says to me while I am starting to shake uncontrollably. Ryan then gets a blanket and wraps it around me, but he doesn’t let go of me. Ryan has me in a hug never letting me go, I try to push him away but I am too weak. I can feel his chin on top of my head and his body heat feels good to me at this point. The paramedics come and examine me and tell me that I don’t need to go to the hospital; Ryan looks on biting his thumb nail for comfort. Ryan then tries to help me off the ambulance but I just push him away. He looks at me but I don’t say anything, I start to head for my truck “Wait you can’t drive” Ryan tells me coming from behind me. “Yes I can” I tell him with a fuck you tone. He then tries to take my keys away from my hand “Ill drive you home” he says.

“No” I say to him, he tries again for the keys “NO” shouting the word to him as if he’s deaf. He tries one more time and I slap him across the face, his green eyes lock on to mine. Anger fills my blood making it warmer, “Leave me alone” I say still holding our eye contact “and don’t ever come near me again” i open the truck door and start the engine. I leave Ryan in the parking lot, tears start to come down my face but I quickly wipe them off. I get to my house still shaking, I manage to unlock the front door, and I quickly jump into the shower. The warm water going down my body, I close my eyes and it’s almost as if I can feel Andrew’s touch again. I am taken back to the hotel room where everything was fine, it was just an illusion but it’s the best one I had. I finish showering and put on layers of clothes on, I open the bathroom door and Ryan is standing there waiting for me. “Of course” I think to myself “I forgot to lock the door” his green eyes lock onto mine but I break the eye contact. “Move” I tell him, he doesn’t move so I push away and squeeze by him. I head to my room closing the door behind me but Ryan opens it “Look I know I have some explaining to do” Ryan says with a gentle tone. “You don’t have to” I say with a sinister tone. “Yes I do” he says trying to make eye contact with me. “Sabrina was cheating on me and got pregnant by the guy” he says. “I don’t believe you” I say “Just leave Ryan” pointing to the door. It seemed that those words hurt him so much that he had tears in his eyes. “Baby please don’t …” he says but before he finishes the sentence I push him away. “GO AWAY” I yell at him while pushing him away. Tears are coming down my face “YOURE A LIAR RYAN” I yell at him. Somehow when he called me his baby it just infuriated me to the point that I let all of my anger out on him. “GO AWAY” I yell at him one more time but before my hands made contact with his chest he pulled me in. my hands are on his chest and his arms are around my back holding me in a tight hug. I begin to cry in his chest, his chin on top of my head. “Please…don’t make me go” Ryan says with a shaky voice. After I calmed down I ask him “Why me?” I say in a whisper “Why did you chose me Ryan?” I ask him. My face is on his chest and I can hear his heart beating fast. “I didn’t” he says “You chose me” he says putting his forehead on mine. “I fell for you the second you trusted me to hold you” he says in a whisper. “I fell for you on the day of the shooting” he says to me pulling closer to my lips.

Without thinking I put my lips on his, electricity comes down my body once again. The kiss is soft and sweet I can see that tears are coming down his face, he has been waiting for this day since the shooting over three years ago. The kiss then turns rough and dominant on his end. My knees weekend but he holds me with his big strong arms, he then unbuttons my jeans before I have time to react. Both my jeans and underwear slide down, he then takes of my shirt breaking away for one second. His kiss is passionate but dominant at the same time and it feels great. I then unbutton his jeans, he quickly steps out of them and his full 9 inch thick cock is at attention. He then lifts me up my legs around his waist and his arms around my back. We kiss more passionately now and in one quick motion sticks half of his cock in my ass. I moan in pleasure and in pain he gives me a second to get used to his big meat. He then pushes me up against a wall still fucking my ass; my back is on the wall. He starts fucking me harder and harder his breath becomes uneven and so does mine. I then break away from our kissing and pull of his shirt, his big muscle chest and six packs are illuminated by what little light is coming from the window. He then takes off my shirt but he is still nailing me to the wall, after my shirt comes off we resume kissing passionately. He fucks me for what seems like hours one thrust after another nailing to the wall with no sign of him stopping soon. Then the thrusts his dick deep inside me and gives a long moan in between our kisses, his cum starts to drip down from my ass.

He then pulls me away from the wall and carries me to the bed, he places me down gently and he gets on top of me. We kiss for the next hour until Ryan breaks away “I love you” he says to me while stroking my right check. I look into his eyes and I know he’s telling the truth, “I love you too” I say without thinking. Ryan looks at me for a while “I know I am not Andrew but I just want you to know…” he says while putting his forehead on mine. “I am here for you. I will never leave your side” he says in a whisper, I kiss both of his cheeks. “Ryan I…” I start to say but he interrupts “I’ll quit, if that’s what makes you happy” he says pulling back his green eyes lock on mine. “I know you worry about me getting injured or killed and I will quit first thing tomorrow morning” he says to me with a gentle voice. I then put both of my hands on his cheeks, “Take a chance Ryan…but don’t quit” I say to him. He kisses me gently, passionately, and a hint of dominance. We fall asleep in each other’s arms and the nightmares never come back. For the first time I fall asleep with a smile.

The spring semester started and everything seems to finally go my way. I have a hot firemen boyfriend who loves me to death and I him. Eugene is out of the hospital and doing his evil plans on us, but we don’t mind he means well. My days have gone from inches to steps and each day seems to be brighter than the last. One afternoon I was in the library doing homework, my medical classes are a pain and are a lot of work but it’s all worth it. It was around five o’clock and the sun was setting, I step out in front of the library waiting for Ryan to pick me up. I pull my phone out of my pocket but I drop it, “Crap” I say out loud. I pick it up quickly hoping that it wasn’t damaged, I then feel someone behind me. I turn and say “I thought you were going to pick me up in your…” but before I could finish the sentence my knees buckle. My eyes widen, my heart races, and the man manages to catch me before I fall to the ground. I stare at this man; I stare at him long and hard. My mouth opens to talk but nothing comes out, I stare at the blue eyes I once knew. His touch was familiar; the man was really here he really existed. I then find my voice and say “Andrew?”

Part 3 coming soon...