Why don't you love me : Part 3

Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Let your heart be light
From now on,
our troubles will be out of sight

Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Make the Yule-tide gay,
From now on,
our troubles will be miles away.

Here we are as in olden days,
Happy golden days of yore.
Faithful friends who are dear to us
Gather near to us once more.

(Its now close to christmas And almost time for school to be out for the holiday break)
(Quincy phones starts to ring)

"Hello" quincy answered in a tired tone

"WHATS UP FRIEND?!"Porsha replyed excitedly

"Nothing much porsha, same ol, same ol" He answered
Really quincy was in no mood for talking he Just wanted to be alone and by himself listening to old christmas carols.

"Awww whats on your mind bestie"Porsha asked in a I know something wrong tone

"Porsha... I just don't know what to do no more... I'm still in love with some one who don't love me and Maryse won't even glance at me.. And My girlfriend Is straight But I'm in love with some one else and I just feel so guilty." My voice started to tremble
"Stop beating yourself up about this quincy, Please... All you are doing is hurting yourself.. No one Is always going to love you the way you love them... So why keep beating yourself up about the same shit" She said in a bold tone
(Tears started to fill my eyes, Flashbacks started to run through my head)
"Porsha can I call you right back?" I asked her in a almost sad tone

"Okay quince But remember what I told you bestie, Don't beat yourself up over something like that. I love you and Ill talk to you laterz" porsha said

"love you to, Bye" I said as I hung up

(Everything seemed like It could be right these past months as I started to attend New Day High, After that stunt I pulled with Maryse, He knew I loved someone else and he couldn't bare to take a eye looking at me. But I can't blame him. But I'm In love with another man. Ryan and me are still close but I really want him to know How I feel I really do... We got a play going on and I hit the lead role as Ashton He is a men who is in love with a women he loves so much that he is almost obsessed with her)

Knock,Knock
(Ashly peeked in my room)
"You wanna go to the park with me??? Ashly asked
(Ashly had her Skin tight jeans on with some snow boots and ambercombie sweater on, She looked really gorgeous)

"Yeah, let me throw some clothes on" I replied
(I put on my winter kit for this new york winter and I made it look like I was dressing in florida winter)

(As we walked to the park I called up winston and asked him to join us)
"Whats up quincy" Ryan said
(As we gave each other five)

"Nothing much boss" I replied

"Cool, cool, Whats up ashly" He said in a smooth voice
(As he started for ashly hand

"Move winston, I'm not go play with you boy!" She taunted

"Alright son" He said as he backed off
(We reached the parked and it seemed like the whole school was here, It was a sunday a day before school and this how its go be for the rest of the winter break and this week Is or last week before winter break and My show was due wendsday because it was early release thursday and no school friday and then on to winter break. As I walked in the gates I seen maryse over there with bobby wallace and anthony garret, I knew It was go be some tension)

"Alright you all" ashly said as she walked off to go towards her friends

"So son how you and Rachael?" He asked me

"We cool, you know how she is always asking are you cheating on me; But other then that she Is the best brah...." I replied

"That's whats up" Winston replied

(Just then Rachael and ryan walked up next to me and winston and they where both smiling at me and then from someone radio Rihanna song started to play "Unfaithful"
Unfaithful lyrics
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

"Hay babes" Rachael Said in her marilyn monroe tone
(We started to kiss)

"Nothing much, whats going on?" I replied

"Nothing much. You like my new shoes?" She looked at her feet

"Damn right dem boots righ dere Is fly" I said As I looked at her rawrr ass shoes
(They where a tan brownish color with fur at da top..)

"Thank you hunz" She said as she kissed me again

"So what you did today ryan???" I said

"Nothing much Just chilled" ryan replied back

"Stop lien son I heard you was watching booty talk vol 9. All day" winston Jokingly said

"Fuck you son; I was fucking Quincy all day so How I was watching booty talk? " ryan said with a smirk

"GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed and Nudge him a little

"Son yall booty partners now and No one told me, Why yall holding out???" Winston jokingly said

(Ryan started to get behind me and wisper and my ear; But I pushed him off me, Even though I loved him up behind me like that)

"Boy get off my man; He no where near gay" Rachael said with a smirk

(Everyone started to laugh, rachael had to go home and eat and winston went home to, It was just me and ryan at the park with each other; Ashly went home earlier then me so It was around 9:00 pm so ryan and me started walking back to my place; Then It was a wierd akward silence)

"You ever had a crush on some one who dint love you back?" I asked ryan to break the moment of silence

"Hmmm.. No not really, I just was in love with some one who left me for another man" He replied as he looked down

(I could see it on his face that he like me, at least I thought, I was so nervous but at the same time anxious, I wanted to tell him, I had to tell him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Are I was going to go crazy!!!!!!!!)

"Ummm, ryan I need to tell you something" I said as I stared into his eyes

"whats up quincy?" He said As he looked back into minez

(I froze, we where staring each other directly In each other eyes; then I started to hear demi Lovato camp rock 2 song)

Different summers Lyrics
We're like a melody with no words
Until we figure it out
We sing
La, la, la, la, la, la
I kno it's smiple yeah but it's worked right up til now its up to now
yeah every day has been like a dream world oh but now ur not just
in my head oh no

Will we remember different summers
It's like tossing our hearts to see where they land
Heads is easy
Tails is harder to plan
If we're starting all over again and again and again

You know that I can't help but wonder
What's gonna happen next
I'm a little curious, oh yeah
Every star that I stood under
When you were under it too
Did you ever think about us'

(I was still froze, I started to get weak in the knees and I knew he knew it was something wrong with me)

"I'm go let you go son" He said

"But.. I ... "
(I see Him starting to walk faster in front of my, My tears started to fill; Then He was gone)

Different summers chorus

If we remember different summers
It's like tossing your heart to see where it lands
Heads is easy
Tails is harder to plan
If we're starting all over again

(As I got home I took a shower and brushed my teeth and put on my acne products on and talked to rachael and text porsha; Then turned the radio on and started to listening to whitney houston, "Saving all my love for you"; I started to cry and asked god why can't he love me.. I cryed so hard my parents came in and asked me what was wrong, All i could say to them that everything was alright even thought they really weren't, I finally was about to go to sleep and Then I started to think about maryse and so I looked through the draws and found his number and called it)

Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring...
"Hello" A deep familiar voice answered

"Hay" I replied
( I started to cry and then I started to sing, And I have the most heaven sent voice that a person can ever hear)

(Me singing to maryse "Fantasia truth is Lyrics" And all the feelings that I thought were gone
Came rushing back to me at once
Tried to smile and hide the way I felt
But I was thinking to myself

[Chorus]
(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I'm still in love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I'm still in love with you)

"You hurted me son!!!!!!!; and you think you can just come and sing about how truth is you shouldn't never let me go and I suppose to just stop everthing what I'm doing and Love you again!!! HUh????!!!!!!!!!!!"
He Yelled

(I bust out crying)

"Please... Please" I tryed to say through my tears

(Then all of a sudden I heard the dial tone; I started to cry even more I couldn't hold it in no more, I ranned out the door with nothing but a t shirt in some jeans; And the weather was about below 0, and when I got out there I crashed into the snow and cryed, while I shivered; I just stayed there reminiscing on how I 1st met maryse and How beautiful he was and how nice he really was and then I just blew it.. I Just blew it...)

"GET YOUR RETARDED ASS UP NIGGA!!!!!!!!! YOU GO CATCH PNEUMONIA
Ashly screamed out loud, It kind of made me scared

"Leave me alone brah!" I yelled back

"Okay when your ass die I'm go be at your funeral eating chicken and saying I told you so" She said sarcasting

(I got up and went in behind her and Then Took a long hot bathe, Just thinking and crying I could not believe I was so emotional, Then Rachael came over)

"Hay babes I brought you something" She said as she held a gift behind her back

"You did" I replied with A wide grin, I was feeling a little better already

(It was a small box with blue wrapping and a nice gold boe tie on top of it)

"What is it?" I asked curiously

"Open it" She said with a very sneaky smile

(I started to open it and I found a trojan Man condom inside of it I was so shocked. I looked at her and then she looked back at me. And she smiled)

"Are you sure your sure your ready?" I asked looking at her in her eyes

"Yes, Quincy I couldn't be more ready" She said as she looked at me in my eyes

(I started to kiss her. I kissed her neck and then I started to battle with her tongue. I then Lift her up and carried her into my room. I then started to lift her shirt up and she had a nice victoria secret push up bra. Her breast sat so nicely up that my dick could not take it any longer. I unfasten her bra and start to suck on her breast)

"UHHHH" she let out a nice light moan

(I started to suck on them they started to turn red, I then started to undress her pants, But she then started to get scared I could feel it on her body, so I took it a little slower)

"You want me to cut the lights off and light some candles" I asked her looking into her eyes

"Yeah" She look down Like she was embarrassed

"Bae don't look like that, You are doing nothing wrong, Its normal bae I promise And I'm go show you its normal" I said looking sincerely into her eyes

(I then Closed my blinds and then lit some glade candles and turned on my radio and put in maxwell cd and put womens worth on repeat)

Maxwell womens worth lyrics
Pray God you can cope
I stand outside
This woman's work
This woman's world
Oooh, it's hard on the man
Now his part is over
Now starts the craft of the father
I know you gotta a little life in you yet
I know you gotta a lot of strength left
I know you gotta a little life in you yet
I know you gotta a lot of strength left
I should be crying but I just can't let it show
I should be hoping but I can't stop thinking
All the things we should've said that I never said
All the things we should of done that we never did
All the things we should've given but I didn't
Oh darling make it go
Make it go away
Give me these moments
Give me them back to me
Give me that little kiss
Give me your
Give me your hand
I know you gotta a little life in you yet
I know you gotta a little strength left
I know you gotta a little life in you yet
I know you gotta a little strength left
I should be crying but I just can't let it show
I should be hoping but I can't stop thinking
all the things we should've said that were never said
All the things we should've done that we never did
All the things that you wanted from me
All the things that that you needed from me
All the things I should of given but I didn't
Oh darling make it go away now
Just make it go away.

(I started to suck on her neck and made my way down to her pants and then slip them down to the floor of my bed;
She then started to to close her legs again, She had on some victoria secret sheer panties that looked
so gorgeous on her coke shape body; I felt my dick leaking pre cum already. I then started to kiss her
Perfect belly button and then made my kissing down the trail of happiness. I started to take down her panties
then I felt her shiver again)

"Whats wrong???" I asked her

"I'm scared,quincy" She looked me in my eyes

"Don't be scared rachael, I promise I won't hurt you" I wispered sincerly

"You promise??" She asked back in her innocent marilyn monroe tone

"I promise" I replied

(I then started to pull the panties down and I Finally saw the most amazing thing In my life rachael's gift
From god, It sat up so nicely, It was shaved into a gorgeous mohawk and It was moist and had a scent of
Fresh pineapples.I then started to Lick it, Up and down and started to fuck her pussy with my tongue)

"Uhhhhh, Uhhh, Uhhh, Uhhh, I love you" she said in a lovely light moaning tone

(I could't say nothing back my mouth was full, She then started to squirt in my mouth, It was so nice like
A squirt of fresh spring water, I could feel my pre cum shooting out of my boxers.)

"UHHHHHh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" she screamed

(I then started to take my shirt off, My 6 packs was so gorgeous in the candle light, and then she leaned up
on the bed and started to take down my pants, She then started to rub the outline of my cock, It felt so amazing
Her gentle hands rubbing against my penis... she then started to pull my boxers down she was so close to my dick
that when she pulled them down it hit her in the face, Her face then turned up looking amazed like she never seen
a dick before)

"THIS THING IS HUGE"she said with a shocked voice

"Ha" I chuckled

(She then started to put her mouth around it I felt the warm sensation Off her warm tight little mouth, but
I din't want her to think she had to do this to please me)

"You don't have to do that bae" I said in a low tone

(I then pulled it out her mouth and pushed her on my bed and got the condom she gave me as a present and I put it around
My 9inch cock, I then started to kiss her more and more, and then rubbed my cock up and down her vagina before entering)

"Please don't make it hurt quincy" She said in a scared tremble

"I love you bae and I would't do nothing to hurt you" I wispered in her ear

(I then slowly enter my cock into her tight little pussy)

"UHHHHHHH, I love quincy" she moaned

(I started to enter more and more, Then Finally I was completely in I started to rock back and forth)

"AHHHH!!!!!" she screamed

"Shhh" I wispered

(I then started to go faster, Then I felt something claw in to my back, It was her nails, I started to go faster
It gave me the urge to get more excited, But the more I went faster the louder she screamed, so i din't want to wake my
Parents I flipped her over and turned her on her stomach and started to hit her from the back. I made her put her face
Into the pillow and then I started to go even more faster, she was moaning madly, and then My head board started to hit
the wall so loud it sound like the police was pounding on the door, I knew I was go get in trouble but I din't care
I was getting my load off...It was so good that I started to even moan, I then rose her off the bed and put her into
Football sex position, I was holding her while standing, She then went wild and made me fall back on the bed
But now she was on top and I was on the bottom, She riding my dick, she was riding it so hard I was for sure my dick
was going to break. I then flipped her back over and now she was on her back again. I then rose her legs up and put them
On my shoulder and started to fuck her even more.. I couldn't take it no more I was going to cum.. I started to fuck her
Fast as I can

"AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" she screamed

(I started to cum and then fell on top of her and started to breathe heavyly, she then started to stroke my hand
In my hair.)

"I love you" I said between my heavy moan

(When then looked each other in the eye, we have been doing it for about 45 minutes And It was like I was a virgin all over again,
she looked me so deep in my eyes that I thought she was staring into my soul, she then kissed me for about 3 minutes and then we started
to put our clothes on)

"I love you rachael and I promise I would never hurt you" I said as I looked in her beautiful eyes

"I love you too quincy" she said as she started to kiss me again

(I then Walked rachael home, and came home and got in the shower and brush my teeth and use my neutrogena acne cleanser
and iron my clothes for the next day and went to sleep and could not wait for tomorrow)

Beep Beep Beep

(My alarm clocked rung, I was feeling good this morning I had sex with rachael And this are last week until
Winter break,I woke up and went into the bathroom to take a piss... and then brush my teeth and put on my
clean & clear morning burst. I then through on my fit and head to ashly room to see if she was ready to go.
Me and ashly then walked to the bus stop.)

"whats up son" Winston happily said

"Nothing much, Whats up with you?" I said back in a happy tone

"You seem happy, you must got you some pussy last night, because I never seen you this happy early in the
morning befor" He said trying to figure me out

"Hahaha" I laughed

(The bus pulled up and every one hop on and got ready to go to New Day High; The week went by quick I was going to rehersals,
and I was physically and mentally ready to do this show, I was going to be Ashton, And I was going to sing whitney Houston
And I will always love you At the end; And I Knew I was going to blow every one out of there seats with this performnace. The week
went by and today was the day I was going to step on the stage as ashton)

::SHOW TIME DAY::

(It was wendsday And the show was going to be played during school hour and every one was going to see it, The theatere was full house and I was just 5 minutes
away from this to be the big opening)

"Good afternoon ladies and gentlemen, This story is going to be about ashton the lover who is obsessed with his girlfriend Mariah. He loves so much that he don't want to let
Her go, She found a new lover and he did not know what he was going to do, NoW Give it up for (LOVE HURTS)

-LOUD APPLAUSE BY CROWD-

(The story went on the man was very depressed in the story and Now he knew he could not keep on her on his own will so he had to let her go
He Was ready to kill himself but he wanted to sing this last song)

"PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME" My charecter cryed

"I Don't love you anymore, Ashton" the character mariah said

(The spotlight slowly dimmed on me, I started to cry even more then I started to sing whitney houston "And I will always love you"; I slowly looked into the crowd
and Found ryan and he was sitting center stage And I looked directly at him and poured my heart out with the song.

If I should stay,
I would only be in your way.
So I'll go, but I know
I'll think of you ev'ry step of the way.

And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
You, my darling you. Hmm.

Bittersweet memories
that is all I'm taking with me.
So, goodbye. Please, don't cry.
We both know I'm not what you, you need.

And I will always love you.
I will always love you.

(Instrumental solo)

I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of.
And I wish to you, joy and happiness.
But above all this, I wish you love.

And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I, I will always love you.

You, darling, I love you.
Ooh, I'll always, I'll always love you.

|Stay tuned for pt.4, S/n you should listen to the songs when the lyrics appear|